(prod. @sshinju @veilonme)
(artwork picture @fozo2)

i'll give it a try
cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone
put on the gloves nobody has to know

i just rather deadstare the void
cause life got me truly annoyed
hit my glass and turn off the noise
why are you acting like it ever meant anything?
i guess i never fixed it..
do you feel me getting distant?
i'm at a point of crashing
as i really bring in nothing

cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone..

Panadol (@sshinju @veilonme)

biichftt - OH MY GOSH (111nightshift + biichftt)

remeber when i met you you were in that black dress
sorry that i hurt u sorry that ur upset
every single day since then been torment 
remeber that i love u i will never forget 
the way they way u look at me 
for you girl im a fien
high off the drugs for weeks 
i barley even sleep
i hope u fucking know 
i love you very so 
off the fucking drugs 
im not in control 
might end it all this week 
everyday i fucking weep 
your the only thing i need 
4 u yeah i love to bleed
ive been off the drugs for weeks 
she dont even care bout me 
sniffing white like mr clean 
bitch im rolling off a bean

black dress prod money kidd

All I Need

all i need w/ xofilo (prod. rav3n)

prod twilight blue
made 2/7/23

if you don’t hate me
you will soon 
break me down again and i’m screwed
i can’t live, by myself i need help 
what’s the point of this
i just want you, you-
ah, ah, ah

i drive myself to the appointment
i just drive myself to appointment
i can’t fix mistakes, and i can barely take
emotional like me
life is all a scam, this life is all a joke 
i do it so i can
try to fix myself 
broken in the street, but ur like me
diamonds on me, but i’m lonely 
and i’m so sorry, that i hurt you
i just can’t tell 
what you’ve been through 
it’s just cause of me, all this misery and pain 
stress is eating me
i’m too much to overthink 
i can’t take this life what’s the point of even me
why do i breathe, just to make speeches 
oh my god

i talk into this shit 
i just hurt you bad
i just hate myself 
life is such a drag, diamonds on me
you don’t rlly care 
i’m just such a sad fucking human 
i just make excuses, excuses oh 
life is so clueless, clueless oh
like me, ur not like me
don’t know what to do
ur not like me
don’t know how to live 
don’t know how to breathe 
don’t know how to live 
don’t know how to breathe

mckel - if you dont hate me

kawasaki t-rex

last night I passed out on the table
I forgot how I got there
im jus a dead bitch walking
im jus a dead bitch walking
im just a dead end prospect
I know that u hate what I see
what a shame it doesn't matter 2 me
im just a dead end prospect
last night I passed out on the table
I forgot how I got there
im jus a dead bitch walking
im jus a dead bitch walking

just a dead bitch walking
thats what i get for trusting
fade out of the moment
bloodsoaked and broken
cant act like i wanted
blood on ur carpet 
pills till im nauseous 
words in the mirror
dont matter when ur here
i struggle to find where
i let myself die 
and i close my eyes 
thinking itll be fine 
think im losing my mind
think im losing my mind...

dead bitch walking w/ sif [4evr]

paid again

Video:
https://youtu.be/mSs6kB4M2XU?si=np-8P5pu2ecqDvKf

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Luc6s + Lovvvebomb - VIP (jvzir)

Down! Down! Down!

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oaf1 - its hard :/ nightcore

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