Mean (Taylor Swift Cover Version)

If you're struggling with addiction, anxiety, depression, and other mental health matters. Just know that you're not alone. And it's OK not to be OK but it's even more OK when you know there's somebody out there who's patiently supporting you while you're cleaning up.


CLEAN -lyrics-

The drought was the very worst
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months and months of back and forth
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
You're still all over me
Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore
Hung my head as I lost the war
And the sky turned black like a perfect storm
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
There was nothing left to do
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud
But no one heard a thing
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Said, I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Ten months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it
The drought was the very worst
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
(Oh)
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Finally clean
Think I'm finally clean (oh, oh)
Oh-oh, oh-oh
(Oh, oh, oh) Think I'm finally clean

Songwriters: Imogen Jennifer Heap / Taylor Alison Swift
Clean lyrics © Sony/atv Tree Publishing, Taylor Swift Music, Megaphonic Limited
1989 (2014)

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P.S. I know Inez isn't the other woman ;)

LYRICS:
James, u hurt me more than u know
so i had to switch my homeroom cuz
ur face was hard to see
The other day i saw u riding on ur skateboard
when u passed my house
it was like i couldn't breathe

I heard the rumors from Inez
She said u 2 were more than friends
I cried, i wish i never knew
the worst thing that i ever did
was fall in love with you

Tonight i’m hosting my first party
and i’m done with all your sorry’s
or at least that’s what i tell myself
but part of me still wants ya
to show up and say u want me
does that make me just like her
your summer thing
what does that even mean?
i don't know anything
but i know i miss you

James I think i know where it went wrong
my favorite song was playing on the far side of the gym
U were nowhere to be found
U said you’d be there for me
So instead I danced with him

I heard the rumors from Inez
She said u 2 were more than friends
I cried, i wish i never knew
the worst thing that i ever did
was fall in love with you
Tonight i’m hosting my first party
and i’m done with all your sorry’s
or at least that’s what i tell myself
but part of me still wants ya
to show up and say u want me
does that make me just like her
your summer thing
what does that even mean?
i dont know anything
but i know i miss you

i was walking home alone on cobblestones just thinking of u 
almost called u, but i just feel so pathetic
u said. it was just 1 ride.
i guess that was a lie.
you slept with her
while I dreamt of you all summer long.

James, is that u on my doorstep?
i’ve imagined this for weeks now
Woah. is this happening?
James i know i said that i was done.
but i think i would let u if,
u kissed my lips again
The only thing I want from u
is for you. to love me too.
and u showed up at my party
Yeah, u showed up at my party

Yeah, u showed up to my party
and you’re telling me you love me
Will you kiss me on the porch
In front of all your stupid friends?
if you kiss me will it be just like i dreamed?
could it patch my broken wings?
i’ll lean in, if u lean.
i don’t know anything
but i know i missed you…

standing in my cardigan
kissing in your car again
stopped at a streetlight
you know i missed you.

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