+im.such.a.ghoul+ (EP)

composition and engineering by xilly

1. +im.such.a.ghoul+  [prod. deadhope x xilly]
2. #Fuckit! [prod. drugslutt]
3. holes in my sweater (feat. WANGx) [prod. pink x xilly]
4. $40 headrush (feat. treway2001) [prod. morin]
5. Suicidal Ideation [prod. BLACK LIONS]
6. im not the same (feat. JRink) [prod. malloy]
7. MILD FLEX (2020) [prod. HUFF47]
8. sadboi kozzyworld (cypher) (feat. sadboienola x Kozmihk) [prod. B Sherwood x xilly]

SPECIAL THANKS:
Gavin Chipps (aka deadhope)
Jake Lang (aka WANGx)
Tre Antelope (aka treway2001)
Jakob Rinker (aka Jrink)
sadboienola
Dylan Hopkins (aka Kozmihk)
Caden Chipps
Christian Hoffer (downspilclothing.com)
drugslutt (producer)
pink (producer)
morin (producer)
black lions (producer)
malloy (producer)
huff47 (producer)
B Sherwood (producer)

YouTube

+im.such.a.ghoul+

prod. Morin (not-for-profit purposes only)

LYRICS:

Xilly:

woahh,
you took my heart and ripped that shit
into a million fucking pieces
I'm incomplete
my soul is feenin'
I'm trapped inside my god damn head

when I was 17 I thought that i was fly as a bitch
fly as a bitch
it was a few years later till reality had finally hit
that I didn't know shit
all the liquor I been sippin
and the drugs, they been hittin
really making me sick
just a couple kids and we going on a trip
so I took a few tabs just so i could see the universe
the only thing it showed me was the shit i need to fix
and I don't need a fix
I'm so sick of all the blood pumping, pupil dilating
cold sweats and body aching and shaking
and looking in the mirror and mentally breaking
I can't take it, call my friends cuz I don't know if I'll make it
cuz I could shut my fucking system down
for $40 and a fucking head rush, shit
and these demons tell me if I die I might get big
and my family get rich
fuck this, I quit

treway2001:

we could fall in love together, chase each other's dream
remember that song where you called me yo sunshine
ever since you left, never see the fuckin sun shine

I can't forget about the years we shared together
all the time that I wish could last forever
look at the stars, try and tell me all your wild endeavors
I can promise that I'll love you and I'll mean that forever
take my hand and I promise we can do this together
follow me into the dark, you can call me whenever
I know it's been a couple months and I ain't been getting better
cuz I thought you was the one who would be with me forever

blacked out fit, mothafuckas gonna know me
xannys on deck just in case you tryna OD
with me, don't give a fuck feeling Whitney
bitch please, pour another cup of my whiskey
Wednesday, fuck less what your friends say
Kim K, shawty got ass, yeah she got cake
but, I'm not gon' be here long
please just sing this song when I'm gone





TAGS:

Xilly , Xilly The Kid , xillythekid , @xillythekid , tre , liltrewaysaveurlife , DEATHSXARS

$40 headrush (feat. treway2001) [prod. Morin]

prod. BLACK LIONS BEATZ
performed and engineered by xoxo xillyworld

LYRICS:

(intro)

i'm so fucking deep
yo
depressed
i'm so fucking depressed (4x)
yo

(hook)

i'm so fucking depressed
i'm so fucking depressed
i’m living with regrets
i wish i could reset
i'm so fucking depressed
i'm so fucking depressed
i’m living with regrets
i wish i could reset

(verse)
baby i’m a loser, i’m a reject
you don’t want me
and i mean that
don’t call me
i don’t do that
you could text me
maybe snapchat
hit you with the "seen"
but it’ll be at least a week before i read that
suicidal ideation, imma bleed that
"shawty with the shotgun, imma need that"

(hook)

(musical doodles)

[thank you if you're here]

TAGS:
xoxo xillyworld xilly the kid xillythekid

Youtube

Suicidal Ideation (prod. BLACK LIONS)

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TAGS
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jrink, xilly the kid, xilly, xillythekid, xillyworld

im not the same (feat. Jrink) [prod. malloy]

+im.such.a.ghoul+ (EP)

composition and engineering by xilly

1. +im.such.a.ghoul+  [prod. deadhope x xilly]
2. #Fuckit! [prod. drugslutt]
3. holes in my sweater (feat. WANGx) [prod. pink]
4. $40 and a fucking head rush (feat. treway2001) [prod. morin]
5. Suicidal Ideation [prod. BLACK LIONS]
6. im not the same (feat. JRink) [prod. malloy]
7. MILD FLEX (2020) [prod. HUFF47]
8. sadboi kozzyworld (cypher) (feat. sadboienola x Kozmihk) [prod. B Sherwood x xilly]

SPECIAL THANKS:
Gavin Chipps (aka deadhope)
WANGx
Tre Antelope (aka treway2001)
Jakob Rinker (aka Jrink)
sadboienola
Dylan Hopkins (aka Kozmihk)
Caden Chipps
Christian Hoffer (downspilclothing.com)
drugslutt (producer)
pink (producer)
morin (producer)
black lions (producer)
malloy (producer)
huff47 (producer)
B Sherwood (producer)

+im.such.a.ghoul+

xoxo xillyworld ☽