My One True Love

Bittersweet City (Spirit of Summer)

When I weighed out the choices
I thought you could show me the way
a way through the answers but
then I'd find in the daylight
the boundaries of black and white
couldn't weigh
when I saw through the darkness
I saw I was following, following
lies that you fed to me
so I wandered regardless
from midnight to twilight
it shouldn't matter
but if I'm honest
it's left ten thousand black stains on my soul
you've left ten thousand black stains on my-

If I could fly
leaving behind
this plastic mind
I don't think I'd mind it
when over and over when
if I were alive
living, assigned vessels confined
to gods going blind
I'd imagine your
maddening
tragic voices
left pretentious
pointless choices
end the noises
so the sun fell
flames befell silent hells
so we've fell

and from the flames
a phoenix cries
and as it flies
I realize

trapped in a cracked mirror
my heart's turning black
and it's beating away,
eating me
leaving me bleeding
and if I am still breathing now
your eyes are misleading
don't turn away
don't be afraid
and don't be ashamed

trapped in a cracked mirror
with all of my fears
swallowing
all of the things
that are dear
wallowing in blackened
flames following disappear
their sparks appearing
like dark butterflies,
don't close your eyes
it'll all come with time

trapped in a cracked mirror
my heart's turning black
and it's eating away at me
leaving me bleeding, I'm
trapped in a cracked mirror
where all of my fears
slowly take all the things that are dear
everything disappears

trapped in a cracked mirror
my heart's turning black
and it's eating away at me
leaving me bleeding, I'm
trapped in a cracked mirror
where all of my fears
slowly take all the things that are dear
everything all goes with time

Trapped in a Cracked Mirror

In a shell
preachers dwell
and time moves without those
who wanted to be
a nobody free
to amount to me
on a surface seen seemingly
as they fell
time went on
yet if they could see that
there's nowhere to be
they'd never agree
so I'll say farewell
they can all go to hell
'cause

if I fall
then I'll crawl back up again
if I'm wasting time
then I'll find out the hard ways
and if I'm wrong
then at least I'll have a song
to remember all my trials
so at least I'll know I tried

if I turn fate away
would it change
would it be the same
like I'm running away and
if I take my precious time
is it a crime
so I'm not beat
broken alone wondering

why does all of the time
all of the time
it seems to fly
from the flames I fan
and with remarks and demands
all of the sparks die out
to leave me to start them again

can't you hear
there's a voice singing
you won't have regrets
there's a price to it
if you pay
there's a voice singing
you will never rest
can you pay it

if I fall
then I'll crawl back up again
if I'm wasting time
then I'll find out the hard ways
and if I'm wrong
then at least I'll have a song
to remember all my trials
so at least I'll know that
if I fall then
I'll crawl back up again
if I'm out of my mind
then I'll find out the hard ways
and if I'm wrong
then at least I'll have a song
to remember all my trials
so at least I know I tried

If I Fall

In the end
time moves on
and life pushes onward
but without my wings
the breeze will be left to be
and all of the things you thought
would always be
unweave

when the dark envelops your soul
if everything, everything, everything
slowly goes
if there's nothing left but rotting flesh
and the cold
I'll always be here waiting
within your heart
and all of your sorrows
tomorrow we'll find a way
to start the story over...
over

one day
a girl finds a rose
she learns what it knows
in death it'll show
that in her silence
a bird tries to sing while strung
for violent ensembles that have rung
a thousand silent bells
I've failed

I wanted to say that maybe
some other day you'll change me
but
I know that your heart would harden
after the day I say goodbye
and fly...
I...

you say that if I'm a bird
then your vacant words
caught in the wind,
they go unheard

time left my mind
in presence of knowing
your resonance
might be leaving
tomorrow a life is due
regardless what I do

open your eyes wide
and find some presence of mind
so I can finally close mine
to prove I'm alive, wake
when frozen time passes by
despite unpleasantly,
desperately

light burns the night
and silently takes away
til' the day merges
twilight returns
in the sea
in your dreams
and our memories

if I'm a bird
rising from the
land of the absurd lies
I pray you soon realize
'cause if you're a snake
someday I might
take you away
as prey
from a hypocrite's
broken nirvana

Broken Nirvana

All or Nothing Ft. LC 沖縄

Little piano piece

Speaker Knocker

The Corrupted Forest (2024)

Smoothie

My cover of the ending song from Deltarune, "Don't Forget" that I made with a friend of mine in memory of Undertale's 5th anniversary. This song is really special to me, and I hope that you like it.

I played the piano part, and Adah performed the vocals.

Don't Forget (from Deltarune) [feat. Adah Bryan]

Dimitriy Dzyuba