in the dark

Sand

mix & mastered by @skinnyatlas
produced by @skinnyatlas

falling off (prod. skinny atlas)

Desiree

Endgame

lyrics
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i don’t need a hero to save me
baby you can call me crazy
spit upon my face throw a hook like jay z
lazy lately all i do is hate me
self-sabotage coming clutch i’m shaky
probably from the drinking and the yapping and the 47 times today that i overreacted
it’s a travesty to live like this and i’m merely subtracting
when i choose to move in silence let it blow with the theatrics
i guess it came with living lonely
guess that five year plan wasn’t close enough to hold me
guess that best friend fed up cause i ghost and end up folding
guess that love won’t last cause i always end up bolting
yeah
and i’m afraid of getting closure
i’m afraid of getting sick of this and i’ll only get older
i ain’t shit but a man with some songs inside a folder
why’s it feel like death is dancing on my shoulder?
i don’t like that
and i got hella insecurities
teeth, hair, skin, false hope, nothing pure in me
i’m begging for the silence but the rain hit beautifully
and maybe i’m just lacking some maturity
maybe if i dig upon my past i can super glue my skeleton
fit him to my frame tell him you were only seven nick
you ain’t do no wrong you are beautiful and heaven sent
ignorance is bliss but my innocence irrelevant
trauma bond via satellite
you are what you eat so the music keep me sad at night
sixteen to now pockets still full of that hematite
the only thing i’m lacking is an appetite

music video

theatrics (prod. neverforever)

situationship

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

Take this shit and u die
I take two and it make me fly
Baby I love the struggle
I love barely getting by
I mix drugs im slumped
But I cant even close my eyes
I could hear em talking like go check if he’s alive
I could not feel my face Im up in space im on the tight rope
I had been down so long u know I just had to break the cycle
Soon as I lock this door I make her sing just like Mariah 
Girl I know u bad ion even gotta get em to pull the file
Its pieces of me 
They fall off on the ground
These pieces of me got kicked up in the crowd
Few Pieces part of this story getting left out
Its a few Pieces part of this story getting left out
So Come back
Just for the night yea
Ive planned
Everything out this time
Mask off
Its no need to hide now
Talk soft try not to shout this time
Dark dirt is flecked inside of her nail beds
Get up and think to reroute this try
I hate the backseat instructions 
Ill blowing out the back of his fucking head this time
I been bleeding some buckets out of my heart baby
Nothings working at stopping or clotting this size
I was faking it then but its getting hard baby
This a means to an end if I hold in this cry

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

MOSHUP (jabarionthebeat x haze x fallwood)

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home

Bitch I been yanking my hair out
I cant keep losing
Im sick of walking around this place with my head down
Its Drugs in the penthouse
And Im tryna abuse them
I cant be sure if I told u touch down
This bridge being broke down
These bolts getting loosened
I wont be here when it fold up and burn
Cause Im tryna live girl im not trying get by
I swear im good on my own like a ribeye
Ok run that back im getting seared in here again
Ok run that fade im knocking the beard off his chin
I just put sumn on that aint appeared in the store
And I hate smoking cookie cause I always want more
You aint caught this side of me before Ive gotten used to it
If this shit so hard than why the fuck I always breeze thru it
I dont think u realize what u dealing with u stupid fuck
I could mash this beat like 30 times and still id do it up 

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home


death knocks (jabarionthebeat x vogo x lcd.bts)

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

Crashout

crashout

uhhh

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