song by h3llside and dippers, prod. yung tat

im sitting near the graveyard
will you be my valentine?
surrounded by the maniacs
girl give me some time
i have insomnia
im tired but im feeling lonelier
im sitting near the graveyard
will you be my valentine?
surrounded by the maniacs
insomnia, insomnia, insomnia

im sitting near the graveyard
will you be my valentine?
surrounded by the maniacs
girl give me some time
i have insomnia
im tired but im feeling lonelier

stop
write in my journal how i feel on the inside
you were not there for me when i cried alone last night
when i put that razor on my face it wasnt right
i needed more than shaving, i wanted to die
i see you clearer when i try to close my eyes
these visions in my mind are lying
you don't love me or my rhyming
there's something we call perfect timing;
when i cross your mind im dying
you will see me in your room when you cant sleep at night
and if you need me ghost will come to you and
hold you tight
tight

insomnia ( sped up to perfection )

time to sober up
but i can feel it my guts that you would know
holding myself up i know you can see the pain i go through
oh ive tried
ive tried
to fix myself
oh ive tried 
ive tried 
to be myself
but it amounts to nothing
coz thinks are still the same
its hard for me to pull away
the drink in my hand
i promise its the last one i tell you

i know its selfish
i need you here
i know im helpless
you try your best for me 
my dear

time to sober
but i can feel it in my guts that you would know
holding myself up i know you can see the pain i go through
oh ive tried
ive tried
to fix myself
ive tried
ive tried
to be myself
and thats all i ever wanted
the bottle kept me haunted
oh i felt so taunted
from a fridge full of caustic
oh god im glad i was honest

bottle

aphrodite, i can keep your secrets like a diary
im enchanted with your love

lovely, baby i want you for eternity
like were immortal on the earth

n this is not a love song, but baby its a promise
i said id always love you, i hope this is what you wanted
cuz theres no going back girl, look how far weve gotten
i dont want nobody else baby, youre the one ive wanted


baby dont you see it?
youre the one for me
n i act so conceited
sorry its how i be

i know how it feel when you dont wanna breath
i know how it feel when you dont wanna live

trust me, i been through it
i know how i been
fake friends turned against me
so i had to prove id win

last hoe thought she knew me
so i proved that she didnt
this girl really love me
i dont get how she can


n this is not a love song, but baby its a promise
i said id always love you, i hope this is what you wanted
cuz theres no going back girl, look how far weve gotten
i dont want nobody else baby, youre the one ive wanted


i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped around my cheeks
chokin me out, until i cannot breathe
kiss with no sound to die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

enchanted

Lyrics.
Everyone around wonder how it’ll go
Fuck idek I’ll tell you when I book this show
But imma probably push it off until it gets too cold 
When the ice on the road and the drive too slick for me to go
But still I stay in zone
I’ve been staying home 
Writing notes on the phone
Tryna further my flow 
Like I further my throw
Grow when I’m stone like I do when I bone

Like I do when I bone 
Airplane mode 
Fuck a text Ik
No votes if you say so I just won’t go
Then it’s airplane mode 
Airplane mode, airplane mode, airplane mode 
And I just won’t go

And I just won’t go
And I just won’t go
If you say so then I just won’t go
Then it’s airplane mode

What would I want to be 
If anything else I’d oughta be 
Someone else
 and finally 
Back all the way from the oddities 

If anyone one else starts calling me 
I could probably tell you imma lost cost 
See it through my life 
And it’s nonstop 
Foxtrot fought
Quietly I’m fighting in this onslaught rot
Fuck I really need to see a doc on the clock 
I don’t need the meds 
I need a buck shot cocked
Put it to my thoughts 
Where the fox forget 
And wash away the guilt 
But if I will? probably not.

Singing and vocals: trexture
Mixing and mastering: trexture
Producer: prod. sorrow bringer

Airplane mode (prod. sorrow bringer)

come on baby, my head hurts
i gotta get to bed

i dont know what she see in me
but i know she love me back

i love what she do to me
i crave the pain real bad

are you here for pain or pleasure? girl, i want you bad

youre my black heart love
youre the one that i need tonight

youre my black heart love 
i meant i want you for my life

i want you to bite me till i bleed like a vampire
leaving marks on my body till your tongues tired

i told you baby im in love with the pain
i love you baby and that wont ever change

i want you to bite me till i bleed like a vampire
leaving marks on my body till your tongues tired

i told you baby im in love with the pain
i love you baby and that wont ever change

wont ever change 

youre my black heart love
i meant i want you for my life

she wanna ride wit me tonight
smoke under the stars catch my vibe
she want me to sing her all my songs
she tell me all the ones she like

girl ill make you music to cry to
girl im making songs id wanna die to

but youre my black heart love and i want you for my life
youre my black heart love and i got you stuck like a vice grip

youre my black heart love and i want you for my life
youre my black heart love and i want you for my life 
i love you

my black heart love

her cutlery is pit against the chest
the cavalry is strung about in red
oceans sing, the air it resurrects
confusingly, the liquid knows him best

give me something to feel yah
i just want this trust to inch it's way enough to heal numb
the battlefield he yield's enough to get him gone from being on
the acid turf is leaving burns, and passerbys see nothing wrong
injustified his tortured mind, and found recline in weaker ones
through divide and clouded sky, a destiny decayed
it's yesterday that local cat is no longer a stray
fallacy is brought upon erasure of the frame
you only wanna fuck him cause he calls you by your name
you only wanna fuck him
you only wanna fuck him 'cause he calls you by your's
called you by your name

love sores and scorn within yourself you'd deprecate
fed the source of everything you couldn't hear me say

her cutlery is pit against the chest
the cavalry is strung about in red
oceans sing, the air it resurrects
confusingly, the liquid knows him best

forging the ache in a cauldron of storm
there would lurk the accompany whispering war
the ecologies flood the industrial core
for the body is steel, but is still only armor

sacrificial departure (sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:

I ball in bitch like Kobe,
Pull out game crazy, she knowing,
Lob to my bro, he flowing,
I could never be a hoe, on Brodie,
Popping pills, but bitch I’m okay,

Late night drive, I gotta lot on my mind,
Clear road, driving like I’m behind,
Driving against ghost, gotta beat my time,
I don’t wanna be no small time,
I got big dreams, I’m chasing my prime,
But still doing all them small crimes,

Popping pills is my nature, 
Bitch I’m stopping when I fucking die,
I ain’t got nobody to cry at my funeral,
So why would I cry at urs guy,

I’m never to high to spot a fake bitch,
Bitch that wasn’t a surprise,
I planned this shit from the getgo,
Trust me I ain’t never trust nobody,
While u chilling eating gnocchi,
I’m in space catching my vibe,
Cus I been done plenty times,
So I just keep to myself right,
That bitch is cute but she not my light,
I’m taking a flight, see u on site
Bitch im on mars, in the night,
I feel like a knight in the night,

I ball in bitch like Kobe,
Pull out game crazy, she knowing,
Lob to my bro, he flowing,
I could never be a hoe, on Brodie,
Popping pills, but bitch I’m okay,

Late night drive, I gotta lot on my mind,
Clear road, driving like I’m behind,
Driving against ghost, gotta beat my time,
I don’t wanna be no small time,
I got big dreams, I’m chasing my prime,
But still doing all them small crimes,

Popping pills is my nature, 
Bitch I’m stopping when I fucking die,
I ain’t got nobody to cry at my funeral,
So why would I cry at urs guy,

funeral

Cried You Out

original sample: https://soundcloud.com/kahlua-and-milk/cheap-wine-1
by kahlua and milk 

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
lips on your thighs got the roses beside 
swear to god i think the stars have aligned
drunk out my mind like your pussy is wine
stuck on your lips like a grape to a vine 
words fall from petals like roses
loving you shawty you know this
cupid hit me at my lowest
missing you takes all my focus

9TAILS:
turning grey
youll be okay though
no halo
i am no angel
gotta worn down old face
cold gaze
how im spose to love you how u want it
with a full plate
every step i stumble i got no grace
its a trick maze
up inside my mind im on a tight rope
how i fix it up fuck if i know
fuck a high note
smoking blunts singing slow while my eyes low
thoughts attack me make the lyrics sappy
turn up the tune cause my voice scratchy like a vinyl
i hear another person bitching i might uninstall the game
eye strain back pain tooth aches weed shakes
took a break from the music for a week 
came back and it was all the same
new face with the same sound
damn
something like a "we already lost" game plan
fucking up they life to make a new song slam
u wont make a banger just because u kick cans
still it could be poppin if u got the right friends
no reason to sweat it tho u bringing in bands
you and me are gone eventually we all end
we should live the life we proud to live amen to that
amen to that

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
i'm losing sleep over you
dreaming of colors that i never knew
painting the picture of you in my mind
wish i could somehow just stop all the time 
from the ashes of your love
we can go and fly above
leaving rainbows when we die
really hate it when you cry
feeling really slow
i got the flow
give her the ice now she colder than snow
i wanna know will she love me for long
or is it a feeling from ripping the bong

flowars:
babe i'm afraid
i'm just letting you know
i never loved someone like you before
hearts in my eyes
i been shot in the skull
mind in the sky
feeling gravity's pull
oh
words fall like petals from roses
your beauty is never unnoticed
shawty you're glitching my focus
oh shit
shawty you're glitching my focus
you're bringing hope to hopeless
i think you already know this
know this

lotus love w/ 9TAILS & flowars (prod. taurusmoon)

[+] you have no idea how bad it hurt when you took off the necklace i gave you..
* prod by @vaegud & @sketchmyname * mix/master by @weepingwolf *
(artwork by @scottysplash)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
well since when, 
did you lose all my love?
i can't help
but think that you're the one
is it him?
the guy you're dreaming of?
the guy you're dreaming of

[hook: weepingwolf]
I dont want to tell you my past 
past fucked up 
i know it wont last 
what was that name that you said?
it wasnt mine when we got into bed 
you blamed it all on the wine 
yeah you blamed it on the wine instead 
guess i mean fuck all 
i should probably be dead

[verse: seejayxo]
you know me i can get very jealous
broke my heart when you took off the necklace
that i gave to you, back in December
promised that you'd wear it forever

and i know things are changing now
you thought that you could play me, wow
i thought that you could save me, not now girl
not now, not now

follow weepingwolf <3

jealousy ft. weepingwolf (prod. vaegud+sketchmyname)

lyrics:

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now)
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Low key wanna fuck but I know that she switched up 
I been gettin’ racks but I’m spending all the cash on me, call it true love 
Ain’t nobody you can trust, nah except the plug and my mama, yeah what’s love? 
I been on the drugs cause I ain’t enough but I feel good when I’m fucked up

It’s hard to think about when shawty fuckin’ all my brains out 
Way too gone to think about the pain now, or come down (I’m in love with it)
Everybody switchin’ up it’s like they tryna loose me 
It really feel like I be in a movie, I don’t need you (And I don’t give a shit)

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now) 
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Can you gimme a break? Can you Gimme a break? 
I’m living in a nightmare of everything I wanted, fuck the pain I’m insane you want hell? Well you got it 

Save me I’m stuck in a daydream 
I spent a lifetime pretending 
So wake me up, somebody wake me up
Nightmares and dreams are the same thing 
I spent my life always chasing them 
Wake me up, somebody wake me up

gimme a break

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insomnia ( sped up to perfection )

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