dl 9

Oh we still going?

july 2024

august 2024

ur all i wnt

Summer Rain (prod. Avail)

In memory of an old, close friend of mine

Everlasting Tears

Everlasting tears

scrap song frm before the 777 album found on my old flashdrive

lilac19 +sudi scrap

#myself / #wasteoftime

lyrics: 

i think something’s wrong with me 
I know what i said i said it awfully ,
and at this point i know it’s getting hard to talk to me- me
and u could show me what u want not what i wanna see- see 

treat me like im off 1 im off 1 i popped it 
drug right through the mud i got no other option 
put me up for nothing i got nothing at the auction :/ 
gimme couple seconds just to breathe i need some oxygen 

…

i need a blessing , i need protection 
i need your connection , i need your direction 
balmain- stepping 
vivienne- essence 
if u want it u could take it all from me
i been struggling benzodiazepines 
u gotta understand your own reality 
all i wanted was some hospitality.

oneyear ,

yeah im done with all this shit like actually
im tough but you break & fracture me
it’s tough , getting better gradually 
so i roll this dope til i can’t even breathe :( 
boy i lost hope still got off my own knees 
its a steep slope stand the fuck up on your feet 
i don’t want shit from u what do u need?
used to do the most , why do i feel like the least.

…

crisis pull up in a white whip 
im sick spread it like a virus 
now me & all the guys , fried as shit
pull up i arrive , sliding shit
if u put up mines , ima die for it 
look at my life , can’t decipher it 
god damn where my lighter is.

blessin , protection ft oneyear

https://www.instagram.com/anrxykk

this wont last, no this wont last
?

this wont last, ice my wrist it hurts so bad
you tell me i should fall back, i cant even fuck with that
i cant even make no tracks, everything i make so ass
i think my purest form is ash, i cant wait till i go back

syringes prod greaf

you're in my veins , you fuck

all guitar & vox by me
this was made in a rly short time lol

lyrics:

look at that, blood leaking down my arms again
can’t eat, all these words are fucking with my head
i feel sick, not doing better
to your hands, heartstrings are tethered 
tired of the rainy weather, can’t get out my fucking message 

useless, can’t fix it
i’m fucking pathetic
don’t ask me to do shit,
i’ll tell you ‘forget it,’
i’m tired of breathing,
the toxic waste inside the air
i cannot be me, 
i’m breaking down & no one cares

words on the walls, they still speak to me softly
wrap around my feet, then they wrap around my body
letting go of everything i’ve ever known, ever known
wanna leave the world, i’ve got nowhere to go

It's fine, whatever

lyrics below sorry guys ive been in a comatose state for months
prod empty roads

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i was out my body when you hit me on my phone
we were so connected baby now im so alone
i wanna feel yr skin wrapped so tightly around my bones
and i would hit you up but i do better on my own
baby i feel everything yr stabbin in my soul
knife straight through my back you cut through me like idk
kinda like the pain but i could never let you know
yr pushin me away and all i wanted was to know
was if you really feel the same or if yr puttin on a show
and i been watchin you for hours tryin to keep my breathin slow
see me after dark and i look good in all yr clothes
this the path i chose to take and it just wont leave me alone

i look good in ur clothes

you will never truly know me

Kankan - Up prod Pilgrim & wave6o

Kankan - Worl Prod T3rps & Whatswrongchase

forward and upward
https://open.spotify.com/track/0Bkl1UFwzdkTcckRXjotBl?si=2d102cdfd7ef4970
https://www.instagram.com/nu.voices/

belief

hello

[00:00] solo
[00:52] + @iinnam
[01:32] solo
[02:11] + @prodjayysoul
[02:52] + @kurchev
[03:27] solo
[04:07] + @reealcesar
[04:44] @prodjayysoul & @bakanozenshee
[05:24] + @edem7

melancholy mini set #march2024 (+ innam jayysoul kurchev cesar zenshee edem )

mv - https://www.instagram.com/p/C5MszLBMv5T/

Girl, I got you so high, and I know you like
So come and push it on me, if it feels alright
When you drop it low, and break me off
No, she doesn't mind-ind
She doesn't mind-ind
She doesn't mind
Girl, I got you so 

girl i got u so high
they say idon luv u
only 1 man dats abov u ♱
with emotion
i wanna stop bt im gettin close
i gave it all yeah i gave da most
nd when u fall girl ill b right there
fck what thye say ukno tht i care
they say idon luv u
only 1 man dats abov u ♱

she doesnt mind

www.instagram.com/arideyes/
@lilac @arideyes @jugglyfe
art by me

everything u do, it's replacing
stick to myself, on the same shit
everyone feels so basic
i lost all my trust, i know that you fake it
everything we do, what we make it
build it up again, try and take it
put ur flag up, and escape it

you can take my heart out and kill it off

make another mold and shape me up
take the pain away, but you made it uh
i dont wanna lie, can you face it
anything you want, you can take it uh
days go together like a painting uh
feel it slip away and fading uh
every part of me is remaining
i dont wanna tell you that im tainted

TAINTED

spotify

TAINTED (lilac)

Break my fingers / i'll hold your hand (prod. with3r)

cry ft maajins

g19 bih

everything

cover ig @kc1a_
lyrics: 
i think of this a lot
i think i see u in my dreams
i think its not what it seems
it all falls apart
i cant do my part
it tears me apart
i think it gives me scars
n i think i lost my heart yea i lost my heart
it was wrong from the start fucked up from the start
i cant give a fuck
im still goin hard
all designer fit i got vetements on my scarf
ivvy scholar team so u know im acting smart
i was in balenci store swipe my master card
gift her a chrome hearts necklace
geekin off the drugs driving reckless
had her fukd up had her breathless
sometimes i still feel defenseless

Kiryano I Think prod 8or5ti

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

RAYBANDS + Loveboy [Opal & Eera]

status:  its Com plicated

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

everything

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