"Quis ego sum?" is more than a song – it marks a return. After years away from making music, this is my first time actively shaping sound again, thanks to the possibilities of AI. My journey began in a Catholic boys’ choir, where I sang until my voice broke. Later came a brief time writing lyrics and singing backup in a school band. But music faded into the background – until now.
This piece reflects that rediscovery. Sung in Latin, it channels the spiritual roots of my early choir days, echoing through gothic atmospheres I’ve always loved. A meditation on identity, memory, and inner light – born from silence, shaped by technology, and sung from the shadows into the open.
And a question – “Who am I?” – not as doubt, but as a quiet quest to find the thread between past and present.

This song is not nostalgia. It’s continuity. A voice finding its way back home – one layered harmony at a time.

✅ Lyrics – Latin:
Cogito... Cogito...

Cogito ergo sum, in tenebris meditor
Vitae cursum quaero, quid erit, quis scit?
Mundus vastus, plena est viae laboribus
Anima quaerit verum, inter spem et metum

Umbrae cadunt, sed spes manet
Fidem invenio, etiam sine luce

Per umbras et lucem, me ipsum scrutor
Quis ego sum? Quo vadam in hunc mundum?
Vanescunt dubia, in lumine veritatis
Spiritus alitur, certa fide in corde

Vita brevis est, sed cogitatio profunda
Iter meum quaero, per ventos et fluctus
Silentium vocat, responsa ab interiore
Ubi inveniam pacem, inter stellas et somnia

Per umbras et lucem, me ipsum scrutor
Quis ego sum? Quo vadam in hunc mundum?
Vanescunt dubia, in lumine veritatis
Spiritus alitur, certa fide in corde

In silentio cresco, sine timore ambulo
Lumen intus ardet, veritas me vocat

In fluctibus temporis, ego manere disco
Vox interior, fortior quam umbra

Omnia transeunt, sed veritas manet
Dubitare desino, in luce nova
Gratia replet, cor meum sine metu
Invenio me ipsum, pax regnat in mente

Cor apertum, nihil timeo
Umbra recessit, lux manet mecum

Per umbras et lucem, me ipsum scrutor
Quis ego sum? Quo vadam in hunc mundum?
Vanescunt dubia, in lumine veritatis
Spiritus alitur, fide certa in corde
In lumine novi, ego ipse sum



✅ Lyrics – English Translation:
I think... I think...

I think, therefore I am, I meditate in the dark
I seek the path of life — what will come, who knows?
The world is vast, the road full of burdens
The soul seeks truth, between hope and fear

The shadows fall, but hope remains
I find faith, even without light

Through shadows and light, I search myself
Who am I? Where do I go in this world?
Doubts vanish in the light of truth
The spirit is nourished, with certain faith in the heart

Life is short, but thought runs deep
I seek my path through winds and waves
Silence calls, answers rise from within
Where will I find peace – among stars and dreams?

Through shadows and light, I search myself
Who am I? Where do I go in this world?
Doubts vanish in the light of truth
The spirit is nourished, with certain faith in the heart

In silence I grow, I walk without fear
The light within burns, truth calls to me

In the tides of time, I learn to remain
The inner voice, stronger than shadow

All things pass, but truth endures
I cease to doubt, in the new light
Grace fills me, my heart without fear
I find myself, peace reigns in my mind

With an open heart, I fear nothing
The shadow retreats, the light stays with me

Through shadows and light, I search myself
Who am I? Where do I go in this world?
Doubts vanish in the light of truth
The spirit is nourished, with certain faith in the heart
In the light of what is new — I am myself

Quis ego sum

I’m dirmardor.
My songs arise from artistic zombiosis – fragments, data-light, and dark rhythms. This is the musical side: tracks from my eight ongoing projects, ranging from AI-driven synth layers to electronic gloom and real song ideas. I, dirmardor, and my world, Mahvarion, are united. You can find out more in the link tree.

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No collaborations, no commissions, no cover requests, no marketing offers – inquiries will not be answered.

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Everything now runs under the name dirmardor – sound, visuals, words, video.