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Rise Free

' Where Fractures Bleed ' by Lily Flower & Dirt Revolver
Exclusive Soundcloud Release 13 July 2025
Global Streaming across Apple Music, Spotify and all streaming sites: Friday 01 August 2025
2 Track EP


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Written By Lily Garcia & Alan Cross
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Where Fractures Bleed - Liquid D&B Version

[Verse 1]
All my ambitions started scribbled in a notebook,
Bills on the counter, learned early how the stove cooked.
Clothes from the outlet, still rocked it like designer,
Dreams in my head, made the vision look finer.
Early mornings, eyes heavy from the late shifts,
Friends talkin’ Tesla while I’m ridin’ in a facelift.
Gucci belt dreams when my rent came first,
Hand-me-down hope but I still broke thirst.
IPhones buzzin’ with the news from the block,
Jordan 3s scuffed from the hoop and the stop.
Kitchen conversations with my pops on the low,
Lessons in his tone ‘bout the things I should know.
Money ain’t evil, but it shows people’s colors,
Nights in the Uber, droppin’ off drunk brothers.
Online scrollin’ while the world keeps burnin’,
Pages in my head full of lines I’m learnin’.
Quiet ain’t weakness, it’s ammo when it counts,
Risks pay double if you learn to read amounts.
Suit up clean for the jobs that denied me,
Tears in my shirt but my will stood beside me.
Ups came slow, but the downs hit quick,
Vices in my path had me thinkin’ I was slick.
Watches on wrists, some tick, some flex,
Xed out calls from the folks bringin’ stress.
Youth fades fast, but the lessons, they stay,
Zip up the past, move ahead every day.

[Verse 2]
Air in my lungs feel richer with the truth,
Benz on the street but I’m walkin’ in my boots.
Cameras flash quick, only catchin’ what they choose,
Data in the cloud but the soul’s what you lose.
Elevators stall, so I learned to take the stairs,
Folks sell love like it’s stocks, not shares.
Gas light on, still drivin’ to the meeting,
Handshake deals while my stomach kept bleedin’.
Ikea table where I write my fate,
Junk mail dreams tossed out too late.
Keys to an old flat, paint on my palms,
Landlord callin’ while I’m chasin’ my calm.
MacBook screen glow, beats in the queue,
Nike box stash holdin’ all that’s true.
Only thing certain is the clock won’t stall,
Paid in respect if the cash don’t call.
Quality moments over quantity gains,
Rose gold chains don’t outweigh the stains.
Subway rides taught me patience and grit,
Truth in my tone when I’m talkin’ my shit.
Used to want plaques, now I’m buildin’ my name,
Valid in my lane, never playin’ their game.
Wallet might fold, but my mind won’t bend,
Xenon lights flash as the night hits end.
Yesterday’s gone, tomorrow’s not set,
Zero regrets in the lines I’ve met.

Letters of My Life

Magic Moments

tu nostalgia

🔻 Song Insight

Cold Gold is about the cost of love when it turns into control. It’s the sound of defiance rising from broken trust—choosing truth over illusion, freedom over silence.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Shiny and new... shiny and new...
: You said “shiny and new”?
  : So see-through... you see-through...
: Nah. You mid. Straight see-through.

Verse 1:
Clout-chasin’, tryna line me up
: Line him up, line him up
Wanted smoke, I lit the block, flame mine now
: Flame it now, flame it now
Talk slick, thought I’d fold?
: he won’t fold
You chaos, I’m bricked up, peace on hold
: Locked down
Ten bands gone? Paid your plug, wiped the slate
: Run it back
Daddy’s bag dry, you still ridin’ hype
: So predictable
Nine long years, you drained my vibe
: Nine whole years
Now I’m done countin’ every cry.
Wait, babe, that ain’t the story—
It was a hack, I swear!
You know my mom got me stressed...

Chorus:
You straight toxic, period.
: Period, period
“Shiny and new” — that’s your aesthetic
: ’Sthetic, so pathetic
Traded our future for a temp high
: Next high, next high
Now watch me stack while you just cry.
: Watch him stack now
You straight toxic, period.
: Period, period
“Shiny and new” — but it’s all pathetic.
: Pathetic, so pathetic

Verse:
Built the crib, raised kids, you ghosted
: Straight ghosted
Now you in my DMs? Boy, you roasted.
: Pure trash
Dream on layaway, swipe got denied
: All them lies
Empty chest, no soul, void inside.
: Void inside
Still chasin’ cheap thrills, same dead lane
: Same game, same game
Claimed you flame, but you ice, no flame.
: Killed the vibe


You straight toxic, period.
: Period, period
“Shiny and new” — that’s your aesthetic
: ’Sthetic, so aesthetic
Traded our future for a temp high
: Next high, next high
Now watch me stack while you just cry.
: Watch him stack now

Bridge:
I was on my grind, babe, stop the cap!
  Spoken, Cold:
Your grind was cap. And that’s facts.

 You’ll never find anothim one like me.
  Sarcastic: Thank God, thank God
 Lead: Thank God. Now I’m finally free.


My new shorty diff, he a perfect ten.
  Laughing, Sharp: he laughin’, he laughin’
Cute. You want my line so I can school him then?


Well, maybe you could—
 Lead  Final Blow, Spoken:
Nah. Lessons ain’t free.
Keep your new shorty, keep your blue-pill dream.
You dismissed.


You straight toxic, PERIOD!
: Period, period!
“Shiny and new” — it’s your sickness!
: It’s a sickness!
Scarred us all with your every lie
: Every lie, every lie
Now watch me RISE while you just die inside.
: Die inside
You straight toxic, PERIOD!
: Period, period!
“Shiny and new” — just a gimmick.
: Just a gimmick!

Outro:

You want the cheat code? Build your own world.
  Whisper: Build your own...
Energy locked. Chapter closed.
  Whisper: Closed... closed...

Yo... for real? You just gonna... block me...?


🔻 Personal Reflection

Cold Gold came from realizing the price of bending to someone else’s idea of who I should be. It’s about the breaking point—where survival means walking away with your soul intact.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, every track is a cinematic story stitched from real scars and triumphs. Cold Gold embodies this mission—turning pain into power, carving beauty from brokenness, and making music that mirrors the fight to stay true.

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Cold Gold

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A smooth neo-soul track about obsession and desire, wrapped in rich harmonies and a laid-back groove. “Raspberry Lipstick” drips with sensual imagery, honey-sweet verses, and a chorus that lingers like the taste of trouble. Perfect for late-night listening and lovers of modern soul.

Raspberry Lipstick

wifey for Lifey

“Stuttering” is a raw and empowering hip hop anthem about resilience, ambition, and self made success. The lyrics take the listener on a journey from hardship and struggle to triumph and recognition. Through vivid imagery of scars, battles, and concrete dreams, the song reflects on the grind of rising from nothing while turning pain into strength.

The hook delivers a powerful mantra: rising despite doubt, staying true to the rhythm, and repeating victory through perseverance. The verses highlight lessons learned, struggles endured, and the transformation of setbacks into steppingstones, while the bridge emphasizes determination, vision, and self belief strong enough to fly beyond barriers.

Blending gritty hip hop storytelling with motivational energy, “Stuttering” is both personal testimony and universal message: no matter how heavy the fight, the drive to rise cannot be stopped.
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Stuttering

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