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We hope that you like this new version of "I Have Changed" with synth work by Rob Ulysses (@rob-ulysses) and Masha Solo (@masha-solo), vocals by Masha, and production and drums by Tot.  (@tot-beat / @user-288513022)

You can find the instrumental here:
https://soundcloud.com/archmageband3/i-have-changed-w-tot-on-drums-instrumental

Description from the instrumental version:

Our friend Tot. from Japan suggested we do an emotional ballad song next time we collaborated - so we decided to finish a song of ours from 2018 that had no drums and invited him to drum over it. 

He added some amazing funk energy in the beat to our unconventional chiptunesque pop ballad. Thanks so much for joining us Tot.!!

Art by Masha. 
Lyrics by Rob and Masha.

Thank you for listening!

Lyrics:

Everything goes through changes
Differences and alterations
Things are different, life moves on
Truth is former times are gone
x4

I am grateful that you still believe in me
But there's something that we really should confer
Every time we talk it's tumultuous as can be
Every time we talk it's tumultuous as can be

Every time I think of you
I know inside
That between us now
There is a great divide

If you knew me even better then you'd say
That I've changed too much and I've been led astray
I have changed, I'm not the same
You'd only say that it's a shame
Things are different, life moves on
Truth is my old self is gone
I tried but I couldn't do
Everything you wanted me to
Can't go back to who I used to be

You want the idealised version of the past self me
That person isn't here, that person isn't me
If you knew me even better then you'd say
That I've changed too much and I've been led astray
x4

(I am grateful that you still believe in me)
(But there's something that we really should confer)
(Every time we talk it's tumultuous as can be)

I hope that you don't mind that
The Real Me
Is exactly what you see 
Before you today

Realm III

I Have Changed - w/ Tot. on drums

Produced and programmed by Julian Maramieri
Arranged and mixed by Julian Maramieri and Carlo Menzel
Written by Julian Maramieri
-Organ sequences sampled from "Metamorphosis"-
Recorded at Oalanka Studios in 2015
Released by Sequenz Frequenz Records

Egyptian

Egyptian (Egypt Of Dub)

Circuit C - Egyptian (Egypt Of Dub)

Behind This Wall

The Sun Is Blinding * Instrumental

The Shifting Sands

Cool Backing Track provided by Backing Tracks Center ==> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhHKyfZX7Gk
1984 BLUES
They don’t want you on a plane
They don’t want you on a train
They don’t want you in a car
They don’t want you going very far
They want you on a scooter
Home on your computer
AI as your tutor, yeah

Oh, and they want you behind a gate
Being nobody great
Dependent upon the state
Psychotropics is the bait
Oh, and they want you on a scooter
Home on your computer
A blowup doll your suitor

Oh, and you can’t say Orwell
No, you can’t say Orwell
No, you can’t say Orwell didn’t have a clue
Awh, ‘cuz looks like 1984 has come true, yeh

They don’t want you on a plane
They don’t want you on a train
They don’t want you in a house
Want you timid as a mouse
Oh, and they want you on a scooter
Home on your computer
AI as your tutor

[Music]

Oh, and they want you tracked and traced
On earth, every single face
The entire human-race
They want us erased
Oh, and they want you on a scooter
Home on your computer
A blowup doll your suitor, yeah

Oh, and you can’t say Orwell
No, you can’t say Orwell
You can’t say Orwell didn’t have a clue
Awh, ‘cuz ooks like 1984 has come true..

© 2025 Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved


1984 BLUES

Lovely Backing Track provided by Country Guitar Online https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auahpcwMxh0&t=147s
FOOLING MYSELF, AGAIN
V1
As much as we try an’ take back
Things we said in the past
We fall flat on our faces tryin’ to hold our tongues
Whether it be politics
Or it be religion
Fire from the pits of hell starts burnin’ up our lungs

CHORUS
There’s no way you and me can still be friends
There’s no way for you and me to make amends
Oh, and I’m foolin’ myself, foolin’ myself, foolin' myself, again

V2
It’s another stab in the heart
Picking each other’s words apart
Always on guard is no way for two people to be
Oh, and I’m hurt more than I’m mad
And I’m tired of feelin’ bad
But mostly I’m tired of agreeing to disagree

CHORUS
There’s no way you and me can still be friends
There’s no way for you and me to make amends
And I’m foolin’ myself, foolin’ myself, foolin' myself, again
[Music]

Fooling myself, always fooling myself, fooling myself…fooling myself, again, ooooooh

CHORUS
No, there’s no way you and me can still be friends
There’s no way for you and me to make amends
‘Cuz I’m foolin’ myself, foolin’ myself, foolin' myself, again


© 2025 Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved

FOOLING MYSELF, AGAIN

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Echo Error

words and music K Gennery
image not my own

If I could not hold you, I'd be left grasping,
a bucket full of nothing,
with a hole in the side.
If I cannot kiss you, my mouth would be stuck open,
not tasting your sweet lips, just full up of flies.

Oh, I recall you once said that I was you anchor,
now you say that I misheard you, the word didn't start with
an A.

If I cannot love you then there is no reason
for me to breathe in and breathe out again.

Da da da da da da da da da.

If I cannot touch you then I don't need fingers,
though my arms are always open for you to fall into.
If I could not hold you, I'd be left grasping,
a bucket full of nothing, with a hole in the side.
Said, a bucket full of nothing, with a hole in the side.

Oh, I recall you once said that I was you anchor,
now you say that I miss heard you, the word didn't start with
an A, an A , an A.

If I cannot love you then there is no reason
for me to breathe in and breathe out again.

Da da da da da da da da da.

Echo Error

Disaster Child

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