don't know what im doing baby go and change your mind
it all happened suddenly, I just don't know why
slit my wrist and slit my tongue too, I don't feel alright 
break my bones up on the staircase I don't feel fine
I don't know what's going on its a waste if time
if you stab me in the back would you think twice
I bet you wouldn't baby your out your mind
ripped out my heart and ate it what a surprise 

(welcome to the garden of eden)

suddenly

Lyrics: 

Thought it was you and I
Guess your thoughts were with another guy
I can't even cry—
I tried to never think you lied
I seen your phone
I don't wanna be alone
But hurt is all I've known

You're abusing my love for you—
I wish that I was strong
It's affecting my mental
It's tearing me apart
I know you still think about me
Even though I'm gone

I'm gone
I'm gone my love

i tried...

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i havent named this yet but its pretty

prom interlude

unrequited demo

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@antigala

lyrics ~

we've been goin out for too long (we've been going out)
and i hate that we wont ever meet again
and it makes me upset (so upset, so upset)
you only saw me as a friend

i tried my best to keep you in (you kept me away)
missed my texts, missed my calls
just for you to be with him
baby am i not enough? (baby am i not enough?)
did you only want a hug?
from me for you to get what you want

say you dont want to see me again
turn around and leave me with your new boyfriend
but ill be here when he's gone, for you my love
open arms for you when you come back home, my love

anchor

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

anything like you @requiem-for-you

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<3

get another christmas feat
crayon feat
stupid leech
bitch
jus for a stupid lil "skel clone" to still do the same numbers goddamn that's rich
better call camp on me cuz you know you can't rly do shit without them, bitch
nigga keep moanin on all them tracks n try to talk on me go hop on twitch
nigga better do that shi
without camp you'd lose that shit
you can't show no face round here
kiheir? i'd shoot that bitch
go call yo big bro on me
talk shit and i still ain flinch
keep sayin im worse than u
guess the numbers lie like shit

u can keep talkin dat shi it don matter cuz ain nobody scared of u nigga
how the fuck you get bitched by a nigga name stella and ain nobody there for you nigga
you ain een self prod you can't say you make music cuz don nobody care bout it nigga
if i was kiheir i'd kill myself and nobody'd care bout it nigga

i might have to kill him
teach his ass a lesson
you ain grown a bit in a year u steady stressin
u wannabe keys so damn bad you such a peasant
you should overdose off of your antidepressants

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leech

prod bradyn and his friends

lmk when youll be fine
i used to be on your mind all the time 
now im never a thought never on your mind not easy as i thought 
but ive got it i guess that ive got it this time 
and whats the worst that she could say to me
the best she could say is no i never really know i guess and i keep waiting 
cause i wanna know what shell say to me and i guess ill never know ill never know lmk when youll be fine
i used to be on your mind all the time 
now im never a thought never on your mind not easy as i thought 
but ive got it i guess that ive got it this time 
ive got it i guess that ive got it this time

i guess ive got it

fully prod me :) ily all

if i had one week id give it to you
cause if im bein honest baby
i got nothing to lose
and all these drugs i take 
are getting harder to use
and if i lost my self
it prolly be cause of you

im boutta jump off fallin right into my death
but like it doesnt even matter if i hold my breath
cause baby its been a couple years since ive held my head
and i havent been the same ever since u left

cause ima loser
damn
hate the fact i even fuckin knew her
ima cry up on the net on my computer
go on twitter just to rant abt a user
i said i knew her

and if 10 pills popped
wont leave me dead
il put a bullet right into my fuckin head
cause the agony and jelousy just gives me dread
to the point i cant even seem to leave my bed

i got one year left of human tourute
the people and the noise all form a order
and i cant eat i think i got a disorder
the shit ive seen last week is horror

ive seen ghost inside my room
and they tell me what do 
if it helps il that noose
like whatever gets thes views

i mean il go and pay the cost
if it means i see the lost
and all my feelings getting tossed
are for the best im gettin soft
LIKE FUCK

cause ima loser
damn
hate the fact i even fuckin knew her
ima cry up on the net on my computer
go on twitter just to rant abt a user
i said i knew her

and if 10 pills popped
wont leave me dead
il put a bullet right into my fuckin head
cause the agony and jelousy just gives me dread
to the point i cant even seem to leave my bed

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