why am i still wide awake
i can hear in your voice youre still irate
ive got too much on my plate
but ill js shut up n stuff my face
i realized its pointless to try again
walk away from me n go on to talk to your friends
i dont know why u tried making amends
i hope that one day all my suffering will end

go stream!

stuff my face till im sick of eating

(i promise ill try better and ill do better... please)

@ripouturmolarsforme
i need to get this off my chest
i realize im slightly obsessed
you wave me off like im some pest
with you, dont know what to expect
but do you think we can love again
i dont think we could just stay friends
cuz all our memories fill my head
take ibuprofen and get some rest
i know you clowned on me for last time
that’s a shame cuz i tried my best
i know you’re still stuck on the last guy
(you) got with me, settled for less

(i wont do nothing stupid)

@stopbitingyourtongue
was it worth the lies
was it worth the lies
i still question all the reasons that you gave
i know you’re tired, baby ill give you a break
but this dont give you an excuse to say you’re drained
you’re fuckin up my head, all i wanted was some change

@ripouturmolarsforme
do you think we can love again
i dont think we could just stay friends
cuz all our memories fill my head
take ibuprofen and get some rest
i know you clowned on me for last time
that’s a shame cuz i tried my best
i know you’re still stuck on the last guy
(you) got with me, settled for less

taking ibuprofen for these migraines, sinner

I'm so sick of this
I feel like shit
don't tell me you love me
you don't mean it
I'm falling apart 
into your arms 
my wrists is bloody
don't know what I've done

spilled out blood and guts
thrown under the bus
I don't feel right
it was petty love
petty love, petty love

pull me in closer 
I'm getting colder
don't feel right
help me I'm dying 
help me I'm dying
I won't heal, baby it's all gone

life is petty

https://open.spotify.com/track/2iVc6zmMdeS7YvDQUNGPaH?si=_QkxYeh5TluTgg9lYzZTVQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4NS2xCUTwSkh4mFJcnB2uN

i havent named this yet but its pretty

lucille - homerun

prod ~ me

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5IW7eJEVahONheeEA2x0Sh?si=c8a0603028c14a69

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/velvet/1823793282

you say its toxic, tragic
wrapped in satin
im kissing you slow, just to make this shit happen
there's velvet chains, around your soul
you say you hate me, but you wont let go

just tell me how you're feeling, baby
i aint no hero im a villain, baby
i rip your heart out then i kill it, baby
and then you come back when its spillin, baby

you want the truth or just the version that hurts less?
I give you heaven, then i burn it in the same breath
your craving all the chaos, yeah, you love it when its gut-wrench
you start to hold my lies just like a locket on your necklace
fuck

cocktail

velvet

prod. me

rot inside my bed ive been there
wanna get  out of here 4 u
leave me stranded on my island
i wanna rot in peace i do

bedrott (prod me)

baby hold ur breath when im with u

just send me a text i still miss

why are u still here just like a issue

holding on ur breath just like i wished to

u were off of ur drugs

i cant hold me ur dumb

blonde girl ur fucking stupid

felt high and u made me stoop it

so fired off these pills i lose it

tell me why ur always doin

always till here i knew it

i was up here i knew it

blonde girl

[che mannequin remix]
lyrics;

if its me and you there's no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judas, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back
i was being nice when i said yo shit wack!
Rick Owens on my feet bitch you know I'm always stacked
and my pants never be correct cus you know how i sag
i got grams in pockets and they prolly from the past
turn yo fuckin music off that shit is ass (that shit trash!)
im bumping fenix in this bih im boutta crash
spend my money on a pretty bitch buy her a bag
huh fenix never on that bullshit he only speak facts
(you creep)
pussy boy he can not do a one on one
i aint basic im a legendary one of one
yea im wasted bitch i got the gas up in my lungs
he cant say dis, bitch im hot asf just like the sun
ha, ha
yuh told this bitch sit criss kross,
she dont that she be fucking with a boss
haha, talking on my name you gon get socked
i dont tell no business i keep it locked
yea this pretty hoe just left in a thong
and dis freaky bitch got a fucking tongue of a frog
why you all up in my business i aint do nun wrong
finna rip it, like my name is wreck it ralph out this bong

yeah, if she cut her wrist then let me know
you can show yo funds but you know theres nothing you can show
HAHA! huh? groupie bitch and she love doing coke
they be talking bout me but they saying fenix the goat (im a goat)
if you packing up that fye you better use it
if you use your hands jus kno im abusive, and yo bitch a groupie she loving my music
if its me and you theres no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judus, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back

fenix - ##ZOOTED // #RUTHLESS [che mannequin remix]

secrets

i watched you dye yr hair red
i tried to think of you dead
nothing i do will make sense

heard not a word that u said
maybe i'll be the one next
its a dream to me

i think i'll die without u
but that'll be hard to do
lets not make a scene

tell me why,
i know you
inside and out,
i'm such a fool

i havent named this yet but its pretty

fest