PROD. S3RL
W/ @killcamiloveu

LRICS:
JOMS:
I KNO THIS PRETTY RAVE GURL, WE POPPIN FUCKING MOLLY
I WANNA GET ON TOP OF U, FEEL UR FUCKING BODY
GET UR RAZOR BLADE OUT!! CAN U FUCKING CUT ME :D
I JUST WANNA FUCK U, PULL OUT CUM ON UR TUMMY >.<
x2

AT DA RAVE, POPPIN PILLS
SHAWTY SUCK MY TESTICLES :0
BENADRYL 4 DA THRILLS
WITHDRAWALS GIVE ME FUCKING CHILLS

IM SO DRUNK I FUCKED A GUY
IM SO DRK IM GONNA CRY
IM SO CRUNNK I HIT THE PIPE
SMOKING METHJ ALL DAY ALL NIGHT

JOMS AND BFC IN THE FUCKING CLUB, DOING HELLA FUCKING DRUGS!!
im talkin molly... ketamine... dxm... any u can think of FUCKING METH :D

KILLCAM:
poppin molly in the fucking club lights 
u just want me yeah baby allright 
tramadol on me 
walking like a zombie 
overdose me just like that... 
kill me, despise me 
skin me, remind me 
drop me, touch me, cut me 
just like that.....

JOMS:
I KNOW THIS PRETTY RAVE GIRL, U DONT KNOW HER LIKE I DO
WANNA TAKE U HOME, ANYTHING IS WHAT ID DO
I LOVE UR SLUTTY CLOTHES AND I LOVE WHEN THEYRE SEE THRU
FML, BABY I JS WANNA SEE U...........

I KNO THIS PRETTY RAVE GURL, WE POPPIN FUCKING MOLLY
I WANNA GET ON TOP OF U, FEEL UR FUCKING BODY
GET UR RAZOR BLADE OUT!! CAN U FUCKING CUT ME :D
I JUST WANNA FUCK U, PULL OUT CUM ON UR TUMMY >.<
x2

BFC AT THE CLUB AND IT IS A FUCKING COKE FEST >.<
and there it this one girl :o SO FUCKING HOT!
she has scene hari, kandi bracelets TYPE SHIT
I JUST HIT A METH PIPE and i luv my pretty rave gurlll
and i lvoe it when she does meth wit me too
i wanna do meth with my pretty rave gal YAAAAAAAAAAAA :3

PRETTYR4VEGIRL W/ KILLCAM (@shredmyself insta)

PROD BRITNEY SPEARS LOL
SHOUTOUT GUTZXX

im fuckin set i got the gun inside my bag
i got the sights i got attatchments i got hella fuckin mags
if ur a homie then i'll message u do not show up to class
im pullin up for my revenge on all these mf fagss

i got the hello kitty camo on  my ar do not test me
like this is what gon happen when yall faggots all reject me
all these bitches fucking hurt me now i like it when they wreck me
like can u make me wanna kms i find it fucking sexy

i fuckin love u but u prolly think im crazy
i only feel the way i do cause they all fucking hate me
im so fucking angry and im drinking on the daily
dk what drugs im taking and im acting fucking shady

i got a gun intrusive thoughts up in my head
and everybody's staring at me theres a tightness in my chest
and i cant do this every day i always see my fucking ex
ur always spreading fucking lies but i got proof deleted texts

im offa molly when i walk in
look whos talking
hello kitty camo and my sights are fucking locked in
offa molly when i walk in
look whos talking
hello kitty camo with the flashbang in my pocket

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

HELLO KITTY CAMO @shredmyself insta

PROD ME
@asht0nn @gutzxx

(@disoc8)
PULLING UP 2 THE CLUB
MY WRISTS ALWAYS FUCKING CUT
SHAWTY ALWAYS DOWN 2 FUCK
HATERS SUCK MY FUCKING NUTS

shawty wanna lick my cuts
think she likes the taste of blood
love ur body soo much
im too high 2 get it up


AT THE PARTY
SHAWTY ALL UP ON ME  
I JUST POPPED A MOLLY
I CAN FEEL MY BODY
PAPARAZZI 
THEY ALL FUCKING WANT ME
WAY TOO HIGH TO FUCK BABY IM SORRY

BABY IM SORRY
I GOT COCAINE AND CODOMS ON ME
LEMME CUT U UP LIKE A ZOMBIE
POP AN E JUST TO FEEL UR BODY

(@asht0nn)
PULL UP TO THE CLUB ROLLING OFF THE FUCKING MOLLY
ION RLY CAREE IF U TALK SHIT ABOUT ME
I LOVE UR FUCKING SCARS TAKE UR RAZOR AND CUT ME
THERES BLOOD ON THE FLOOR AND MY VISIONS GETTING BLURRY

IM SO FUCKED UP BABY TAKE UR PANTIES OFFFF
LOVE ALL THE CUTS ON HER ARMS THERES A LOTT
UR SO HOT BABY ALL I WANNA DO IS FUCKKK
I LOVE U AND ALL UR CUTS BABY UR SO FUCKING HOTT

(@gutzxx)
paparazzi they just want my body
shawdy on me
why u stalking me 
of a molly 
im not sorry
im not sorry
baby im not sorry 
dragging your body
walking through the woods
you dont know me 
your such a freak :3
paparazzi want my body 
come and shoot me in my fucking body

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

PAPARAZZI W/ ASHT0NN + GUTZXX (disoc8)

PROD RIHANNA XD
w/ @niqbo

@disoc8 :
YEA COKE LINES.. BUT I THINK THAT SHIT WAS LACED :0 
CUZ I JUST GOT OUT THE PARTY I CAN BARELY STAY AWAKE ZZZ
BITCH IM OUTSIDE,,,,, FALLING ALL OVER THE PLACE
IM SO FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW I CANT FEEL MY FACE

IM POPPING METH PILLS, FENT PILLS
IM JUST TRYNA GET KILLED
FUCKING UP MY BODY IS THE ONLY WAY IM FULFILLED
SMOKING FUCKING BONG RIPS.... BUT I DONT FEEL CHILLL
HEAD HURTS BITCH I THINK I NEED AN ADVIL

@niqbo :
Dancing on the floor 
Yeah she needs the attention 
Look her up and down 
That’s a face without a frown 
Molly, ket , and the crew 
I love smoking with you 
She’s coming closer 
Inches from my face 
Take a step back 
Look at me 
Lipstick on my waist 
Stepping out of the club 
Girls flockin to me 
No restraints round’ my neck 
What’s stopping me ? 
Hello kitty bag folded up 
Inside of her bra 
Ripped shirt, skinny jeans 
Now she’s looking at me 
Emo girls in the club 
Yeah I want them all 
Take her home from the party watch her panties fall 
Tainted love

HELLO KITTY BAGGIE W/ NIQBO (@shredmyself insta)

prod calvinlovemail

KISS ME TILL MY LIPS BLEED
I DONT CARE ABOUT THE PAIN IF UR WITH ME
CHEAP WHISKEY TILL WERE DIZZY
CAN WE STAY UP ALL NIGHT GETTIN FRISKY

WHEN YOURE AWAY MY HEARTS IN TWO
I DONT KNOW MYSELF IF IM NOT WITH YOU
IM SO LONELY I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
TEAR MY MOTHERFUCKING EYES OUT JUST FOR YOU

LITERALLY STAY WITH ME UNTIL THE DAY I FUCKING DIE OR I WILL DO IT MYSELF I WILL FUCKING KILL MYSELF YAAAAA YAAAAAAAAAAAA YAAAAA

LIKE OMG SHE HAS ME WEAK
CAN U BE MY FUCKING QUEEN
SHOW ME THAT U LOVE ME
DESIGNER DRUGS N XTC

CAN U ALWAYS TEXT ME
SEND ME SOMETHING SEXY
BE MY BABYGIRL 
WE CAN OVERDOSE ON MOLLY

WANNA HAVE SOME FUN W ME?
TELL ME SOMETHING DIRTY
IF U WANNA HAVE SEX U DONT HAVE TO BE SO FLIRTY

WE COULD JUST FUCK ALL NIGHT
BE MY LIL FLESHLIGHT
ITS JUST U N ME SO MAKE SURE THAT U HOLD ME TIGHT

KISS ME OR I WILL KMS @shredmyself insta

w/ @gutzxx 
prod by @1stress

lyrics:
(@disoc8)
ur so fucking perfect, im so fucking worthless
treat me soo good baby i do not deserve this
ur so fucking perfect, im so fucking worthless
cuts all down my arms baby i know i deserve this

inhaling toxins, 
i dont wanna buzz i dont wanna function
i like chemicals fill me up with poison
i might kms cant handle compunction

(@gutzxx)
p-p-perfection 
baby ur so perfect
poppin fent pills
cuz my body feels so worthless
we're on live gore
cut me with a saw
pls hurt me 
baby im so worthless
shes so perfect
im not worth it 
k-kill me in my sleep
baby i deserve it 
p-p-poppin fentanyl
till my body fuckin falls 
she so perfect im not worth it

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

perfect <3 w/ gutzxx (stress)

w/ @d3rcore
prod @blood-pup
mastered by @d3rcore

lyrics:
(@disoc8)
i like getting baked, im smoking wedding cake
i need sativa cuz my ass has gotta stay awake
i- i- i- i dont fw k2 that shits fucking fake
i just need my plants this medicines the only fucking way

im so fucking high, purple kush until i die
light another bowl n blaze it whole, i wanna hit the sky
i- i- im blazing northern lights, this ganja treat me right
i js fuck with green, dont fuck with pills n i dont fuck with lines

(@d3rcore)
Our brain cells getting fried, and we’re all high as fuck
You can catch me in the back of the whip, hitting dabs with sluts
I’ma pull up on the scene, my eyes are red, I’m super cooked
I don’t know what the hell is going on, but this bitch has looks 

She starring at me, and it got me hooked
We’re popping addys, yeah we feel so good
She calls me daddy, just the way she should
Don’t you come at me, or I’ll put you in the dirt

MAKE IT BUN W/ D3R (blood pup)

on all plats

@asht0nn
@suddendeathovertime

LYRICS:
@disoc8
I GOT ALL THESE DRUGS IN MY SYSTEM
STICKY ASS BUDS U CAN SEE THAT SHIT GLISTEN
MY HOMIES FUCKING LOVE ME CUZ I KEEP IT NON FICTION
U CANT FUCKING TOUCH ME CAUSE YOULL END UP FUCKING MISSING x-X

ITS NASTY THE WAY THAT U GRAB ME
WHEN UR FUCKED UP N UR ROLLING OFF THE MANDY
AND LASTLY TAKE OFF UR PANTIES 
WE CAN JS FUCK NO NEED TO HARRASS ME

@asht0nn
I SEE UR GIRL IN THE CLUB OFF THE ECSTASY 
THEN SHE SMD SOO HARD IT IMPRESSED ME
NO WONDER SHE DONT WANT U CAUSE WE CAUGHT U ACTING ZESTY
WHY DOES EVERY GIRL HAVE AN UGLY ASS BESTY????

NONE OF U FAGGOTZ IMPRESSS MEEEEE
WHO THE FUCKC JUST TEXTED MEE

@suddendeathovertime
AT THE PARTY SHE WAS OFF THE MOLLY 
DRANK IN MY CUP AND IM SIPPIN ON IT PROLLY 
IM NOT SUDDDENDEATH BITCH IM MC ROBBIE 
PULL UP TO DA CLUB IN A NYAN CAT FERARRI 
IM IN DA PARTY ROCKIN ED HARDY 
PURPLE IN MY CUP AND IT LOOK LIKE BARNEY

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

DRUGZ IN MY SYSTEM W/ ASHT0NN + SUDDENDEATHOVERTIME

w/ @bandiicam
prod me :o

(@disoc8)
u look pretty in the club lights, lets do some coke lines 
u look fucking hot w/ ur piercings + ur hairdye :0
2cb in my bag n its airtight
lets share pills in my room n stay up all night >.<

(@bandiicam)
lick me fucking up fuck me up im on fucking go
lsd and fucking coke do it all for show
saying ur a sceneslut ur just a fucking hoe
bitch shut the fuck up and go fucking choke
cut around them scars cut it into pretty little stars ✫✫
hello kitty blade like go rearrange ur fucking arm
love it when you scream babe scream for me up in the dark
tell me im ur only one only one up in ur heart

club lights w/ bandiicam (disoc8)

prod me :P
skype mixed his verse @skypebf

lyrics:
@disoc8
do u wanna fuck bby i can feel the tension
bpd slut all she wants is some attention
she off all these drugs she can feel the hypertension
bpd slut ik im ur favourite person

r u tryna scare me, sayin u will kys
always off the ketamine frying all ur brain cells
spreadin shit ab me saying it was someone else
ever since u left me i hope u kno im doing well

taking all these pills bitch i hope u get addicted
i js wanna fuck bby pls dont get it twisted
tell u smth real n u come back with ur wrist slit
i cant sit still u fucked me up n i cant fix it

@skypebf
ahah man fuck these slags
ewww
s-l-u-t get the fuck away from me
omg i’m feeling high 
ya u know that i’m that guy 
suck my cock n watch u cry
break ur heart n watch u die
hahaha bitch u better get in line
all the whores around me
i just want the money 
slit ur wrist n take ur life
don’t worry it’s out of spite
popping xans up in the club
i can never get enough
fuck me off of every drug
baby come n prove ur love

get in line !! w/ skypebf (disoc8)

(prod. xgatteora + qyurisuu)
w/ @1stress

i hate this song

pretty lil styros w/ stress @shredmyself insta

SHE DOESNT EAT BUT SHE THINKS IM FUCKING APPETISING💋💋
FEATURING @luvwillow
PROD BY ME :P

lyrics:
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up, n i luv the way it feels
n i love fake love, i dnt want it if its real
i deserve 2 fucking rot, fkn pop til i keel
pour it up, pour it up, i dnt evr wanna heal

she doesn't eat, but she thinks im fucking appetising
u in my sheets, bby u can keep on fantasizing
my life is fuckeddd n i think im gonna end it soon
im so caught up.. in these feelings of impending doom

@luvwillow
my life is fucked up, but it is what it is
had 2 call a uber cuz i took like 1000 hits
passing out again bitch yea i feel anemic
i hate when fake hoes wanna talk it makes me sick

got sum different pills in my pockets its a secret
baby tell me was it love or were i a regret
hang me up on the tree, like its chrismas eve
i'm doing drugs in my room alone as i greive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction or hatred.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow (disoc8)

prod by 2broke +northeast light

lyrics:
cuts all down her thick thighs
wanna see ur insides
send pics of ur wrists slit..
show me what it looks like
tired of ur sick lies
wanna see ur demise
wnna see u bleeding out
from the razor on ur bedside..
x2

dont talk 2 me im to toxic
watch me fuck ur ur life while i'm off it
always fucked up im an alcoholic
watch me walk out with both my fucking wrists slit :/

all i wanna do is kill myself
fucked off the drugs n my mental health
tell me that u like me but its hard 2 sell
i'd have a big ego but its too fragile

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

when u bleed <3 (@shredmyself insta)

*ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS*

@disoc8 @w6lker @misalivee
SOMEONE MAKE AN AMV TO THIS

LYRICSSSS ^_^
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up and i cant get fucking clean
can u be my little slut baby can u be queen
i like to self medicate, n i'll do it till im seen
make me self mutilate, ik u like it when i bleed

i'll hit it from the front and then i'll hit it from the back
sorry baby i was fucked up n i dont remember that ! :/
all these fake ass fucking bitches talking this n this n that >:(
sorry baby i really dont care cuz im an alcoholic

hello kitty hello kitty hello kitty everything
buy a bitch a porche but i wont buy a bitch a wedding ring
laughing while u od on the toilet off some heroin
thigh highs on🤤🤤 i wanna be yours ill do anything

@w6lker
cant stop watchin hentai think i need a mommy dom
too young to be inside the club but im with misalive and joms
if u love me then youll cut upload on nhentai.com
hello kitty slut loves me cus i hit the fuckin floss
oh my god oh my god yeah i love thick thighs
and i got too drunk and i damn near fucked a guy
got a body pillow know i keep it on my side
try to touch my waifu guarantee ur gonna die

@misalivee
omg im god dum as fuck alcohol up in my cup
bitch meet me in the club i can get you fucking drunk
oxy in my cup omg dont give a fuck
like bitch i wna die so i sit here and i cry
me and joms up in the club claire is pouring up
i should kill myself but i keep on getting crunk
do you want my drugs want a wedding ring
BFC thats us hello kitty everything

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

i'll do anything w/ hauntingclaire + misalive

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love (disoc8)

prod by me
mastered by @niqbo
featuring @hateoryx + @bandiicam

lyrics:
@disoc8
i hope i look hot when i kms online
o my gawd i feel so horrid and so nauseous all the time
when i see u in my dreams every night im horrified..
omg i'll be so famous from my viral suicide x2

@hateoryx
Tell me I look hot when I'm stepping outside
Got a knife in my left pocket, bands in my right
Remember as a kid used to wanna kill myself online
But now I just keep going up I'll never stop the grind 
(I'll never stop the grind)
All these bakas think they know me
I don't rlly think they know a thing
Haters posted in the comments but they keep on listening
Diamonds shining, yeah these diamonds glistening
Smoking on a fat ass joint while I b fkn on my bitch
Everything you doing, that some shit I alrdy did
I dont wanna talk to you or work with you like any bit
When I walk into the party yeah they know that I'm the shit
When I walk into the party yeah they know that I'm the shit

@bandiicam
Suicide Baby
Is it do or die?
You and I, girl, I'm missing you and I - I - I.

Now I've had enough,
And I've had a couple drinks, now I've fell in love.
Am I what you want? Am I really what you need?
I've been out of touch, come put me on my feet.

Am I the one? Am I the one you need?
Tell me what you want, and tell me everything.

We can do it all again,
I don't ever wanna end.
We can do it all again,
We can do it all again.

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

kms online w/ oryx + bandiicam (disoc8)

prod by me

@disoc8
ill show u what u did to me, bby was it worth it
medicate the horror in my head so worthless
look @ what u did to me, does it make u nervous
170 stab wounds the autopsy confirmed  it

feel so empty i dont think i like this
oh my god ive fucking relapsed i need to hide it
laid so pretty, the sight is fucking priceless
i promise when i bury u i'll find a place the nicest

cut it, cut it
i got some horrid habits
i haven't slept in fucking days idk how i manage
i infict self damage
i feel so fucking ratchet
i shove my fingers down my throat i feel like such a faggot

meet my chainsaw, it's so fun
u look like uve had enough
the shit that's coming out ur fucking mouth, it makes me wanna cut
shut ur trap just keep it stuffed
when ur scared it makes me blush
yea lets have a fucking meth blood orgy IDGAF ^-^

@gutzxx
bbygirl i know ur scared of me,
im the reason u cant sleep
bae i'm stitching up ur mouth,
i don't wanna hear a peep
cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it
tie a rope around my neck like fuck it

bbygirl i know ur scared of me,
my knifes so sharp, u don't believe
stitching up ur arteries
i <3 ur blood i <3 ur screams
im so fucked up it makes me sick
i wanna vomit everywhere
wanna see u fuking dead
i'm not right in the head!

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

terrifier w/ gutzxx (disoc8)

prod me bitch
w/ @luvwillow

@disoc8
RCs all alone cuz i'm so fucking hurt x_x
can u treat me like shit bby show me what im worth
every time i fall in love i get so much worse
push me to my fucking limits. show me what i so deserve

searching up for ways 2 end it all online
i wanna make ur pretty face regret and see the fucking signs
ur so awful, ILY
i'm so toxic, but i'll still tryy <333

pretty lil slits, press send in the GC,
razor so sharp it makes cutting so easy.
doing all these drugs cuz i'm oh so greedy
bby if i share can u never ever leave me,,

but i don't wanna fuck i feel disgusting.
i keep blacking out, edging closer to nothing
i'm ur lil junkie
tell me how u love me
even if i kms it's all for fucking nothinggg

@luvwillow
stfu i dont even wanna kno u,
i’m so fucking pissed off i just want it all to stop,
tell me that im the worst and leave me for somebody else,
i just wanna break myself i dont give a fuck,
i keep on getting worse , put me in a fucking hearse,
i’m gonna die by 21, nothing about this life is fun,
im not perfect i got skin like-paper,
slit my wrist send me back to creator,
all my friends r fake and they used me,
gloomy bitches love to seduce me,
meet up irl theyre like OMG ur dying,
don’t tell me that u love me ik ur fucking lying,
did too many drugs i cant remember you,
i cant remember shit kill me for the fun of it,
if i ever find u both i’ll fucking kill u side by side,
make u grin from ear to ear cuz u always wanted to die

slitting my wrists cuz i cant take it
i give up i will not make it x2

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction or hatred.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

ur so awful w/ luvwillow (disoc8)

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3 (disoc8)

[VISUALISER ON SPOTIFY]
prod me fagzzz
master by @xaduma

@disoc8
hurry up n tell me, tell me wtf is wrong w/ me
u can't help me, u can sit n watch me fucking bleed :/
i told u i was sick inside,
u kissed my lips n said it's fine,
u swore u'd stay then let me die--
die, die.

bby can u let me carve ur name? or r we js not the same?
tear me up, then stitch me back,
then break my heart, i'll love the pain
like slit my wrists no turning back
i hope u watch while i decay
like bitch i do it 4 the drugss
n i do it 4 the fame <3

i <3 drugzz that kill,
seretonin in a pill
if i overdose tonight
would u still tell me that it's real?
i <3 drugzz that kill,
bby tell me how u feel
if i od in ur arms tonight
would u still luv me still?

@bandiicam
girl tell me that you love me if we lose everything
i dont wanna drown you out but bitch i swear youre insane
you sit and watch me cut right through my veins
i dont wanna look at your face i hate what you say
without you my love i dont think im alright
doing all my drugs just so i can get by
heart is so cold like i dont think i can cry
staring at my ceiling im like god please why
cut it just cut it, oh its one of my habits
i cant sleep or eat at night idk how i manage
we dont think the same, we dont think the same,
we dont think the same, girl you got me cutting on my veins

chorus lol

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song,
take care<3

I <3 DRUGS THAT KILL w/ bandiicam (disoc8)

self produced with love as usual<3
w/ @p7e wintr

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
i wish i'd never met you in the first place
and when you die i hope it's in the fucking worst way
every single fucking night i dream of razor blades
xanax bars to sleep at night, guess i've had better days

and sometimes i wake up with tears in my eyes
there's no chemical make-up to fix my design
and i pray i don't wake up and vanish tonight
as i lay in my bed left to rot paralysed

hurt me in the worst way, hurt me while i'm downn
hella marijuana bitch i'm smokin by the pounddd
dead before my birthday, nineteen in the groundd
i'm so sick of drama hope i die inside this house

you're only thriving when i weep
you're only shining when i greive
like i'm your only ecstasy
but i'm just your 4-mmc

if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me
if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me

@p7e
my beloved 
this will be my last mistake 
coz i know that 
you love me like the drugs you take
you choose to live in fear
just take my hand my dear
unless you bite down
i think feel it now

i, oh i,
don’t care for your lipstick 
won’t say i don’t miss it

i, oh i
won’t forgive or forget
ever

I’M UR ONLY XTC ⛧⛧W/ WINTR⛧⛧ (disoc8)

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!! !disclaimer or wtv
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

prod me fuck u

i asked her if she wants it
she told me tht she wanttsittt
klonopin junkie, i'm always fuckin off it
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet,
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet.

like bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic
bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic

they think ima joke, they think ima no one
i could tie the rope or i could fuckin show them
molly, bit of ket, amphetamine now that's a potion
bby come wit me let's drop an E n show emotion

i'm ecstatic, i luv it when i'm manic
i lost my IRLs bcuz i'm way 2 problematic
i got so many habits, i'm js another addict
16mg of xanax if i even start to panic

so #iconic (disoc8)

@shredmyself on ig
w/ @p7e snow boy

@disoc8
are you lost wondering how you're not dead yet?
have you lost every one, all of your friends yet?
are you a bottomless pit full of regret?
don't wanna end it; i wish i could reset.
x2

when i cry for help but they fucking leave.
i try help myself, why can't you fucking see?
i can try my best, just manifest in me,
because i just forget every priority

with the saline spray, and the morning sun,
it gets so dark when it's over and done!!
i get my pay and then its fucking gone
i hope i make it to twenty one

i'll never quit, i'll never win.
do addicts make it to heaven?
i hate myself, is that a sin?
I'LL SLIT MY WRISTS AND RUB MY URINE IN

@p7e
all these drugs how am i not dead yet
im a piece of shit am i outta ur head yet
pull urself together r u out of ur bed yet
u need 2 remember that pillow is nothing more than headrest

live a life full of regret
dnt blame me 4 ur sadness u dont even go see ur friends
might eventually happen, you'll meet ur end
and when it does, can u b my friend?

til the very end

how am i not dead yet
(i probably should be...)

do addicts make it to heaven? w/ wintr

pronounced dissociate duh
insta @shredmyself
wintr was here xo
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