i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :( <3

i love u and ur music and relate to it i keep going because of this shit and i hope you do too <3

i love how u always hava a disclaimer at the end of all the lyrics of ur songs i think all artists should prob do that. sometimes it feels like artists promote sh and its not that clear if they do but its thoughtful how u always put something at the end as a reminder <3

HYPERPOP

Mixed by @romziie + @disoc8 + @misalivee
Produced by Geam
Mastered by @romziie
B1TXH ITS HALLOWEEN

LYRICSSSSSS
[@romziie]
like b1tch its Halloween..
taking all this molly yeah we smokin all this w33d!!
they takin all these drxgs, yh it turned me to a fein
I cant get enough of you, stop tryna be like me >.<
fxck1n up my mental gonna snort sum k3t4m1neee

[@disoc8]
yeah, b1tch its Halloween so we sm0ke dopeee
yeah b1tch its #BFC we are known h0ee ///
yeah post a mlg and a quick scope!!!!
can you let me fck1n sleep, let me d1e slow..
suicide fck1n party lets all k1ll ourselves
these drxgs r makin me sick, I need something else
spooky b1tch tryna fxck in a haunted house
I like to party until I'm on the fck1n ground

[@misalivee]
flashing lights cut my body up
bitch its Halloween
fuck me up in the haunted house
ur the one I need
chew me up like a zombie slut
watch me fucking bleed
watch me cut watch me kill myself
cuz its Halloween

addicted w/ disoc8 + misalive

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3

produced by 1stress

lyrics 

Winter:

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?

Where the fuck did it go, i wish i'll never know
I wish i never run, because now you're done
Maybe i could've been a better son
Now you're the one infront of the gun

I only think about myself
Maybe i should go and get the gun on my shelf
Will i get into heaven if i kill myself?
Shit, times' up, guess im never leaving this house

x2

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?
  
x2

suicide song (stress)

prod. xemverz
cover by grimcorpse
:3

lyrics:

be my paparazzi, film me as i fucking bleed
bloody wrists, its on my tee
suicidal ecstasy
oh ur such a monster, got me to kill for her
neck slit, still a fkn queen
hurt me bby, torture 

ur pretty when u bleed
i want ur touch on me, i wanna hear u scream
wont u fucking murder me?
got insecurities, suicidal tendencies
demons talk so loudly, makes me feel like i can't breathe

woah ah oh, yeh, think im goin crazy
lose my fkn mind, baby, always on a daily
huh yeah ill kill for u, like, if you want me to
not fucking toxic, but u can be my poison

film me baby, uh huh
put me on a shock site, live leak gore
lets do double suicide
slit me baby, uh huh
crying til its too much
fucked and twisted inside, they tell me to fucking die

be my paparazzi
oh my god, ur so obscene
bloody veins, its wut i need
stab my vitals, now ill bleed
im such a nuisance, cut me til i slip dead
bitch needs to be reassured, cause she'll fkn hang her neck

my paparazzi, film me fucking bleeding
live leak gore, yeah its so addicting
be my paparazzi, pa-pa-paparazzi
cut me til im screaming, then fill me w morphine

DEAD F1LM x_X

lyrics

putrid and mangled
cant stand to hurt an angel
her corpse wont stand up
i can scream being strangled
all these bithces lonely
youre so annoying 
hoes lie ab stories
4x mm on my mf body
oh dear im sorry
now your face haunts me
youre my dead shawty
i can never rely
you look pretty when you cry
girl you make me wanna die
just sew it one more time

youre nothing but a bleeder
i really wanna kill her
never been a dreamer
im sad like the weezer :(
i sewn my wrist im on the floor
why did i had to love a whore
no you dont love me anymore
i take the razor out the drawer
before it kills me i just wanna say
I lived a bad life full of mistakes
I want everybody to mourn my name
oh my god whats wrong with ur face

I cant stand to hurt you #sadliketheweezer (ne1ro)

attempting a different style, hope you enjoy

instagram.com/lonelyraver

---

lyrics

you bring out the best of me
i only wanna make u c
that ur a part of me

x2

you look so pretty in that white dress
you tell me not to say it
but you like that
we could run it right back

(vocal chops)

you look so pretty in that white dress
you tell me not to say it
but you like that
we could run it right back

i wont cry
not a single tear left my eye
i wont leave u behind
no

 x2

you look so pretty in that white dress
you tell me not to say it
but you like that
we could run it right back

white dress (dollatega)

Lyrics: 

She gimme Brains like zombie
Made it clear she wants me 
I’m like the undead
 rot  in her bed
She’s gona give me head 
no words said 
I’m corpse walking left for dead 

Cotton Candy massacre 
I her head game crazy 
Fresh and tasty  a peppermint baby  
Will you be my lady 
Will you be my bride 
I know the answer I can see it in your eyes

Cotton Candy Massacre w/ stress (prod. massacre)

lyrics

i dont wanna fall asleep without you baby
all the times we spent together got me crazy
it feels right but its wrong
kms to your songs
miss the taste of your tongue
without u id die alone
love dies x2
ure so pretty terrified
baby look me in my eyes
dont u scream tonight
dead and beautiful 
kiss my fkn skull
hang it on the wall
apart i fall
ure my guilty pleasure
this suffer is forever
unpredicting like the weather
we look good together
rip my heart out of my chest
i wanna be the best
pretty pretty vomit mess
she makes me so obsessed

wtf is up i got cutters inna box
bitch im smokin dope n i do it all night long
im fcking gone but i swear its not my fault
god i fucking miss it (yuhhhhh)

n i hit another, find me at the gutter 
i watch u having fun while i fucking suffer
bby fuck me witha f lights on
why do i feel so wrong

locked up in my room, so u cant hurt me
let the k hit im walking like a zombie
and im pourin up my cup, life is a horror film
your attitude is killing me but i love u still 


I dont wanna fall asleep #deadandbeautiful w/ vampyrska (badclovd)

razorblades i feel misused </3 #1996
w/ @skellingt0nn
p. teeth X_X

(cholorofilm)
razorblades i feel misused
well its not fair, cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared
bloody halls and bloody sheets
i knew u never wanted me
cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared
razorblades i feel misused
well its not fair, cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared
bloody halls and bloody sheets
i knew u never wanted me
cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared

and i seen her at the morgue
so i stay there 
keep her body in my closet
ghosts stay there
lookin around the woods
tryna find my blair witch
shes a witness now
she has to see my blade bitch

whats ur favorite scary movie
pick up the phone
its 1996 answer flip phone
we in the masquerade
i dont feel okay
can we trade souls
now i decay
 
(skellington)
why u actin like u dont care
dont look for me bitch im no longer there
i would prefer to see you dead or scared
all the damage that u did wont be repaired

i think im about to take my knife
i wanna drag it thru ur skin i wnna fuckin end ur life
u could be my one n only sacrifice
and i could bring u back to kill u twice

i dont know what i gotta do just to live again
i dont know what i want from you i just pretend
everything is going to be fine in the end
or i guess it will be better when i cut off ur head

(cholorofilm)
razorblades i feel misused
well its not fair, cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared
bloody halls and bloody sheets
i knew u never wanted me
cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared
razorblades i feel misused
well its not fair, cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared
bloody halls and bloody sheets
i knew u never wanted me
cut ma heart in two
yeah, u never cared

misconstrued w/ skellington (p. teeth)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

NOT EQUAL

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

ALL OF ME.

first song off the album <3 'STILL NOT BITTEN' SEPTEMBER 13TH

don't say i did nothing 
coz i've gotta done something 
baby what aren't you telling me 
i see you with somebody else im feeling jealousy 

now im all up in my head and i can't leave
i jus need you in my bed when i can't breathe
have you crushin on my neck til i can't see 
you don't make me second guess that i'm not me x2 

i jus want you back i swear id do anything 
everybody round me leaving i swear u were my medicine 
i been in my head without you i swear this shi so scary and 
all my friends tryna help but i swear i can't let em in 

nah i jus can't let em in
i been too fucked up 
i been snorting sum ketamine
don't want to rush ya 
but it weighs on me heavily
the time that flew past us 
i swear that's just a memory
and that's all it'll ever be
 
don't say i did nothing 
coz i've gotta done something 
baby what aren't you telling me 
i see you with somebody else im feeling jealousy 

now im all up in my head and i can't leave
i jus need you in my bed when i can't breathe
have you crushin on my neck til i can't see 
you don't make me second guess that i'm not me x2

JEALOUSY

My take on a remix of is it cold in the water by Sophie
I look up to this person so much and just to remix one of her songs feels absolutely insane 
I hope you guys enjoy 
R.I.P. SOPHIE XEON 

SOPHIE  - IS IT COLD IN THE WATER (M00NLIGHNICK REMIX)

ig swaglikejoms
wintr was here xo
## @benadryl-fan-club
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