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I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

wste my time on fckn repeat
you never evn cared
fake my fckn offline status
i jst wnt you to notice

i dnt knw wut to do
im so sck of tryng
im alwys in the wrng
no matter how hrd i try

ik im alwys jealous
alwys obsess w u
the thoughts cnt stop though
nd i wsh u'd thnk ab me
leavin me did not help
said u care but u did not
said u care but u still left
prmised me but it still broke

alwys siding w ur friends
even though all i wanted was ur lov
made me feel so insecure
even though all i wanted was ur care

i jst wnt u bck in my lyfe
i miss the times we had
its only been a single day
but i still fckin miss u
im so sick its my head
im so hrt im so x_x
but i still miss u
but i still miss u

I'm so sck of fndin lov :/
cntless </3 hrt my head
i cnt fckn stnd it
break my trust but i still fckn lov u
i cnt do this anymor
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cnt do this anymor
i cnt do this anymor

ps. this is a very old song of mine that i decide to recreate and release again fyi

i'm so sick of finding love [asecoamy & keomi]

piece of me by 9aradox featuring luvwillow 

produced by jpxf

piece of me

piece of me + luvwillow [jpxf]

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

prod @misalivee
feature @skellingt0nn

@gutzxx
I sense something coming down
im feeling frightend
stuck in a world of silence
can you hear me fucking suffering
ohh I cant forget my lifes mess
mental health is rubbish
I cant fucking stop it 
I wanna see my knife inside your guts
I wanna show you bae come be my everything
if you give me what I want
cuz im addicted im addicted yh im addicted
leaking red blood fuck it up
tryna be like us 
im feeling homicidal im tryna light this whole pace up
I heard you like violence I like it when ur silent
when your bodys mangled up im fucking crawl inside it 
woah I cant forget my lifes a mess
mental health is rubbish
I cant fucking stop it 
I wanna see my knife inside your guts
I wanna show you of bae come be my everything
if u give me what I want

@skellingt0nn

oh,
i think about u bleeding every fuckin day
i know u know im not okay
it was not meant to be this way
i know i said that i would change
im so sadistic, so insane
put a bullet in my brain, put a bullet in my brain

slit my wrist
just for fun
sippin vodka, getting drunk
just so i can feel a lil numb
u know u make me feel so dumb
i know im hated by like everyone 
u put me down until i feel like nothing
ur the reason im holding the fucking gun

i cant forget w/skellingt0nn  (p.misalive)

w/ @1stress
p. teeth
x_x

(horrorangel)

take my pain away im a deadboy
see a corpse walking yeah it’s my dead body
i just wish u would call me yeah im srry 
red dripping down im a gawth im srry
self immolation immolation
this cruel world yeah i just wanna see it end
i just wish u would call me yeah im srry 
red dripping down im a gawth im srry

be my corpse bride </3

Spotify

be my corpse bride <\3 w/ stress (p. teeth)

prod by me

@disoc8
ill show u what u did to me, bby was it worth it
medicate the horror in my head so worthless
look @ what u did to me, does it make u nervous
117 stab wounds the autopsy confirmed this

feel so empty i dont think i like this
oh my god ive fucking relapsed i need to hide it
laid so pretty, the sight is fucking priceless
i promise when i bury u i'll find a place the nicest

cut it, cut it
i got some horrid habits
i haven't slept in fucking days idk how i manage
i infict self damage
i feel so fucking ratchet
i shove my fingers down my throat i feel like such a faggot

meet my chainsaw, it's so fun
u look like uve had enough
the shit that's coming out ur fucking mouth, it makes me wanna cut
shut ur trap just keep it stuffed
when ur scared it makes me blush
yea lets have a fucking meth blood orgy IDGAF ^-^

@gutzxx
bbygirl i know ur scared of me,
im the reason u cant sleep
bae i'm stitching up ur mouth,
i don't wanna hear a peep
cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it
tie a rope around my neck like fuck it

bbygirl i know ur scared of me,
my knifes so sharp, u don't believe
stitching up ur arteries
i <3 ur blood i <3 ur screams
im so fucked up it makes me sick
i wanna vomit everywhere
wanna see u fuking dead
i'm not right in the head!

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

terrifier w/ gutzxx

Shoutout cru probably my favorite producer

Lyrics
I wna cuff this bitch but I cant
Cus she don't match my fly
I hit the bros when I land in New York
We 'bout to get soooo high
Why I keep comin' back to this bitch?
I can't lie I'm soul-tied
Come roll up smoke now
Face off, yeah?
Showdown
Microphone in my hand it's showtime
Face off, yeah
Showdown
Face off, yeah
Showdown
Face off, yeah
Showdown
Face off, yeah
Showdown
Is you fucking with me let me know, know
Let me know now

I'm with Mack 'bout to shut down the V.I.P.
Fuck the airport got a plane at my crib
And she bussing hella shots like July 5th
I got blues in my pocket but I'm not Crip
Who is you pussy nigga no you not him
I'm a mufuckin' viking, Skyrim

I'm fuckin two hoes at the same time
And she playin with her pussy on the facetime
I'm so naive this ho ain't mine
Man I swear I like this ho but she ain't mine
But I heard she wanna fuck me through the grapevine
I hit her inbox tell her pull up on me at 9
Man this ho a vampire peep the canines
I'm in the fuckin trap boolin with my canines

Skyrim prod cru

@blairrwitch
@misalivee
Prod and mastered by Misa

Diazepam w/misalive & iveyys lullaby (misa)

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3

Yercs Got Me Slow (prod.woelign)

produced by 1stress

lyrics 

Winter:

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?

Where the fuck did it go, i wish i'll never know
I wish i never run, because now you're done
Maybe i could've been a better son
Now you're the one infront of the gun

I only think about myself
Maybe i should go and get the gun on my shelf
Will i get into heaven if i kill myself?
Shit, times' up, guess im never leaving this house

x2

I like to kill the ones i love, because i don't have a heart
Nothing behind my eyes, baby where do i start?
So judge me there, and cast your stone
For being so empty, maybe i should just be left alone?
  
x2

suicide song (stress)

(https://www.instagram.com/needlenarcissist/)

you won't be missed Lol fat rapist

produced by yours truly 

(lyrics)

wintr 

u better fkn die
piece of shit i pray you never see the light
you only got one life
so kyx just 2 make it right

take a look at ur repulsing body
take a look at my face n say ur sorry
u know where 2 find me
but ur masculinity is tiny :D
 
x2

yes i said it ur hearts prosthetic
ur love is pathetic
i wish that you would go
yes i said it ur hearts prosthetic
ur love is pathetic
i wish that you would go

away
i wish you never stayed
(away)

u better fkn die
piece of shit i pray you never see the light
you only got one life
so kyx just 2 make it right

take a look at ur repulsing body
take a look at my face n say ur sorry
u know where 2 find me
but ur masculinity is tiny :D

even cannibals wouldn't eat you

von moonshyne und esse für euch mit ganz viel liebe #doasyouplease #androidmafia

GAS&BOHNEN ft. yoshiO2

produced by loony
https://soundcloud.com/503scoob

https://www.instagram.com/gothwintr/
https://www.instagram.com/503scoob/

Lyrics:

Bitch give me brain
Like a zombie 
Better hit my line
If you want me

She’s so pretty, insane
Bite marks on me
Too far gone, can’t be saved

I watched you go
My heart it can’t stay loyal, yea she know
She miss me but my heart is fucking froze 
My love is like the wind it fuckin goes
Love me, love me, love me, lonely

bite marks ft. 503scoob

randum (prod me)

ig swaglikejoms
wintr was here xo
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ur the one i want <3

disoc8

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