blood paints black the sink
marks of who I am
burn the needle in 
lay inside my mind

everywhere I am
conscious of the wrong
“there is rest in death”
written on the wall

loud banging on the floor
this skull i want to open
undo myself from all
i see you turn away

eyes gaze down on me
constant nauseous feel
tell me what you want from me
to be something real

loud banging im so sore
this skull i want blow out

skull

its not you its not the pills you’re forced to use
and i do care for you, its just i wish i knew
would itching on the skin and constant cold alone
be enough to make you want come undone?

cause i think you need some help, you’re just
a wilting flower that won’t ever bloom again
and though you carry my blood i don’t recognize you 
i wish i could be you, drag you down with me

hear your mother cry her voice cant hide the pain 
the house on fire paintings on your wall remain
hide behind the bed your friends are waiting there
they said “you are god you could do anything”

a wilting flower

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instrumentals by me
beautiful vocals by https://soundcloud.com/blbrri

lyrics:
hide inside
won't you find me?
pictures down
undying
I thought that's how
you wanted it
yr eyes gone blank 
my mouth drying

and I'll wait down here until
I get her
time goes fast when your dead 
body can still feel the tremor
and I've never felt this young
ever
now we're strangers again
this time forever

I thought I felt something
thought you felt it too
but it was barren and thin
couldn't get back to you
should I wait 
for you?

(down here)
to pull me through
(down here)
oh it's you
(down here)
It's always been you
(down here)
It'll always be you 
(down here)

tell me you felt something
couldn't get back to me

strangers again (w/ blbrri)

i pray that one day you'll see
but i've finally realised that isn't down to me
if you don't learn 
that's not my concern

if you don't learn that's not my concern

heaven (demo)

angjul

Don't make music anymore but I found more of these old songs!

First song ever, bad alex g rip but good chorus (2015)

dog hair sweatpants

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMv6gUyLhRQ

I don't know how to
Say that i’m okay

I don't know how to
Be okay actually

You're breathing in now
I’m breathing out now

You're feeling weird now
I'm feeling weird now

You go
Where you want to
I follow
Right behind you
Its true

I don't know how to
I don't know how to

So i just won't try to

You go
Where you want to
I follow
Right behind you
Its true

a wilting flower

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