its not you its not the pills you’re forced to use
and i do care for you, its just i wish i knew
would itching on the skin and constant cold alone
be enough to make you want come undone?

cause i think you need some help, you’re just
a wilting flower that won’t ever bloom again
and though you carry my blood i don’t recognize you 
i wish i could be you, drag you down with me

hear your mother cry her voice cant hide the pain 
the house on fire paintings on your wall remain
hide behind the bed your friends are waiting there
they said “you are god you could do anything”

a wilting flower

I’ll find a place where I can hear myself and my 
laugh
my laugh
I’ll find a place where I can be completely numb
grown
I’ve grown
I really hate the mirrors you hanged on the wall I look
happy
and ugly
I’ll find a place where everyone can see the light
I fight
you’re right

you think I don’t know 

I’ll die in my head
I’ll die in my head
I’ll die in my head
I’ll die in my head

I’ll find a place where I can speak the words I meant
it’s true
I’m through 
I really hate the way you smile when it’s all black I guess
It’s fine 
you’re right

I think you don’t know

you’ll die in your head
you’ll die in your head
you’ll die in your head
you’ll die in your head

you're right

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instrumentals by me
beautiful vocals by https://soundcloud.com/blbrri

lyrics:
hide inside
won't you find me?
pictures down
undying
I thought that's how
you wanted it
yr eyes gone blank 
my mouth drying

and I'll wait down here until
I get her
time goes fast when your dead 
body can still feel the tremor
and I've never felt this young
ever
now we're strangers again
this time forever

I thought I felt something
thought you felt it too
but it was barren and thin
couldn't get back to you
should I wait 
for you?

(down here)
to pull me through
(down here)
oh it's you
(down here)
It's always been you
(down here)
It'll always be you 
(down here)

tell me you felt something
couldn't get back to me

strangers again (w/ blbrri)

you said that we could 
catch up another time
cus i caught you 
on a bad day

you said you’d understand 
when i felt this way
but i know you won’t 
i know you don’t

i’m tired of this new shit
teach me how to be like you
I’m scared of messing up again
cus i still like you how i used to

you said that we could 
catch up another time
cus i caught you 
on a bad day

you said you’d understand 
when i felt this way
but i know you won’t 
i know you fucking don’t 

i know you won’t 
i know you don’t

catch

my apology to my friends and family

Bitter Dust

https://theloners.bandcamp.com/album/four-new-songs

I'd like to believe you when you say
That you don’t want me to go away

I think you look pretty when you
Look like its snowing out

I dont wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you
Don’t wanna think about

the loner(s) - like to

as the truth sank in i felt my blood draining away, dripping

see him when i close my eyes
see him in his disguise 
waiting for me to find
him sitting in my mind
i dont wanna see him again
i just want to move on

i'll see him with my eyes

see him when i come back down
i dont wanna come around
i dont wanna see the light 
i dont think that i can fight 

him off anymore

i'll see him with my eyes

hello

starving myself has become my way out 
I find comfort in being empty 
slicing it over my skin its bruising 
but it feels like something 
the wish to have been born someone else has died out 
its exhausting 
waiting for someone who understands this 
hole grey clouds my mind grieves me 

time seeps through 
you'll never get it back 

shut the door dont let them see your 
face in tears i hide 
myself in fear dont feed me i'll leave 
bloodstained mirrors

bloodstain

some bullshit, nothing is serious 

dont harm yrself live live live livelievs  love love live s life can be pretty sometimes you just have to see it

interlude (of beating your face against the floor)

disruptive selection

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