when i'm around ,, they nevr doubt it o(^▽^)o
i don't know how 2 talk abt it ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ
~~~
твой ангельский голос （＾Ｏ＾☆♪
переписки в дискорде ( ◠‿◠ ) 💌
была в поиске свободы (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾
ты так чертовски заводишь \(//∇//)\
~~~
THEY TALK ABT ME; I KNO IT Σ(￣。￣ﾉ)ﾉ
BUT I STAY ABOV IT d(￣ ￣)
LOOKING AT U, I LOVE IT, （╹◡╹）♡
WHEN U MAKE ME NERVOUS 
UR ALL THAT I NEED; I KNO IT
CAUSE I STAY UP ALL NITE
THINKIN ABT U
WHEN U FALL ASLEEP ..
they talk abt me/me/me/me and u/u~
~~~
th only tymm my heart beats fastr （≧∇≦）
when he's all mine _(:3 」∠)_
and foreverafter ☆〜（ゝ。∂）
~~~
thos ppl r starin, yea,
they dont understand it baby
(it's always U) <3

foreverafter

IM NOT HOME 	(＞ｍ＜)!!
IM (NEVER) 「ALONE」 (￢_￢;)
YEAH AT THEIR MOUTH THEY GOT FOAM!!! **( ~КАК? КАК? КАК?∑(O_O;)))
BUT I JUST STAY ON MY PHONE┐(￣ヮ￣)┌
YEA I GOT•••
SEX APPEAL I DONT CARE WHAT YOU'RE FEELING	☆⌒ヽ(*'､^*)chu
ЕЩЁ•••
SO PURE I DONT GET WHAT YOUR DEAL IS!!?
(￣□￣」)
YEA I GOT•••

IM NOT HOME 	(＞ｍ＜)
IM NOT (NEVER) 「ALONE」 (￢_￢;)
YEAH AT THEIR MOUTH THEY GOT FOAM!!! ( ~КАК? КАК? КАК?∑(O_O;)
BUT I JUST STAY ON MY PHONE┐(￣ヮ￣)┌
YEA I GOT •••
6IX MILLION MORE YEARS THAN YOU
ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧
AND I SHED •••
9INE THOUSAND MORE TEARS THAN YOU
←~(Ψ▼ｰ▼)∈
YEA I GOT•••

kosmos?

told u im not tired ٩( 'ω' )و
i force it down
like im the man!! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
like idk u!!! (｀∇´)ψ
tho we shld go now... ⊹₊｡ꕤ˚₊⊹

goin round, goin 
in th fast lane ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ=3=3=3
wat idk i'll find out on th way ⋆ ☄︎·˚ 
js let me clos my eyez (￣ ￣)
✧🎐n slowly disappear
th smell of sno n ice 
stuck in my head now (・・?)
goin south, goin (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ )
in the worst way..... (/ _ ; )
i i feel funy now lik every day (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
th sun has burnt my eyez (ノ_＜)
n water tastes lik beer (￣▽￣;)
⋆⭒˚｡⋆☾ run in th darkest nite ♱
like itsa dare yahhh (￣^￣)ゞ

(╥﹏╥) them boyz r hopeless,
they bore me (> .  ✩)
yea theyr dirt 2 me~
all they cn do's disappoint me ＞ᨓ＜
ur th 1 4 me （＾◇＾）

kno u, i kno u (ｰ ｰ;)
ud use it all 2 get ur way ⋆✦
"ths party so great
girl u lookin so grey"(¬_¬)

covr art by saikyo \(//∇//)\

virilia ✶

funeral - suicideseason mix

ft @cruseyyyy & @7akkiro

prod @deepinparis

lyrics :
@deepinparis : 
i crossed the line when i was getting what i want
im smoking gas in my free time i cannot get it off
theres not an open slot so you cant get into the box
if the labels blow my phone i think theyre gonna get a block
you gon get cropped out we delivering a shock
i think i slipped but i caught it
recovered from my loss
i want it all if im honest
i do not care bout cost
i see the way that it turned out
is it perfect or not?

@cruseyyyy : 

is it gonna happen or wat
it aint been the same tell me what had happened to us
i got bros in the east that would slide for a buck
yea lately i dont know who to trust
i dont even think it was love
i just keep her around cuz its something to fuck
yea we live in the moment i dont know what it was
i dont know how to lose only know how to dub

@7akkiro : 

i got problems
but i think i need another one
think i got em 
bullets go not stopping till i’m done
shit is awful this shi get awful 
straight from the jump
we got problems yea we got problems 
they wanna run

know this shit keep happening 
i been taking drugs for fun 
no that’s not the last of it
i’m with my bros we #1
no this shit not challenging 
u can’t ignore it if u want
btc yk we blasting it
i’m with my bros we #1

want it all ft crusey & akkiro prod me

produced by my amazing friend @angelonmyshoulder
featuring @lifeessi

lyrics:

@stylas:
ha, ki-kick it wit prada ha
ha, ion like when im modest uh
i luv it when i wear cartier
he said he dont wanna problem uh
told him he safe broke a promise uh
had 2 switch the fuckin topic up
yea they want smoke and i brought it uh
yea im the aim im the target uh
all them bitches jus clone what i started up

ha
yea they jus do it for me
huh
he want a feat i ain doin that shit jus for free
huh
ha yea
when i play shit im jus playin for keeps
huh
ha
they tryna copy my flow and my sound 
i been sayin that i been unique

i luv the drugs in my body 
my system gets fucked up for nothing 
i wake up repeat
tell him to try push up on me 
i run thru his whole fuckin networth 
like every week 
i got dem guns like the army 
i mow down the whole fuckin block 
like boy im on a streak
im wit my boys and we goin up 
tell me what tf is difficult for u to see

@lifeessi:
think i got addicted to bankroll
im up now they do what i say so
yeah i keep my head up but i stay low
only focused on guap and the peso
my bitch badder than mf JLO
if he talkin we give him a halo
not gone follow wherever that they go 
oh yeah yeahh

run up imma take that boi ransom
with yo bitch and she say this her anthem
heart cold imma ghost like phantom
ain't no one finna fw my fandom
night time they all on me
sun go down finna stain my tee oh yuh
kickin with prada's yeah
when the sun go down still got chains on me

@stylas:
ha
yea they jus do it for me
huh
he want a feat i ain doin that shit jus for free
huh
ha yea
when i play shit im jus playin for keeps
huh
ha
they tryna copy my flow and my sound 
i been sayin that i been unique

i luv the drugs in my body 
my system gets fucked up for nothing 
i wake up repeat
tell him to try push up on me 
i run thru his whole fuckin networth 
like every week 
i got dem guns like the army 
i mow down the whole fuckin block 
like boy im on a streak
i gotta finish whats started
me an my bro go retarded

ha, ki-kick it wit prada ha
ha, ion like when im modest uh
i luv it when i wear cartier
he said he dont wanna problem uh
told him he safe broke a promise uh
had 2 switch the fuckin topic up
yea they want smoke and i brought it uh
yea im the aim im the target uh
all them bitches jus clone what i started up

target ft essi (wish)

@21js @chromecrystals

love it when i hear you talk
no i dont wanna see you walk away
no i dont wanna send you off
no i dont wanna see it all decay
its okay
girl its okay
im fine if you move on
you can talk to me any day
ill be fine
just dont remind me
or my unrequited feelings start inside me
but its not the right time
took your heart will you take mine?
and even if you leave me be ill be fine
ill be fine

its okay youre not in my way
ill call you anyway
miss you so every day
girl its okay
its okay
girl its okay
when im not with you time flies ill be missing you

time flies by will you be by my side?
when it all goes wrong girl will u make things right?
ill try my hardest just to reach out to you
ill call your name but it wont be the same

it's okay prod 21 & chromecrystals

@7akkiro @k4rson @cruseyyyy
prod @zeromandia30414

@7akkiro
i'll tell you what you're doing wrong 
no you don't seem to listen, i could never see a difference
no it'll never work, so tell me when you prove me wrong 
we do it all again, no, i don't know when it will end

but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

@k4rson
give it to me, give it to i
give it to me, you did it first
oh, can't you see, it's way too much
you made me bleed, i'm missin' us
think i've been lookin' out for you for way too long
and i need you to tell me something, tell me that i'm wrong
tell me what you told me, baby, tell me with your heart
and i can be that, baby, tell me what you want
 
@cruseyyyy
tell me why do you look at me 
yea my heart's filled with grime, i think i should leave 
yea u been on my mind
its not up to me
all the obstacles we climb, you depend on me
i find a way to you, yuh, im far from hating you
i think im made for you, yuh, it gets uncomfortable

@7akkiro
but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

akkiro, karson, crusey - scars (zeromandia)

@1crusafix @bound2return

lyrics:
@vihefoie
i got what you want girl, so dont hide it
covering my face when im around you
cant talk straight when im around you
but i dont mind you

follow your steps get the worst outcome,
i get early to the bread cuz i trust no one
they goin lie to your face tell you "i dont know none"
they goin leave you in the dirt, till youre fuckin broken

into pieces, itching on your arms, girl you need it
roll another blunt, been too long, girl im fiending
you got 20/20 vision but you still dont see it
bottling my feelings its just spring time cleaning

get the bag imma flip it
pop a vyvanse in the car, im addicted
you goin try hard but i know im gonna win it
know im next up, they dont know im fucking gifted x2

@1crusafix
foot up on the gas and u know im fucking speeding
yea i got that bag from margiela cause i need it
keep on poppin thrax yea i think im seeing demons
and u hurt me bad but i dont think that im bleeding

and it hurts so bad but ill get over it
if u came right back i would do it all again
if he talking on the team then we taking off his legs
bitch im never switching up cause im sticking to the set

gifted w/ crusafix prod advxrse

vertigo cover
original:
https://soundcloud.com/shoiyi/coldspades-ft-may-vertigo-meta-shoiyi#

if i called your phone, would you pick it up?
every night i’m scared that i’ll mess it up
i’m so high off you, you’re my only drug
don’t know how to say you’re the one
and i can’t let you go
so can you hold me close?
this love i wanna show
my head spin, vertigo
don’t wanna be alone
i want you, say ditto

tell what you want girl you know u deserve it
i can be the one i won’t do a disservice
don’t throw me away like i know u would
think i feel for u
soon as u set foot
every touch is a high
it’s js you and i
baby we can take flight
if i could
take you to the stars

coldspades ft. may - vertigo (wenszy cover)

vocals by me
mixed by me
prod @1kkyoto & @pyu
cover by my wife :3

lyrics:

i’ll b damned if i let u right in here
so many plans, i’m takin u right wit me ah
i can’t understand what they want me to do
yah, she wan take my hand, she wan me be the witness ah
run dis shit like fitness
y’all niggas need mind yo business ah
y’all still in da trenches
yokai shit, can’t die like kaguya
i been stackin bricks, so many, go thru the ceiling ya
she wan have my kids
so pretty, so sweet like citrus @_@

i can’t understand,
still gon’ do what i can
2 be a better man
do dis shit for da fans
do dis shit for my lover
i’m still gon’ make it, yea
always gon’ find my bruddas
right thru the thick & thin

guap countin’
y dese niggas doubtin’
got dese niggas shoutin’
dey see me, wanna crowd me
got fans frm da south
n they all sayin howdy
got them on my top
these niggas gettin rowdy
actin right
he wan’ go up but got no passion, right..
can’t sit on yo ass relaxin, right?
how can u say it’s everlasting, right

i’ll be damned if i let it happen
so many things that i can’t imagine
i said wat i wanted u was right there laughin
look at me now, right to the top, it was bound to happen ┐(´～｀)┌
i’ll be damned if i let it happen
so many things that u took for granted
i said wat i wanted u was right there laughin
look at me now, right to the top, it was bound to happen

now i’m up, counting racks
n u stuck, in ur tracks
learned to never go back,
look how it’s payin off
i was stuck down bad
had my whole world collapse
n i couldn’t fill the gaps
why won’t u watch me go

funeral - suicideseason mix

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