lyrics;
Is this what I want?
I still cant decide for myself
I tried to give up
Haunted by the scars I left without fear

Save your tears,
they mean nothing here
Disappear, 
i dont want to be near anyone 

Im so distant
and I cant fix it
I wasnt like this
What happened to that kid?
What happened to my grin..

In someones bedroom
Looking for clues to find the name
I know I just met you
Not everything we likes the same
I dont expect you
To ever feel this type of way
Im so dramatic
How could I not live life this way?
I hope youre settled
Cause you made your choice, I played your game

Taking this music shit too serious, you need a break
 Like aphex twin, bitch I need a tank
Fuck your friends make your own bank 
Thats some advice you need to take
I dont got no friends and thats ok

Into Place (tekea + misoo74)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and m0thlab
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded at the batcave
art by bedhead

bedhead x m0thlab - scenic getaway (+ homecomingqueen)

lyrics:

you know your all i want 
you know your all i need 
it’s just you and me  
your the only one i see 
i’ve been feeling selfless 
i’ve been feeling free 
i’ve been feeling hopeless 
i’m just being me

i’m just trying 
to figure it all out  
sinking so deep 
i can’t get out 
can’t you hear me
screaming 
sometimes i feel 
like i’m dreaming 
if it’s not enough 
you gotta let me know
cause i just wanna 
love you 
i’m not letting go 
cause i know that  
you care 
cause i know
you’ll be there 
as long as 
i’m with you 
there’s no need 
to be scared 

just hold me close 
we’ll be alright 
i’ll be with you all day 
and through the night 
you don’t have to worry 
i’ll be right here 
i know how your feeling 
but don’t be scared 
don’t worry everything 
is gonna workout 
they just wanna hurt me
see me sad 
and see me burnt out 
you can tear me down 
but i’m a turn it around 
i was so lost but now 
i feel like i’m found  

girl i know 
what your going through 
i’ll be there for you  
i’ve been trying hard
to make it right  
yeah you know i do 
yeah
theres nothing 
in this world 
that we can’t do 
i just wanna kiss
your face and hold
your hand too
just think of 
all the pain 
that we’ve 
been through 
is it all worth it 
girl do you want to 
cause we could 
make it out if we try
i just don’t wanna 
see you cry

you know your all i want 
you know your all i need 
it’s just you and me 
 your the only one i see 
i’ve been feeling selfless 
i’ve been feeling free 
i’ve been feeling hopeless 
i’m just being me

https://soundcloud.com/rubbishrubbish

https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

just being me (prod. rubbish x michaelwarren)

venusiann - so what (prod pearlblade x lilyforest)

taking back sunday w/ fijimar [prod. benjithemachine]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - Irisv
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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lyrics
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I was sitting there all damn day 
Just hoping that you'd call my name
I know that I'm hopeless
I just wanna live to see what's next
I was sitting there all alone
I know you wont call my phone
I just wanna redo this all right
I'm sorry for everything I did that night
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Can you give me one last kiss
So that maybe I'll wanna live
I know that everything I say is meaningless to you
Please don't throw away everything we've been through
Together, it's so hard 
This weather, its so dark
I hate it, I know we wont make it out of this.

The Last Thing I Wrote. [+irisv]

After Party (feat. Freddie Skinz & Rit) [prod.proxen]

gooli • kilo prod. jahserum + jahsters

RHS Mare’s Black Butterfly is a two-sided EP about transformation. Side A snaps the auto-tune off and lets the pen cut: chest-out delivery, drum-heavy beats, razor detail. Side B spreads its wings with melodic hooks and spacey textures, pain polished into glow. A black butterfly symbolizes change through darkness rare, resilient, and still in motion and that’s the arc of this project.

Black Butterfly is RHS Mare’s statement of growth, an EP split into two clear worlds.
This is Side B (Flight) airy synths, late-night guitars, and moonlit 808s carrying melodies that turn scars into sing-along moments. It’s confessional but luminous, built for windows-down rides at 2 a.m. thinking.

On Point (Prod. Artifex)

@marcelo
twitter.com/marcelormsj

 @frankiebash
twitter.com/Frankie_Bash

twitter.com/distancedecay

art by @ birdiiiiiiiiii

Marcelo - Feels The Same (prod distance decay x Frankie Bash)

distance decay