in the wake of dead dogs and love

they first crossed my path long ago. they slithered beneath my bed, scratched the attic walls, and crept into my thoughts. they still reside there, guiding me away from sorrow. when the cold wind stirs, 
i sense them-softly, almost imperceptibly,
their voices echo backward, stretched and broken, like the whispers of worn-out tapes. their faces blur and scatter. like fading stains that trickle through the corners of the room. they’ve walked beside me through life, cradling, calming, loving, and kissing my brow before sleep. they are the reflection of the great nightmare.
those dogs are dead, their bodies rotten.
"Katharina"

berlin, DE
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distorted diary present: in the wake of dead dogs and love w/ trauerhauch

2025

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03.10 feun: 
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2024

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2023 

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