these lyrics got me fuckin dying as a runescape player lmfaoo

what happend to dying in the library :( that was my favorite song :(((

this fr my fav song ive made so far bruh hope yall fw it <3
shoutouts @polearm (up next) for masterin it 
shoutouts @halberd-3000 i forgot what he did fr
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always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore
idk what i love anymore

always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore

cuz all of the things that i used to do 
feels like a chore i forgot about 
and all of the things that i used to do 
don't feel the same when it's not with you

but im keepin it moving
a song every week 
till i live in a movie
and no longer speak
about all of the demons 
that i cannot hide
that don't seem to be leaving
the back of my mind

any time soon, anytime soon 
any time soon, anytime soon 

so im keepin it moving
forget all the rest
focus on all 
of the things i do best
got nothing to prove
i put that to the test
i live in the moment
to kill all the stress
that i feel in my chest now 
i feel on my chest now
i feel on my chest now

now i'm always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore

cuz all of the things that i used to do 
feels like a chore i forgot about 
and all of the things that i used to do 
don't feel the same when it's not with you

oh well whatever happens happens 
(i'm only 18 i don't wanna die yet)

idk what i love

buy/listen

w/ https://soundcloud.com/habition 
prod. https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats
artwork done by the lovely https://soundcloud.com/habition 

lyrics:
shattered:
am i alive
do we all die
am i contradicting the things in my mind
never arrive
never deprive
tension is raising when you hold the knife
every night
cry in my bed
alone in my head while my dreams are all dead
am i a lie
do boys ever cry
am i acting out cuz im dying inside
never abide
always subside
all of my friends know im dying inside
wish i had time
wish i had time
yeah i wish i had time

i thought we were friends till death do us part
but you hit my crush that shit fucked up my heart
and now im alone im ignorning my phone
never leave my home cuz im scared of dial tones

habition:
scared of dial tones
been a long time
since i’ve felt love like this
but now i’m traveling this road alone
cultivate fields of all this happiness 
until you come to steal and pillage all the fucking crops i’ve sown
what’s a life without some love to keep the breeze in my sails 
just a boat on the waves 
rocking with the gales
i remember when i used to thrive 
now i struggle to feel like i’ll ever make it out alive

shattered:
will i ever make it out alive
nervous break downs every single night
scared to even touch the light
i'm afraid of what might come
what might come now
that i lost you
oh 
oh

alive w/ habition

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alive w/ habition (prod. hateful)

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/scummusic and https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 
Produced/Mixed/Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2xvldSfqY7pk8Z0DWyCYyL?si=7m_ZS2V3SyCZPwCn1Gt0Qg 
Lyrics:
[kaiyko]

i get lost when i get scared
freaking out about the endless possibilities 
find myself crying in my backyard
hoping to myself that the neighbors can't hear me
but I love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside I wish I was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

Like a knife right through my chest
Cutting deeper than the rest
Wish you could stay here forever
But I see what's coming next

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish I could keep us from harm
But I think love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[scum]

blood red
got my eyes red
from the crying
i'm fine
here we go again
man i'm trying
look me in my eyes
and tell me that i'll be okay
demons always haunting me
i think they here to stay
don't lie when you tell me that you care
i've been falling i even shaved my hair 
i been finding out who loves me
but i can't trust you

[kaiyko x demxntia]

We're like a flame out in the wind
Wish i could keep us from harm
But i feel love never wins
Our fate pulls everything apart

[demxntia]

nothing ever lasts
i been stuck inside my past
i'm faking all my smiles
and my heart is made of glass
it's shattered
but i don't think it really matters
i'd rather be alone than
feel the pain when i look at her

losing myself from this world, i
don't really know what to do, why
does everything come to an end?
cuz i can't make amends anymore
but you know i'll still be here 
confused with you

[kaiyko x scum x demxntia]

i get lost when 
i get scared
freaking out about 
the endless possibilities 
find myself crying
in my backyard
hoping to myself that
the neighbors can't hear me
but i love how simple and sweet
you always make things out to be 
deep inside i wish i was like you
but everything about you always cuts through me

like a knife right through my chest
cutting deeper than the rest
wish you could stay forever
but i see what's coming next

A Flame Out In The Wind w/ scum & demxntia

much love to @mrsadchill for premiering this on youtube <3

sample credits go to Eiro Nareth
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOR-iqlcedb8VMnax37m3MQ/featured

sad chill

california dreaming pt 2

lyrics <3

Left my ass on read like 3 times Lupin 
Texted back again like 3 times stupid 
I wish we could hit that rewind movie 
Angel baby fly thru the sky Cupid 
I’ll always tell u that ur beautiful 
I been catching feelings hope that u can catch a few of those 
I’m tryna make u laugh 
And when I tell u that I love u hope u say that back 
Dance dance revolution I make moves 
What I gotta do to show u that I want to date u 
Correlate u face w a great mood 
Never see ur face blue never need no FaceTune 
Dance dance revolution 
What I gotta do to show u that I wanna date u 
And u lookin great u an angel 
Summertime sky in ur eyes and ur face cute 

Back track whoa there 
I can’t even slow dance
Hit my phone 
And lmk where ur at 
I’m just tryna chill and watch coraline 
Im just tryna show u that there’s always something more to life 
We could leave this castle and explore the sky 
When I feel the darkness in my heart i know that ur the light 
We can be like Ethan and hila 
I fall in love again with u whenever I see you

i really hope you like me back╰(◡‿◡✿╰) (prod. snail’s house + tsundere twintails)

brokemyheart.mp3

We all get lost from time to time. :)

flowars--
twitter @deadflowars
insta ~=@florasenpai

biscuit--
twitter @lilbiscuitbeats

Sleeping Forest

Lost

lost [prod. lil biscuit]

Enthralled (Throw My Fist at the Wall) [+ senpai]

spotify/apple music

like an angel from the sky (p. loopy!)

go follow @demxntia rn or else :3

sui:
takin all these portals to another life
phone on airplane mode everythings alright
dont belong in this world think its just fine
wont conform how youd like
not anyone ones puzzle piece, cannot seem
to find the people that are really there for me
so keeping circles closed
like my door i wont
open up for a soul
fuck it youre 2 toned

dem:
I don't wanna cry ab it I dont need a tissue
better off without it no it wouldnt be an issue
feelings overrated baby i dont wanna miss you
you want another note feelin low i think its terrible
to act like you care when i know that you dont
baby you should go let me lose all control
i dont wanna think ab it anyway
ive seen better days, but they never stay

bof:
takin all these portals to another life
phone on airplane mode everythings alright
dont belong in this world think its just fine
wont conform how youd like
not anyone ones puzzle piece, cannot seem
to find the people that are really there for me
so keeping circles closed
like my door i wont
open up for a soul
fuck it youre 2 toned

sui:
cause you could let me stay outside for my whole life
couldnt give a fuck if i had lost my mind
cant care ab myself
so how could I expect that from anyone else
forget everything ive ever told you
things change fast dont work like theyre supposed to
keep those expectations low
no need to disappoint yourself again

opacity ~ w/ demxntia [p. demxntia]

just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

brokemyheart.mp3

DYING IN THE CUT

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