i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

(Aiden)
Drive fast while she kissing on my neck tats
U say u love me I don’t think you really mean that

Drive fast while she kissing on my neck tats 
U say u love me I don’t think u really mean that
My 45 up on my hip 
Pulled out my ski mask
It’s alright I’m faded she can see that

(Carter)
It’s alright I’m faded
U won’t see me broken
Move on ya hated 
And get into motion
Drop a pill in my sprite
Just to make a potion
Fucking love these drugs and feeling no emotion

(Phoenix)
She broke my heart and stole the Pieces 
 It’s Never that hard until u leaving
Hope u come back before the evening 
The drugs get cold when u need my reasons

U ain’t hurt me 
U hurting u
U venomous
Where’s the cure for u
U fighting me but I lecture u
Young dumb rich it’s up to u

That’s some shit u put me through
At what point was it clear to u 
Never mind I’m not hearing 
All those lies I was seeing through 
She take more lines now she see it too
At this point I’m forgiving u
Either that or I’m killing u
Your choice bitch it’s up to u

Get Into Motion [Feat. Carter Tomorrow & Aiden Hilton] (prod. YNGVARR)

say less - wavylouii x diverse

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

Leave Me Alone

Leave Me Alone (Prod. Yung B)

lightin up the torch and i can feel it 

same as when you blink without a feelin

i can read you better  than a phoenix 

all my bars got dropped off by a  phoenix


you dont know how to answer no 
you freeze repeat just 

breathe 

my heart yeah its going faster now 
ketamine take me out of my dream  


u wanna talk that shit   

u better pop that shit

doesnt matter if you really tried it for the first time 

i see it in your eyes you dont gotta reply . 

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.
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lightin up the torch and i can feel it 

same as when you blink without a feelin

i can read you better  than a phoenix 

all my bars got dropped off by a  phoenix


you dont know how to answer no 
you freeze repeat just 

breathe 

my heart yeah its going faster now 
ketamine take me out of my dream  


u wanna talk that shit 

u better pop that shit

doesnt matter if you really tried it for the first time 

i see it in your eyes you dont gotta reply

how to answer (Prod. IDUNNOMANE)

Relieve our mindz / Prod by Gerome Beatz (Mindz up in a daze part 2)

(Arkada beat dönsün deve hariç her şeyi de amına koyam nakaratın da deve cüce olsun) -Baso

ceplerimde tonla molly
bizim mahallede kardeşlerimizin adı homie
attım 90ları elimde var benim tommy
sarıyom backwoodsa elimde var benim tommy
galiba buldum 100 yılın en güzelini
ulaşmak zor saklıyo o özelini

evet gidiyorum her yere 
kızın adı merve, de takılmam ben hergeleyle
madde kullanan bi sünepe
çok çok kötü insan hepsi benim peşimde
hepsi üçkağıt peşinde 

peşimdeler peşimde
bi baksana şu yaptığına
onca aldattığına
ben gömüldüm senin gözlerinin karanlığına
gözlerinin karanlığında

kız beni aldatmış beğendiğim şarkıyla
gördüm mesajını ağacın altında
hayır yakmayacağım bi kere bile sigara
değmez ona likit orospu çocuğuna

sizin gibilerden bulmak kolay (kolay)
kızın son yazdığı olay (olay)

attım boş insanların hepsini çöplüğe
sen konuşurken kaldım ben baya bi geride
yaptım sigarayı sonra attım hepsini çöpe
banka hesabımda 9 gelir 0lardan önce
evet fakirim napıcan 009u 
ona gösteririm benimkini olur focusu
düşünürüm aklımda her zaman onun kokusu
hatırladığım tek şey onun ellerinin dokusu

susadım ellerini tutayım
evet gelmek için sana çok yalvardım
yalvardım yalvardım
yalvardık
yalvardım

bu şarkıyı sana yazmadım
en sevdiğime armağanladım
aman çocuklar duymasın
(duymasın)

ya evet ama duymasın
dumanımız hardallansın
hepsini geride bıraktım
hadi her şey tekrardan başlasın
bir kere daha tut elimi ve aramız tatlansın

(Her şey tekrardan başlasın)

tommy

Question Remix (Feat. Tp.chris)

Die In Her Living Room

thanks so much https://soundcloud.com/eur0n 

I made this beat for free, take it 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-EQd6ENZHs

NORUE - As Above, So Below (PROD. SICKRYSM)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/49SGzQbvYe3Ln5lmnTqjwj?si=2t7v-oiqRVSSJXwW5HVxCQ
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how to answer (Prod. IDUNNOMANE)

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