i don't know

Go follow my man <3
https://soundcloud.com/fuckhamz

Hammy:
I just wanna know
do you still think of me?
when you're all alone
i hope you still remember me
i don't wanna go
my heart is on your driveway
sitting all alone
they never care what i say x2

never care what i say
driving on the highway
driving on the freeway
you can have it your way
i don't really care girl
look at me and stare girl
i just wanna die now
smokin till i die now
diving on the highway
driving on the freeway
i just wanna see you
hope you want me too
i can't ever think straight
tell em that i feel great
even though i'm lyin
always fucking lying
remember what we had
now i can't stop crying
i just popped an oxy
now i think i'm flying
i just hit the ground
now i'm really dying

Yung Van:
I still have your number in my phone
Sometimes I drive by your home
I think of all the good times
I think we had some good times
I miss waking up to texts
I hate calling you my ex
I should have known this would happen
I should have known this would happen 

I've been driving all night
I'm just tryna feel right
When I think of you though
I don't want to die alone
Thinking bout you all the time
Wish that you weren't getting high
I don't think I'm feeling fine x2
Ive been driving all day
I'm just tryna feel okay
I know I can't run away
Girl you meant the world to me
Think of what we used to be
Wish it was just you and me
Guess we just weren't meant to be
I thought we were meant to be
I just wanna die now
I just wanna cry
I thought you were mine babe
I thought we were fine
Called you every night girl
Cause I thought you cared
Called you every night girl
I was always there
I wish I could walk away from all this pain
I feel like I was cut
I thought you were the one

Wish i was enough x4

FOLLOW HAMMY

i'm not depressed, i just miss you w/Hammy (Prod. Tec)

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

come thru to the back round 8 we could roll up spliffs
blow a little smoke but girl u gotta go round 9 gotta make music

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

girl i got plenty to lose
but why is it worrying u
im caring for u
well stop and just leave me to do what i do

girl it dont concern u
never meant to hurt u
swear my flow and all my lyrics dont say shit about u

u know im not with that shit
problems id just say it to u
they never come out when i spit
my word is as real as it gets

everybody wanna snap chat streak
i havent been on snap all week
i been fucking with the wavs all week
dont put no pressure on me

gucci red snake sweater on me
hate put no stress upon me
i got no drugs up on me
but i got some in my body

i see light at the end of the tunnel
except im not dead 
im in bed
and i sleep in the breeze from the window

i feel so alive
trust me they never could feel what im feeling
i set bars so high that they touching the ceiling
my come up is coming i know i can feel it

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

september (prod. killedmyself)

I just want to take a moment to thank Swoon. for making this song with me ages ago. This song has been kept in the vault far too long and I hope you all love it!! You are all so amazing, more songs soon to come!! 
Shoutout @hkfiftyone2 for mixing our vocals <3

Lyrics-

Yung van:

You said that you were happy but you're not
You said that you would love me but you won't
I called you on your phone but you not home x2
You already know, that I have go
I left you a note, in your raggy coat
Tried to call your name, but you walked away
Tried to call your name but you walked away
I miss the nights were yeah
We would drive in my car
I miss the dates were we could stare at the stars
But I have to go, fate is calling me
But I have to go, one day you will see
Look in to the sky, I will wait for you
We can be together if you wait for me
You already know, that I have go
I left you a note, in your raggy coat
Tried to call your name, but you walked away
Tried to call your name but you walked away
When your feeling down, look into the sky
Think of me and you, you don't need why
You will always be something more to me
Yeah you will always be something more to me

Swoon:

get up, go leave, now
our love is through now, I can't believe you
all of the time, I spent in my mind
was wasted on you
I'm gonna miss you, I wanna kiss you
I will remember you
I'll be gone by the night, you can turn on the lights
but I won't be by your side
get up, go leave, now
please, just get up, go leave, now
our love is through now
I said our love is through now...

SPOTIFY LINK

Something More w/ swoon. (prod. ELIESG)

My autotune fucks up a couple of times but i'm to lazy to re-record that part ahaha.
enjoy.

why does it hurt (almost there)

I’m never happy 
With myself 
I got my demons 
On my shelf 
Terrified my fucking 
Shadow Might take over 
Fuck my health
I got liquor 
That might help
Fuck my money 
fuck your wealth
She’s my heaven 
But she’ll leave me 
In the end I’ll be in hell

Cut my wrist again 
Fuck my bitch again 
Just another fucking day 
That I’m not happy with 
suicide the wish
my heart is dark 
Abyss
I hate Myself
I hate friends 
why did it come to this


Fuck all my anxiety 
I’m not In reality 
I hate the society 
I think I’m a tragedy
I feel like I’m floating 
And it’s hard to fucking see
my head kinda heavy 
I’m cold and 
It’s hard to breathe

the sadness in my smile

Uncomparable

uncomparable

i'm so sick & tired w/tsumi (prod.metlast)

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