My crush likes me but i think i made him mad..i feel horrible :(

help i spent 17 minutes that felt like 40 minutes sending hugs to almost everyone

his with her even I liked him with all my broken peaces

NAH EVERYONE IS TIRED OF ME I DO EVERYTHING FOR THEM STILL TIRED OF ME BEING IN EARTH IS JUST PAINFUL I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN MARS TO DIE I JUST DONT WANT TO SLEEP OR EAT I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IM REALLY DOWN BAD SO MANY PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE A BITCH LIK

My pupils dart but ill find a way to get us out of here

depression

Nihil

Kill Me

2017-12-01 (Remastered  2017-12-14)
Composed/lyrics by CIKI
Guitar by 형우, CIKI
Bass by @vinternoon

1
i wish love you
아무도 모르지
어떻게든 너와 만나서 예쁜

거짓말은 이제 아닐 거야
부디 내게 있어줄래 이대로

2
있잖아, 이게 다 꿈이었음 해
내일 아침에도 일어나

둘이 마시던 차와
나긋한 목소리가 울려, 괜찮다고

Ocean, 우리 마지막으로 본 영화
Pink Paint 들고 있던 Betty
보다 네가 더 죽일 듯 아름다워 그니까

3
이제는 날 지겹다고 말해
아무래도 괜찮다고 말해

언제부터 그랬냐고 물을 때
네 표정엔 쓴웃음만이 가득해

내 슬픔을 견딜 수가 없어요
외로워서 죽을 것만 같아요

어쩌다 다른 사랑을 해도 널
영원히 잊을 수가 없어요

4
날 죽일 것만 같은 네게 병이 돼
주변에선 외면하고 다른 얘길 해

i know, 이제는 없지
어딜 가도 목소리만 들려와, 맞지?

이젠 네가 날 데리러 와줘
아무 말도 없이 날 세게 안아줘

지금은 오직 널 만나고 싶어
태어나길 잘했다고 말할 수 있게

5
i was thinking you are
if i could live without you
너 없이 내가 뭘 해, 아무것도 못해
이제 나도 견딜 수 없어

그때는 네가 기다리는 거야
너와 내가 만날 수 있도록
always stay, always stay
did you die for me?

6
it's killing me i loved you
don't love everything


*ciki comment
태어나서 쓴 곡 중 가장 힘들었고 오래 걸린 것 같습니다

Syndrome

Exclusive from our great friend The Bootleg Boy Thank you so much for hosting us <3
Couldn't have created such a great track without Ondi Vil love you man <3

Soundcloud Links <3

The Bootleg Boy
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy
Ondi Vil
https://soundcloud.com/ondivil
Thomas Reid
https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Bonjr
https://soundcloud.com/therealbonjr

S P O T I F Y

Ondi Vil & Teqkoi - Please Come Back (ft. Bonjr & Thomas Reid)

verse 1) 

나쁜 생각이 안 들어 girl like stone 
어쩔 때는 했던 나쁜 생각도 
다 떠나가 너의 밤에서 나 
많이 순수해진 것 같아 잠옷처럼 
baby you're rip's like star 
보는 것만으로 좋아나, 
네가 머리쓰담쓰담해준다면 
그걸로도 내 심장은 터져버릴 텐데 
오늘은 너랑 침대에서 영활 
보는 것만으로 나는 만족의 만족이야 
하루가 끝날 때쯤 다시 찾아와서 미안 
그럴 생각 없었어 
내게 밤은 아무 의미 없지 
순수한 만남을 최근에 배웠지 
너에겐 잠옷을 사주고만 싶어서 
동전을 모은 통을 뒤졌어

chorus)

너의 옆에 있을 때면
내가 너의 색으로 물들어 가버릴 것 같아
하얀 책상에 검은 머리카락
그 속에서 잠겨

darling, 우리.
꿈속에서 걷자 바다에 가면서
아무것도 시린 아픔이 없게
아무것도 겪는 슬픔이 없게


verse 2) 

한 여름밤의 꿈처럼 
겨울인데 따뜻했어 
feel like you birthday 
영화 속의 주인공이 된 것 같아서 
i love you girl 너 앞에선 
내 모든 걸 open 할 수 있어 
너의 과거는 내 생각을 씻기고 
우리 입속에서 만들어진 universe 
입 맞추고 우주, 확인했고 나는 말하겠지 한 번 더 
입 맞추고 우주, 확인했고 우린 말하겠지 한 번 더
한 번 더 한 번 더, 반복되는 입안 우주 속 
별이 드 글 한 은하수, 달이 수군대는 우주 
too much universe i have 
눈 감은 순간에 

chorus)

너의 옆에 있을 때면
내가 너의 색으로 물들어 가버릴 것 같아
하얀 책상에 검은 머리카락
그 속에서 잠겨

darling, 우리.
꿈속에서 걷자 바다에 가면서
아무것도 시린 아픔이 없게
아무것도 겪는 슬픔이 없게

잠옷 ( w / CIKI ) [ prod. 강유정 ]

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I Hate Spending These Nights Alone. (a Sad Lofi Mix)

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Dominus - Crixus

Tracklist:
0:00 Stian - ghost of you
https://soundcloud.com/stianlofi/ghost-of-you

2:03 importmedia - depression process number 4 (w/Ekaj)
https://soundcloud.com/importmedia-music/

4:15 Jay-Lounge - Breath Of Fresh Air
https://soundcloud.com/jay-lounge/breath-of-fresh-air

7:21 stream_error - u & me @ the end of time
https://soundcloud.com/stream_error/u...

8:59 barnes blvd. - cody banks.
https://soundcloud.com/barnesblvd/cody-banks

10:44 furino - late night thoughts (w/ Ekaj)
https://soundcloud.com/furino/late-night-thoughts-w-ekaj

12:59 dominus - crixus
https://soundcloud.com/dominusofsound

15:10 High Noon Rush - L e n d e m a i n
https://soundcloud.com/highnoonrush/lendemains1

RAINING IN ＰＡＲＩＳ (Lofi HipHop)

It was time I made a track with Snøw. This track is such a beauty hope you guys enjoy and can relate in many ways. keep supporting. Also a big thank's to our boy The Bootleg Boy for releasing our track exclusively on his YouTube page <3

Cover art by 
https://www.instagram.com/allnferreira/

The Bootleg Boy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0fiLCwTmAukotCXYnqfj0A
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy

Snøw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_85X4BhUXc

Snøw & Teqkoi - I'm Not Enough And I'm Sorry

No more showing up when you're not sober
At my front door just to say you're alone tonight
Tryna mess me and my mind up
It's a reminder you're a liar and you know I'm right
And you say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? 
You say you can't live without me
So why aren't you dead yet?
Why you still breathing? 

Vocals by Nikki Elizabeth:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcif2lHsdJmCOztvMEEn-zw
https://www.instagram.com/nikkielizabeth39/?hl=en

Stream / Save on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2GtksLOwApBFKXsm4jsw8o
 
Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

Stream on Spotify

dead

IF YOU WANT MORE SONGS LIKE THIS CHECK OUT MY LATEST UP (dream_land):
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/moonlight-kisses-ep/1481377588

you promised not to break my heart (ft. Dhan) (NOW ON SPOTIFY + APPLE MUSIC)

the Bohemian Rhapsody of lofi music

fudasca: https://www.instagram.com/fudasca/
snow: https://www.instagram.com/_callmesnow_/

adlibs by thomas reid: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic

listen on spotify

are you afraid to be lonely ? (feat. Snøw) (out on spotify)

I Love You Thats The Problem

SadBoyProlific - Alone 😣

Please Don’t Float Too High (Sample ONLY)

Written by Bobby Someone
Produced by Teqkoi
Co-produced & Mastered by C H O I S I E S
Cover art: Amateo Bandido
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