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my thoughts disorganized
i can't really tell baby am i alive
i'm scared that i had died
i hate sober nights
i cant slow my brain or sleep
if i'm not fried
i fucking hate it baby

i'm craving purple clouds
swirling under starry nights
stormy skies brings out a sound
i hold in me to get it out
i hate how im trying so hard
but it just never comes out right

my thoughts are never fine
i can't really hide it all the time
but i do at night
i'm dying here
help find my place i never found it here
hold back the tears
i'll just try to stay
as long as i am wanted here
babe i'll remain


my thoughts disorganized
i can't really tell baby am i alive
i'm scared that i had died
i hate sober nights
i cant slow my brain or sleep
if i'm not fried
i fucking hate it baby

disorganized (cxrter x mackk)

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จดหมายที่ไม่เคยส่ง (The Letter Never Sent)

niedlugo mocne rzeczy bo mi delikatnie odjbalo i robie cos nieprzewidywalnego totalnie, wiec stay tuned.

ktokolwiek to czyta to pamietaj ze mozesz sie do mnie odezwac jesli potrzebujesz sie wygadac

Yokai - DUSZA CZARNA JAK SMOLA

“My father says” is a confession wrapped in melodies — a personal, vulnerable journey through denial, heartbreak, and eventual clarity. It’s the moment when you realize everyone around you was right, but your heart still needed to learn the hard way.

This track blends emotional storytelling with raw vocals and intimate lyrics, painting the portrait of someone who believed in love a little too much. It's for the ones who kept holding on even after the signs said “let go.”

Welcome to the Heartbreak Gallery. This is one of the first paintings.

(This audio is AI generated)



My father says

Composed, Written and Performed by flwrshwrboii
Beats Produced and Mixed by flo3rsho3r!

KNOW YOU (Demo)

this is not just a track, this is a melody with a sad delivery, to which you can cry, and think about your life, contains emo rap, and R&B Sounds

sadsong;(

interstellar vagrant
lost amongst the stars yet i'll remain patient
the void is fucking lonely
100 trillion miles in stasis
really fuckin broke me
do u even miss me
cuz i really missed u
and the way u radiate safety
can u save me

i know
my true form is ugly
but i hope
this mask helps you love me
tidal 
emotions just pull me
my vitals
wont stabilize

baby dont u waste ur time on me
im still tryna manifest my dream
will u lie here and tell me what u need
baby dont u waste ur life on me
i'm not sound of mind and i'm ugly
i drew bloody lines in attempts to be free
i can see the world from the realm where spirits eat
i can feel ur love in my soul its helping me

interstellar vagrant

interstellar vagrant (sorrowbringer)

I'll never be her.

This is my second single from my upcoming album, its a brutal and vulnerable indie pop ballad exploring the pain and grief of an ended four year relationship with a partner who realized they were a lesbian. 

I'm doing ok now.

Find on Spotify

NEVER BE HER


..Lookin’ at your old pictures
….Of you and your sisters
You remember those days
More than the days, of our life

…You were a star bright flame
…Now you don’t remember my name
I hope you find peace
Wherever you are….tonight

The look in your eyes says it hurts you to try
…I turn away so you don’t see me cry
Cause watching you fade…cuts like a knife
I lose you more, everyday 
To The long goodbye

..Everything, has a season
But this has no rhyme nor reason
It only hurts more..when I ask myself
…… why

So I hold on… to these hours
..When you can climb out of the shadows
I hope you find peace
Wherever you are….tonight

The look in your eyes says it hurts you to try
…I turn away so you don’t see me cry
Cause watching you fade…cuts like a knife
I lose you more, everyday 
To The long goodbye

But God knows the truth of you
And one day he’ll make you new
..You’ll remember me..until then
 I’ll remember you

The look in your eyes says it hurts you to try
…I turn away so you don’t see me cry
Cause watching you fade…cuts like a knife
I lose you more, everyday 
To The long goodbye
 
The look in your eyes says it hurts you to try
…I turn away so you don’t see me cry
Cause watching you fade…cuts like a knife
I lose you more, everyday 
To The long goodbye

Remember you

Remember you
C 04-24


The long goodbye  (s)

It started with a letter… then silence.

“Out of the Blue” is a glimpse into a moment I couldn’t escape — a story too heavy to say out loud, but too real not to sing.

This is more than just a song. It’s the flicker of a match in the dark.

🎧 Listen closely. There’s something waiting behind every note.

#OutOfTheBlue #DarkPop #Emotional #Cinematic

Out of the Blue

A haunting acoustic ballad written by John Lockhart and performed as Eden Lockhart. “I Wish You Loved Me Like You Love You” dives deep into the pain of loving someone who only sees themselves. With stripped-back guitar, raw vocals, and cinematic intimacy, this track speaks for the brokenhearted. For fans of Dean Lewis, Lewis Capaldi, and Ed Sheeran.

If you like this song please share & go to all the streaming platforms and help me get it out there, please!

Support the artist: paypal.me/johnlockhartmusic

#1285472919

I WISH YOU LOVED ME LIKE YOU LOVE YOU

Support John Lockhart 

Through The Tears

once again alone inside my room but i will be alright
once again i'm sick of everything that i had ever liked
i'm just tryna pass the time alone so i can be with u
every 20 minutes check my phone im tryna hear from you
lately i been manic then depressed tryna grind n die
trapped in thoughts satanic then i'm blessed up inside my mind
show me that u love me in the dark im tryna feel this right

since i don't think i do it right
show me how to love tonight
help me with emotions
since i don't think i feel em right
i drown it out in potion
since i don't really wanna cry
show me what im worth tonight
once again i'm crying in my room
but i just try to lie
once again i'm bleeding out my wrists
on this silent night
i'm just tryna pass my fucking spirit to the other side
i'm just tryna pass my tortured soul through to better lives

you can find me on the floor since i never seem to change
i'm always craving more in my soul and in my veins
it helps me feel at peace and it truly keeps me sane
can you tell that i'm a mess i got one foot in the grave
and i got curses on my name
and my blood just has a taste
that attracts them in this state
i hear sirens on their way
and i just know that i'm not safe
i'm sorry that i've done this love
just look me in the face
as i slowly fade away

once again alone inside my room but i will be alright
once again i'm sick of everything that i had ever liked
i'm just tryna pass the time alone so i can be with u
every 20 minutes check my phone im tryna hear from you
lately i been manic then depressed tryna grind n die
trapped in thoughts satanic then i'm blessed up inside my mind
show me that u love me in the dark im tryna feel this right

once again (cxrter x braga)

A song with the words of a borderliner who is asking himself why "too much love will kill him slowly"



TWO MUCH LOVE WILL SLOWLY KILL YOU 

[verse]
I’m thinking about you and the two of us
We shared glorious moments and a lot of memories are still awake 
Was it me who killed the glance and dreams or were we bonded just by a wonderful illusion, or was it just a fake? 

[verse2]
I’m questioning myself who is the one to blame
One thing I do finally know by now 
Our love will never be the same 
Will it get better as soon as we both try to understand 
Or is this love forever dying while pulling us down in quicksands

[chorus]
Thinking about you and me 
raises all my expectations and the way I like to see
A true love is all that I want, oh yes, 
I want it all with you
Help me please to understand why 
Too much love will slowly kill, 
uhhh, 
uhhh

[bridge]
I’m walking all the way down this border-line
All by myself by now 
I’m still hoping you’ll try to understand the way I feel. 
Tell me please, is there a chance that our love will grow?
And is it true that too much love will slowly kill?

[chorus]
Thinking about you and me 
raises all my expectations and the way I like to see
A true love is all that I want, oh yes, 
I want it all with you
Help me please to understand why 
Too much love will slowly kill, 
uhhh, 
uhhh

Songwriter: BONDLEZZ (Torsten Ulrich Galts)

TOO MUCH LOVE WILL SLOWLY KILL YOU

I produced and recorded this track for a singer/songwriter

6am Goodbye's

eu deixei todos os vícios de lado (prod. ?)

faço musgas

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iconic
Shout out to my boii flow3rshow3r!
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Songwriter
Music for the ones who feel too much.
(All the songs are AI generated)

My name is John Michael Tracy I write songs, jmtsongs.com , love photography, hunting, fishing and all of the outdoors. I was born on Jan. 11, 1957 in Elmira, NY.  I’m the oldest of six children, and my family lived, for most of my youth, in Athens, PA., which is right across the border from Upstate New York.   
	My parents had me take piano lessons when I was a kid, and when I was a teenager, I taught myself to play guitar.  Some friends and I had a country band, and we played local spots for a while.
	In my early twenties, I bought a 4-track recorder and enjoyed playing and recording songs that I liked from the Eagles, Jim Croce, Lobo, David Gates and Bread, Dan Fogelberg, etc.  I sent the recordings to my Grandfather, who had a band when he was young and performed all over upstate Pennsylvania and New York.  One day he asked me why I didn’t write my own songs.  The thought had never occurred to me, but once I’d considered it, it sounded like a great idea, and I told him that I bet I could do it.  
	After the first hundred songs or so, I called a few record companies to let them know that there was a new talent ready to take over the songwriting world, and they suggested I join NSAI first to help me hone my craft.  So I did.  In the mean time, I was sending quite a few of my songs to Washington to be copyrighted.
	A Publisher/Writer named Donn Hecht (most famous for co-writing Patsy Cline’s “Walkin’ After Midnight”) had someone working for him in Washington that noticed the number of songs I was copywriting.  Donn contacted me and asked me to send him some material. I did. He became my publisher, mentor and friend until his death in October 2002. He taught me more about songwriting and the business than anyone I’ve ever met.
	In the Spring of 2000, I wrote a song called “The South’ll Rise Again” and sent it to the nationally syndicated “The John Boy and Billy Big Show” as a gift, never imagining they’d ever do anything with it.  They were impressed enough to play it on the air, and it has been on their “Best Of” shows ever since.
	After the terrorist attacks of 9/11, I wrote a song called “Give’m Hell U.S.A.”  and  sent it to President George Bush and some of his staff.  Both President Bush and his Chief of Staff, Andrew Card, responded with really nice thank you notes. 
	I’m also a member of the local and National GTO clubs, own a 1970 Judge, and have written several “hot rod” songs that get regular play at many car shows and cruise-ins.
           My wife Kathy and I lived and worked in Nashville for a year and met many wonderful artists and songwriters who inspired and encouraged me.
	As the successful songwriter, friend and mentor, Jerry Vandiver says, “We write, because we have to”. The music needs to come out so we do what we love, and let it flow.

witchcraft, how your words control me

New music out whenever I feel like it

Guitarist, songwriter, producer, audio engineer. Homestudio owner. I mainly love pop and rock music. Always on the lookout for collaborations with other musicians.

The official SoundCloud page for Kadeli. My debut EP "WANTED MORE" is now live. Follow and share for more?

www.bondlezz.com

"Welcome to my musical journey, where my personal experiences and emotions come together through the art of songwriting.
Each piece I create reflects the emotions of my life,
turning my deepest feelings into impactful lyrics that should inspire and help to heal if needed.
While studying Songwriting and Sound Engineering I am still using AI music production tools to explore soundscapes that enrich my narratives, merging deep emotions
with cutting-edge technology.
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From the bottom of my heart I thank you for listening to my tunes."
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Let´s keep posted ... 


„I think songwriting is the ultimate form of being able to make anything that happens in your life productive.“ – Taylor Swift.

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