Shut Your Mouth

I've been a prisoner, for nearly ten thousand days
Trapped inside a mind and blinded by a clouded daze
I was so desperate to escape I climbed the mountain's north face
And when I got to the top I found that there was a thousand more in the way
I wanted to scream, I wanted to jump, I wanted to die
I wanted to bleed, I wanted to run, I wanted to hide
I wanted to be free, I wanted the peace of mind
Wanted to understand, why the fuck did I even try

Life's not a bitch, but desperation is
Sinks her teeth into a bleeding heart cause that's her favorite
Licking your lips it'll never be sweeter than when you first savor it
But the second you finally swallow your pride the after taste is flavorless
Sick of the dictatorship over the way that I live
I created my own cage and made myself the chamberlain
Trying to ignore the blood curdling screams, locking my chamber in
But the walls of this oragami dream are paper thin
So how long will it last?
Before a wolf with iron lungs happens to come along for a snack
My entire world is shattered to tiny peices of glass
And I realize that I'm the reason it finally collapsed

Life is rough enough that by the time you finally become lovers
The condom is made of sand paper instead of rubber
Screaming in sheer pain, eyes tearing I have to wonder 
Why she made the taste of dirt and blood become my bread and butter
Just another day in paradise
Where this feeling I can't has become a parasite
Self-limiting beliefs have me paralyzed
So I cop a quarter to compensate for my pair-a-dimes (paradigms)
Life can leave a lot uncertain
And the struggles can be troublesome and worsen
But before you go before they drop the curtain
Remember that failure is an event, not a person

Failure

Divide by Zero

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