𝙂/𝘿/𝙔/𝘽/𝘼 prod. rossgossage

Guitar/Vocals: DIV/DED


Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on
If you really knew me, you'd know I'm trynna save me-
Get out of my head and get out on my own.
I'm destined to be lonely-
Please don't fucking show me
Used to slipping through the cracks and coming up on my own 

And if we lost it all-
No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare that shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all
If you picked up- 
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all.


Everytime you speak I swear we lost it
Everytime you've crossed my mind I've dodged it
Set fire to my eyes, I made a locket-
To remind myself this was all gonna cost me
Broken, I'm selfish, and I don't know how to love
I'm silent, misspoken my words can't say enough
Why the fuck am I like this?
Why the fuck am I like this... 

No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare this shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all-
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all. 

Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on


𝙊𝙣 𝙈𝙮 𝙊𝙬𝙣 /Raw Acoustic/

𝐅𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 /Raw Acoustic/

𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄 // Prod. Malloy

/𝘎𝘖𝘕𝘌/ (prod. Heath Stone)

Stranger (live performance demo) [prod. subro]

I will never be officially dropping this song so feel free to freestyle in the open part. 😎

K/Y/P (prod. theo)

/make you mine/
/thats what you said
what you said, what you said, yeah/

what were your intentions?
i think you forgot to mention that
am I overthinking?
im stressed so much that my conscience turned black
/uh/
why was this the answer?
for you to run and never look back
were these your worst intentions?
and were my efforts not enough to keep your attention?

always wanted what you wanted
what i always bought that shit was never flaunted-
never flaunted 
/oh/
everything I need pushed to the side-
now the thoughts in my head leave me haunted
was trapped_ felt attacked_ got attached
my heart slowed, now it's beating fast
my head always clouded,
ill drag myself down to the grave like you wanted, uh

you said you would make me yours
but you broke me down, left me unsure
i miss who we were thats for sure
i would call but_ 
fuck it

Ｔ／Ｗ／Ｙ／Ｓ

ＳＵＢＬ／ＭＩＮＡＬ

ＳＯＵＬＳ

get me out of my head
i cant take it, I cant take it
all I do is wait it out
i cant fake it, I cant fake it anymore
you all walked out the door
now Im sitting here frustrated
wondering why you don't come around no more

if communication holds the key_
ive lost i like i always do-
in their mind they up and tossed it
im walking the wrong path searching,
hoping I might cross it
/i might/

all I do is strike my feelings up-
and watch myself burn to the ground
cant put it out, cant put it out
theres no one 'round to help,
my eyes can't drown out the sounds-
my flesh it burns like hell
cant distract myself, cant distract myself

what do i do except wait patiently?
pace around the room accepting what I_ll never be
motivation has no concept,
just moving through with caution
/moving through with caution because/

its easy to tell when you dont care
its easy to tell when you're not there
i know too much.
/i know too much/
i know too much.

Ｉ ＫＮ_Ｗ




you took my heart away from me
why'd you have to leave

ɴ_ᴛʜɪɴɢ １１／１

I think it's 8 months flew by now, the clock don't look right
I've lost all my sight still can't sleep through the night
I wake up, you're gone- I know that I was wrong this time

Force myself to go outside, but I struggle to fight
When I leave the house I'm reminded of what I left
We'd fight then make up- we decide to go walking
I miss you beside me, when we were talking

Rolling up in my car and your head on my shoulder,
Problems never mattered when you'd pull my arm closer
Now the heart on my sleeve it just stays getting colder

I think it's 8 months flew by now, the clock don't look right
I've lost all my sight still can't sleep through the night
I wake up, you're gone- I know that I was wrong this time

I miss this
and I miss you
I miss this
but I miss you too

８?

prod. Heath Stone

Lyrics:

👻:
Tell me is that really how you feel?
(Know imma keep it real)
Tell me is that really how you feel?
(You got me fucked up)

Fuck- I just poured lean in my cup
Fuck- Now it's time to go and double up
They sayin- That I don't know how to trust
Lust- I'm sayin what about us?

I know that sometimes I tend to forget
I know that you on my mind just a bit
Keep it real, cause I won't ever fucking quit
No, I know that you won't ever give a shit

DIV/DED:
But I hurt you and no, you won't let me forget
Was it worth it or tell me are you over it?
Can you forgive the shit that I've fucked up with?
Or are you gonna leave- leave me to deal with it?
(Awh, damn)
Thought we were onto something
And then you left me nothing 
I've been lost here in the dark while I fall apart
Making lists all of my dreams- fend off your broken heart, yeah. 
Uh, I guess it wasn't all for nothing?
I learned not to wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah, Uh, Now I wish that you'd believe me.
So tell me is this really how you feel?



FEEL:m̶i̶x̶1̶ ft. 👻 [2021]

lyrics:

I'm the worst-
That's what they've heard
Believe their morals that fit pictures of my worth
I said, "That's unheard. Karma knows all of it I've got no problem, so why not just be all of it?"
30 bucks in my gas tank-
speeding off, take it all the way
all my fears-
throw them all away
I'm losing focus I won't stop to see another day

stop red lights there's too much traffic
broke my heart and time can't pass it

ᴋᴀʀᴍᴀ

lyrics:

I swear that all my life I've been feeling like shit
Never knew that I'd be 30 still feeling like it
Too much pressure in my head and I think I might quit
When I turned 19 I should've made the shot quick
Instead of pulling on my chain, I should've pulled on the trigger
If I wasn't in my head it would've made it all quicker
Which is like they say- never say never
If it wasn't for the weather wouldn't have made it all better

Go back to the start
Wherever you are
It's not that hard
To reach for the stars

If you wanna get to know me, get to know me and forget the old me
Yeah
Everything before me, 'cause you'll only get off the old team, yeah  

/im tired 'cause i know im your favorite,
you feel it cause with me you're weightless
you see it even when I'm complaining that/

I swear that all my life I've been feeling like shit
Never knew that I'll be 30 still feeling like it
Too much pressure in my head and I think I might quit
When I turned 19 I should've made the shot quick
Instead of pulling on my chain, I should've pulled on the trigger
If I wasn't in my head it would've made it all quicker
Which is like they say- never say never
If it wasn't for the weather wouldn't have made it all better

Go back to the start
Wherever you are
It's not that hard

ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ

lyrics//

I'm burdening to you
a burning like before
I run straight to you
when I'm needing more

I come back to myself,
I feel nothing at all
I come back to myself,
I feel nothing at all

ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ

Produced by: DIV/DED
Recorded by: PROD. JOMAR & DIV/DED
Mix/Master: PROD. JOMAR

lyrics:

chorus:
Tell me what to do-
because I've been laid up thinking bout you and I didn't wanna choose-
but it felt so wrong letting me get to you.

/just wait/
I'll hesitate-

I push and pull the wrong way
try to fight but you won't stay
I've lost myself and I'm so afraid
can't find my way I lost my compass, aye.

stuck on a path but there's one way out-
the buzz in my chest it won't fade now.
blacking out on my way down.
I can't fake it 'cause it's too loud

ʜᴇꜱɪᴛᴀᴛᴇ

lyrics:

One moment you exist, then the next-
you're hidden
20 years pass, but it's gone in a minute.
Sever my ties, lose control, living instant.
Viciously change my life, growing distant-
I'm distant.
But Imma go the distance this time
Stuck inside, losing solace, I'm not fine
I don't wanna test my luck, but I'm trying-
I've tried
Ideation is in my head saying that I wanna die

Oh, I swear that Imma go the distance this time
Stuck inside, losing solace, I'm not fine
I don't wanna test my luck, but I've tried-
I've tried

I just wanna die

ᴅɪꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ

(prod. DIV/DED x sketchmyname)
Lyrics:
I don't fight right now.
I don't wanna lie to you.
I don't wanna work this out -
'cause I don't wanna face the truth.
I don't wanna talk right now.

Take my hand don't let it go.
You said we'd make it through high and low -
I guess promises are meant to be broke.
You're breaking down you know that I know.
Falling back to hell I go-
Suffocate in all the smoke.
Cut my circulation, fall in anticipation -
Struggling to rise to the situation.

The Truth [prod. sketchmyname]

𝘿𝙄𝙑/𝘿𝙀𝘿 𝙭 𝙂𝙊𝙏𝙃 𝙃𝙄𝙋𝙋𝙄𝙀 - 𝙋𝙇𝙀/𝘼𝙎𝙀 𝘿𝙊𝙉'𝙏 [𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙙. 𝙉𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙖]

SEVERED

LET THIS GO

𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐇/𝐒 𝐆𝐎 [prod. thatboineco]

SORRY BOUT IT

𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 /𝐓 [prod. BSVS]

𝐖/𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 [prod. Don't Cry]

[𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘥. 𝘑𝘰𝘥𝘺]

I didn't want the world to change me.
I know if I didn't lie, you would make me.
If I keep fucking up, this life will take me.
Is this all- Is that all I am? 

Swear I don't want these burdens- to end me.
because if I died- I know you'd erase me.
You ripped out the thread now I'm fading.
If I up and left, I know you'd replace me.

I feel exhausted by myself- Fuck.
past mistakes got me drowning in a well
I can't climb out I'm stuck in place,
you want me to compete, but I won't win this race.

I'm stuck no I can't change,
so stagnant, looking for a way that I can escape this pain.
but I can't so I'll make these mistakes over again
can't take it back, so I'll just drown in the end.

Taking all the blows that I can here,
You push me down, knocked me out while I'm in tears.
Shattered like glass on the pavement, too fragile for here.
Why'd you throw me that way then say that you care.

Is this really who I am?
Everyone knows me better so I can't pretend
If we keep stacking lies then they're caving in,
If you have too many demons you can't bury them

But no I won't let this fucking  world change me. 
No I won't fucking lie, you can't make me.
If I keep fucking up, this life will take me.
But that's not all, that's not all I am 

Swear I don't want these burdens to end me.
because if I died - I know you'd all erase me.
I sewn up my own  thread now I'm not fading.
I made  my own worth so I know that you can't replace me.
 
I just have to tell myself- I'm irreplacable
Indestructible- and you can't scathe me

𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍/𝐒/ [prod. Jody]

𝘌𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘈𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵

DIV/DED

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