rocks

prod. bingoonler
with vocals from @guccisamo @oatmilkandcodeine

FOODHALL REGENERATION#一本ね 2021

iv september 2021 samples

@diyzone

you can leave it to the best man
i dont wanna relax man 
you take it to the next man 
i dont know what you did
i just wanted to impress them 
the teachers and the school man 
i got suspended in 11th grade
i swear i wont come back again 
you told me to be better 
i dont think im gonna sweat it 
its all impossible 
you want more i want basketballs 
i had to take it off the wall 
make you forget all the more 
i dont want tea i want fentanyl 
i wanted to be left alone
baby you want to take time 
i dont wanna take time 
baby i dont take time 
i dont wanna take time 
i want you in my arms 
baby i want you to be mine
i dont wanna take time

Delegations - Prod. diy

jackzebra + miriamdola - don't worry be happy 🇨🇳 (diy)

prod. @innsmouth100k

I wanna make you feel special
I wanna make you feel special
I wanna make you feel special
I wanna take u on a date or sumn
Let’s have brunch or sumn
I wanna make you feel beautiful
Ur beautiful baby
And I’ll never forget her
Ill always remember her
You can have whatever you want baby
Ur so fine
Don’t worry about nun ur spoken for
Ur a heart sore
My heart
My heart aches
Everyday
Every way, In every way
I’ll never forget her
Swear that till my heart breaks
Flush it down with 2
Take a bl-
I want u u u
I I I will never forget her
Until I remember
My heart always breaks
Take care of me baby
Will you
Will you
Will you
Take care of me baby
At the end of the day
Do you got what it takes
You’re beautiful
Sew my heart back in 2
I want u bae
I have nothing 2 lose
Put my heart on the line
I’ll do it baby
Cus ur cute
Just cus ur u
U u u u
I wanna make you feel special
I wanna make you feel special
I wanna make you feel special
I I I I wanna
I wanna make you feel special
Ur beautiful
And I’ll never forget her
I’ll always remember

𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓒υŜ ᵘʳ ｕⓊυ  #ɔıɥɔǝuıɯɐʇǝʞ prod. @innsmouth100k

feat. @gweiloghost
{All American Rejects ~ Gives You Hell fLip}

Lyrics

Oatmilk:
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
Oh ur precious baby
Just forget him baby
Oh
Sweet angel
I fantasize
Romanticize
I wish
For ur delicate kiss
Delicate kiss
Beautiful
My beautiful miss
Hell will fall by the wayside
For uuu I swear
I swear I'll be there
Hope ur feelin well
My baby I swear
Swear
Swear my baby I'm here
I care
Sweet angel
Don't cry my baby I'm here

Gweilo:
I just ran through a strip
Uuu could never tell
I blow a kiss
I wish uuu well
Zombie walking
My pockets inside out
I'm in hell
Act like a fool
Doing bumps of the key
From my hotel
I wish uuu
I wish uuu well
I wish uuu
Hope it gives uuu hell

Oatmilk:
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
Oh ur precious baby
Just forget him baby
Oh
Sweet angel
I fantasize
Romanticize
I wish
For ur delicate kiss
Delicate kiss
Beautiful
My beautiful miss
Hell will fall by the wayside
For uuu I swear
I swear I'll be there
Oh
The strangest thing
You couldnt tell
It all turned to hell
And Im left so unwell
Oh well
Well I hope ur fine
I've stopped crying
Oh maybe I'm a bit melodramatic
But my emotions
They just make me panic
Oh but when loves in motion
Oh but when we're just floatin
Oh when we're just kissin baby
It's so amazing

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20mgoxy P. ₒₐₜₘᵢₗₖ&Cₒdₑᵢₙₑ

𝗢𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗶𝗲𝘄
Recursive Suicide is a deeply introspective track by D4rK Rekords that blends slow rap and dark synthwave into a cyberpunk-inspired confessional. Serving as both a metaphor and a literal reflection of the artist’s life as a programmer, the song explores the emotional decay hidden beneath constant work and creative output. Its unfiltered lyrical perspective positions it as one of the most personal and haunting works in the D4rK Rekords catalog, illustrating the blurred boundary between survival through code and emotional self-erasure.

𝗠𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹 𝗦𝘁𝘆𝗹𝗲
Recursive Suicide adopts a slow-burning cyberpunk aesthetic, built on minimalist synthwave pads, glitch-infused textures, and a steady, melancholic rhythm. The production is sparse yet immersive, using futuristic tones that reflect both cold digital architecture and inner emotional collapse. The vocal delivery alternates between slow rap verses and spoken-word phrasing, delivered in a somber, almost numb tone. This restrained performance allows the lyrics to take center stage while reinforcing the song’s emotional detachment and vulnerability. Background distortion, subtle static layers, and low-end drones simulate the sensation of system failure, enhancing the song’s metaphorical alignment with broken code and mental burnout.

𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻
• Digital Self-Erosion: The track presents coding as both refuge and self-harm, illustrating a process where emotional trauma is masked by technical labor.
• Survival Through Creation: The act of writing code is described not as productivity, but as a mechanism to remain mentally alive—offering structure amidst internal chaos.
• Emotional Burnout: Recurring imagery of bugs, logs, and broken builds symbolizes unresolved pain, exhaustion, and the cost of relentless overwork.
• Invisibility of Struggle: Despite outward signs of success (green checks, shipped builds), the internal decay remains unseen, emphasizing isolation in a high-functioning persona.
• Loss of Identity: The artist metaphorically becomes a piece of code—fragmented, versioned, and ultimately forgotten—highlighting a disconnection between self-worth and recognition.

𝗥𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻
Recursive Suicide is targeted toward listeners who exist at the intersection of technology and emotional depth—especially coders, digital creators, and introspective individuals who struggle with burnout, isolation, and the pressure of invisible labor. Fans of dark synthwave, cyberpunk aesthetics, and emotionally raw lyrical rap will resonate most with the track. It speaks to those who feel buried under expectations, yet continue creating as a form of silent resistance. This song is not merely for entertainment; it's a mirror for anyone who’s ever used productivity to mask their pain.

𝗟𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗰𝘆
As part of the growing D4rK Rekords mythos, Recursive Suicide stands as a thematic cornerstone—bridging the artist’s dual identity as both a musician and a programmer. It expands on earlier explorations of digital struggle, but with unprecedented lyrical clarity and autobiographical weight. The song marks a turning point where the boundaries between life, work, and art collapse into one raw statement. Its legacy lies in its honesty, establishing a narrative foundation for future works that continue to examine the cost of ambition, the illusion of progress, and the silence behind the screen.

REVOKE

Recursive Suicide

a cover 
prod me n @snowdrive

when can we get together again
never mind 
I lost u 

how can I tell if I love u anymore
never mind
I kno i do

call u closer to my arms
you'll feel better when ur warm

do u like it when u leave ur house
do u like it when ur in a town
that u love 
like 1 live in

its my body's plan

I feel another
timer 
will my love
slow down