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lyrics:
sat with the holy ghost
bear witness to my every fault
i don’t wanna be my flaws, anymore

set me free
put me where i oughta be
i know i should be in hell
but really can you blame me?

clear my head fill it up with a couple rounds
POP POP POP POP
middle finger up to the sky on my way down
you just wanna call me a devil
but you don’t wanna know why
overthinking everything, can’t tell if i’m right
heavy is the head that wears the crown
i don’t wanna be that way
i just wanna be alone
nothing left to say at all
feeling good, occasionally
waiting for my day to come
when i don’t have to wake up and breathe

sat with the holy ghost
bear witness to my every fault
i don’t wanna be my flaws, anymore

set me free

holy ghost

need a friend (prod. IzRosh)

ican’tWOK! w/popularreject (prod. gprs!)

Wait Pt 2

Forza (prod. @romanscan_ & @itsshxde)

lyrics - written and recorded by backyard beetle & senzu
produced by - heydium
here is a link to the producers' youtube channel -
heydium - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMxXT0fAXZnJeBckmkLcN_Q

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backyard beetle - something simple w/ senzu (prod. heydium + iof)

pain!

Your life is so perfect like what do you mean?
The pressure is crushing I’m down on my knees
I weep and I cry and they don’t seem to care 
You lie when you promised you’ll awlays be there
Now I’m broken and hurting I have nothing left
Just the thought of you burning inside of my chest 
And I miss you so bad I cant keep going on
My life keeps on changing can’t stop holding on 
But I’m growing and showing some love to myself
Cuz without me then thered be no hope for my health
I give my heart away and I don’t get shit for it back
Maybe quality and worth are some things that I lack

The autumn leaves fall
So gracefully 
In the cold wet breeze
It seems that feelings freeze  
And before you leave oh I’m beggin please 
Could you think it over 
But you turn your shoulder

Oh I hate myself, Oh I hate my ways
I just wanna dissapear don’t wanna leave a single trace
But I’m walk-in on 
Just repeating days 
How I’m praying that i could see your face 

I lye against 
This white Pickett fence 
But I cannot find the smallest peace of mind 
Yeah your words they haunts me still 
And I down another pill 
Just to calm my thoughts 
I guess it cant work how we plot
Cos your love is all I want

need a friend (prod. IzRosh)

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