I wanna be okay but I know that I can’t
Sitting lost in my bedroom fuckin popping these xans
Can’t get my shit together like a real man
uh
Take a pill from my hand

I’m feelin so lost in my mind
I’m popping pills I think I’m running out of time
Yuh yuh yuh

I’m probably gonna overdose and die
If my ex found out I died she just wouldnt even cry
Yuh yuh

I don’t care though cause that shits done
Should I pop another perc or pop a bullet from a gun
Sounds fun
Demons in my head bouta make me run
Yuh yuh
I’m done

I won’t hide it I’ve become a motherfucking addict
I started taking pills to cope with all the shit that I did
I’m bout to overdose and end up in the ER again
Maybe this time I’ll croak and I can finally pay for my sins

But thats not all god I got more to say
Before you take me to the light just let me pray
I’m really looking forward to the fucking day
That I can quit these pills but they’re driving me insane

I wanna be okay but I know that I can’t
Sitting lost in my bedroom fuckin popping these xans
Can’t get my shit together like a real man
uh
Take a pill from my hand

I’m feelin so lost in my mind
I’m popping pills I think I’m running out of time
Yuh yuh yuh

I’m probably gonna overdose and die
If my ex found out I died she just wouldnt even cry
Yuh yuh

I don’t care though cause that shits done
Should I pop another perc or pop a bullet from a gun
Sounds fun
Demons in my head bouta make me run
Yuh yuh
I’m done

Give me another pill take it out the bottle
Ima be at the top my enemies at the bottom
They be lookin at me like I’m fucking colossal
Pop another perc and hit the fucking throttle

And even if these pills end up taking me to the light
Just remember that I told my momma that I’ll be fine 
She don’t need to know about all of the times that I lied
And if she’s listening momma visit my grave in time

Take A Pill (Prod. Futile)

Price Of Addiction

Produced by Yunny Goldz
Mixed/Mastered by Deus at The Vault Recording Studio

I'll Be Fine

LOWLIFE

Hellbound

The official audio for CHVSE's release "Why Am I Depressed"

Why Am I Depressed

SIX FEET

Produced by jvstinmadeit
Mixed/Mastered by Deus at The Vault Recording Studio

fall into pieces

ALL ON MY OWN

This is the second of the dual album release (Day and Night Sides) inspired by my tattoos and telling the story of avatars of life and the forces of the universe.

fall into pieces

DIZZYISDEAD