20tet lullaby

@chekimeshi 
         

how do you expect me to receive a 'vision' if i can't even see?

well you're allowed to see if you want - i never said that was a part of it

ok well i can't exactly /see/ like.. this

so?

so? wat the hell do you expect me to do?

it's not the same avenue of transmission,,,:m

it's a vague spatial flavour -- like a set of instructions. it's a written description transcribed with spiritual fuzz

you have to piece it together with sticks in the mud with your hands & stuff if you want to /see/ it

ok well i have absolutely no idea what you're on about but /i/ feel like a fecking idiot laying here like this

yeah, you look like one too!

...

what am i even getting out of any of this? why do you want me here?

i think /you/ want to be here as much as /i/ want you to be :4

just wait a bit longer --

feel the objects around you begin to tilt about an anthropomorphic axis

keep setting there .. let your spirit slip out your ribcage & absorb into the floor under you

SPLASH SPLASH SPLASH

KNOCKING ON THE DOOR

DOORKNOB TURNS

DOOR OPENS & THEY BOTH WALK OUT WHILE HOLDING HANDZ WITH DRINKZ IN HAND

THERE"S CANDLES & STUFF ON THE TABLE

THERE"S CHATTER & STUFF BUT NONE OF THE OTHER PEOPLE ARE AS REAL AS THEY ARE

JUST PERVERSE & PRIMITIVE PSYCHOSPIRITUAL APPROXIMATIONS COBBLED UP BY TRIKSTER SPIRITS HELPING TURN THE SPOOL ON THE PROJECTOR

NEITHER OF THEM ARE SATISFIED OR RATHER THE VISCERAL DISSATISFACTION IS OVERCLOCKING THEIR NOGGINS

ANTI-HATE IS THEIR MIRROR

SO DEPRAVED THAT THEY CAN"T HELP BUT SLIP SPONTANEOUSLY INTO A PERVERSE STATE OF SUPER_SATIATION

WAIT LIKE, NO, EVERYTHING IS ACTUALLY SO PERFECT

THEY ACCIDENTALLY FORMED THE IDEAL LIFE OUT OF FUZZ FROM THE E_DUMPSTER

THEY FEEL SUCH A SMOTHERING HATRED OF ONE ANOTHER & THEMSELVES THAT THE LINE BETWEEN VIOLENT DISGUST & PSYCHE_MELTING IDOLATRY _ SMEARS & DRIPS ONTO THE FLOOR

THEY ARE NEARLY BREAKING INTO HYSTERICS... THE THIRST TO CRAWL INTO ONE ANOTHER HAS THEM NEARLY CLAWING AT THEIR THROATS & GURGLING UP HYPE_BILE

BUT AT THE SAME TIME, NEITHER CAN'T HARDLY BEAR ANOTHER MOMENT STANDING BESIDE THE OTHER

WELL THEY THINK THEY ARE DISGUSTING

BUT THIS IS A WORLD THAT WAS CREATED FOR THEM & THEM ALONE

THERE"S SNOW ON THE ROAD & SH!T

THERE"S NOBODY THERE BUT THE TREES AREN"T REALLY SURE WHAT ROOTS ARE SO THEY ARE SORT OF FLICKERING & GIGGLING & STUFF

EVEN THE TABLE LEGS ARE SENTIENT (well)

THEY ARE SHAKING & MAKING EYE CONTACT & DRAGGING THEIR FEET AROUND IN THE RECYCLE BIN PAPER & CARDBOARD & STUFF

THEY ARE LAUGHING & SEIZING & SQUEEZING EACH OTHER"S HANDS SO TIGHT IT HURTS REALLY BAD - THEY ARE CRACKING THE F**K UP WITH FRANTIC FLAIR

IT ALREADY GOT TO THIS POINT SO QUICKLY

ALL THE REST HAS TO BE STAGED NOW

JUST PICTURE THEM DRUNK & TREMBLING

GOING ON A NICE NIGHT OUTING PRESCRIBED & ORCHESTRATED BY THEIR PSYCHIC SURROUNDINGS

THE LIGHTS ARE SHINING RIGHT ON THEM _ THE PROVERBIAL WHOLE FECKING WORLD HAS ITS EYES ON "EM

IF SOMETHING DOESN"T HAPPEN SOON, THEY ARE GOING TO EAT ONE ANOTHER

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o-oh

ok... yeah i-

i think i get it now.

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positivity!!!!!

ty to my friends ella and gigi

♘ Keep ♞ a ♘ place ♞ for ♘ me ♞

Ly ric s

It's all back then
I know a lot about it
I know all about it

Can I make it up to?
Maybe my looks will... influence it
Or maybe my skills?

I was out in the cold
There was a something
My telephone callsed

There's trying to make it up to them
I swear I'm trying
Trying again. --November 6th 202? videosession

I just want to
I just swear I want to
Let me in

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