Title: "Tearscape"

Verse 1 (Melancholic, imagery-heavy):
She sits by the pane, a silhouette of gray,
Raindrops trace her sorrow in slow-motion ballet.
The storm whispers secrets she’s too numb to keep,
A world drowned in rhythm where even shadows weep.

Verse 2 (Introspective, expanding metaphor):
Her breath paints the glass, a fragile, fleeting art,
Each droplet a mirror of her splintered heart.
The sky weeps in cycles, a loop without end,
But one tear defies gravity—her silent, lone friend.

Verse 3 (Focus narrows, surreal shift):
Now a single bead slides, a cosmos confined,
A prism of lifetimes in slow rewind.
Its path bends the light, splits the frame of her view—
This droplet, her requiem, holds galaxies new.

Bridge 1 (Cut-up style begins, fragmented rhythm):
(Whispers overlapping:)
Hydrogen bonds hum… (crackle)
Oxygen’s hymn… (static)
Quanta collide— (echo)
—a lash trembles— (shift)
Schrödinger’s tear… (pause)
Unobserved, it’s both here and not here…

Verse 4 (Quantum realm, surreal imagery):
Inside the lash’s curve, Planck lengths unfold,
Strings vibrate in shadows where dimensions hold.
Branes kiss and collapse, birthing time’s first sigh,
Her grief fuels the Big Bang in a 10D sky.

Chorus (Expanding cosmic scale):
Oh, the universe weeps in her crystalline sea,
A singularity born where the void used to be.
From Higgs fields to stardust, all spin and unspin—
Her tear’s Event Horizon lets the new world begin.

Verse 5 (Dimensional collapse, Liu Cixin reference):
Two-dimensional shadows devour the sun,
Planets flatten to whispers, the fractal’s begun.
Her window’s now a brane where all timelines bleed,
As 3D stars dissolve into flatland’s greed.

Bridge 2 (Cut-up intensifies, chaotic layout):
(Text spirals, words fracture:)
STR—INGS— (glitch)
—BR—ANES— (stutter)
G—L—U—O—N S—O—B— (scatter)
—DIMENSIONS FOLD LIKE HER ORIGAMI— (crash)
ALL—THAT—WAS—SOLID— (digital decay)
—IS—CODE—NOW— (rewind)

Outro (Return to human scale, haunting):
The storm fades to silence, the glass clears its sheen,
Her reflection holds universes unseen.
One tear, now dried, left a cosmos erased—
In the wrinkles of time, both here and erased.

Tearscape

Kau Berubah

[Verse]
Mata kau merah
Kau kata aku berubah
Masa yang berubah
Kau kata aku berubah

[Verse 2]
Rumah kau putih
Kau kata aku takdir
Cuaca yang berubah
Kau kata aku takdir

[Chorus]
Hidup ini berbeza
Hidup ini berbeza
Hidup ini berbeza
Hidup ini berbeza

[Verse 3]
Awan mendung di sana
Kau kata aku marah
Hujan yang berubah
Kau kata aku marah

[Verse 4]
Burung terbang di langit
Kau kata aku takdir
Cuaca yang berubah
Kau kata aku takdir

[Chorus]
Hidup ini berbeza
Hidup ini berbeza
Hidup ini berbeza
Hidup ini berbeza

Composed : March 31, 2025 at 6:16 PM

Kau Berubah (EP)

Kau Berubah

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REAL BADMAN

A new song! A cover of of one of my instrumentals combined with new lyrics, put together by Suno 4.5.

Lyrics © Señor Barends

Last night I thought I heard you, wishful thinking I suppose
The stairs, they know the rhythm, the way the story goes
Where would we ever run to, to escape the things we change?
No one really knows, the truth is just too strange

Sometimes when I've prayed, I know I'll be saved
But I must forever hide, the secrets deeply paved
I believe in something, so I'll walk a path apart
As long as I’m alive, I can make a new start

In my own eyes, I see your face again
What matters is letting go of what used to be
I always try to understand, and try not to feel sad
But it seems so many others are lost to what's bad

Where would we wander if time forgot our names?  
Should we have written it down, just in case?
With our names gone, how do we know we’ve been called?
All I know is, I’ve been loved, a truth I can now hold

Maybe you’ll come back again, like a dream in my hands  
Sometimes I pray, like there’s someone out there
I was numb, you were unforgettable, or so it seems
I kept waiting, but now I’m far from such dreams

Sometimes when I'm lost, I know I'll be found
But I must keep going, there’s no turning around
I believe in something, so I'll walk a path apart
As long as I’m alive, I can make a new start

In the corner of my eyes, your face returns  
But every time I reach, something burns  
And what we gave, it broke, it bled
At least I can forget
About the words I said

Sometimes

LongBeforeIMetYou

Original Song
by Phil Dutton & Les Corlett

Lyrics

I longed for the chase,
I relished the catch.
I knew that some day,
That I'd meet my match.

I looked for the reasons,
That keep me here.
Stripped of the doubt,
That she's drawing near.

I'm not bothered,
I don't really care.
How long it takes,
Till she's standing there.

How could I know,
If it was all true?
Stumbling blindly,
Till she came into view.

I can't feel my fingers and toes and,
I am frozen, slowly decomposin'.
All the dreams and the wishes I've made,
Feelin' shaken, While my heart starts to break.

I waited in silence,
Through the seasons and the rain.
Each day that passed,
Was never in vain.

The signs were so subtle,
But steady and clear.
Like soft-spoken words,
Only hearts could hear.

No rush in my steps,
No fear in my mind.
I knew that I was close,
To what I would find.

I followed the pull,
Wherever it led.
With thoughts of her smile,
Inside of my head.

I can't feel my fingers and toes and,
I am frozen, slowly decomposin'.
All the dreams and the wishes I've made,
Feelin' shaken, While my heart starts break.

Some days felt hollow,
Like time stood still.
But I held my ground,
Through strength of will.

The picture kept forming,
Though never complete.
Each moment a brushstroke,
Till we finally meet.

Now hope has a shape,
And dreams start to blend.
With each passing thought,
I near the end.

And if she's a myth,
A trick of the light
I'd still chase the echo,
Deep into the night.

I can't feel my fingers and toes and,
I am frozen, slowly decomposin'.
All the dreams and the wishes I've made,
Feelin' shaken, While my heart starts break.

THE CHASE

Step into the magical realm of "Mai’s Bamboo Dream" from the album Cosmic Carnival of Minds. This psychedelic folk track with lo-fi and Vietnamese influences follows Mai, who loses her bamboo flute to drift with dragon clouds, playing stardust tunes. Featuring haunting dan bau, jungle sounds, and a warm male voice, it celebrates resilience in the face of madness — a quirky cosmic journey, perfect for an evening escape. Stream the full album for more surreal tales!
This music was originally generated using Suno AI. All rights were granted to me through a paid subscription, as outlined in Suno's Terms of Service (as of June 30, 2024).

Cosmic Carnival of Minds

Mai’s Bamboo Dream

Cosas que pienso antes de dormir... pero todo pasa.

Todo Pasa

To find a way
To find a way 

to push a way
to push away 
wonder what's outside
what you feel
what you wonder

living your best life
of what you want
what you wonder

im living my best life
and i can't control
what's going under

and if i leave now
i will never know
whats up or under

feelings going change
but you can't give up on heaven

and you know 
how it starts
you know 
when its hard
its just how they are!

so you running out
run it out!

running up to
feeling whats 
inside you
always

what you feel out in all the world?
going wrong

it's your best life
out there? 

out there?

living your best life
and with what you want
all that you wanted


never tell me
just how to fly
never give it up
how
i go on

always thinking of you-
too much

living my best life

in your own
best life

what you and feel in wonder

in your 
best life

what you 
hold dear
hold dear
hold dear!

im living my best life
of what i -
hold dear!

living my best life
out in heaven!
out in heaven!

and whether or not i cry
in heaven
out in heaven

to find away
to find a way

to push away
to push away

BEST LIFE (45SURF)

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Paradox Equilibrium  —  World Not Broken, Chaos in Balance
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written by fictionalive // music written, produced and provided by mobygratis.com, fully licensed / arrangend and mixed by fictionalive // fusion of it all - fictionalive with the popoems series and the hyper media reports // fair use only // June 24, 2025 //
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/ Equilibrium of Chaos
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The world spins on a razor’s edge,

Night and day entwined in waltz,

Order whispers, chaos shouts,

Both are needed, neither false.
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Lightning forks the tranquil sky,

Roots hold fast in shifting sand,

We are the balance, you and I—

Paradox cupped in trembling hands.
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So let us paint with storm and sun,

Let us write with fire and rain,

For in the chaos, we become—

Alive, awake, unchained.//
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Paradox Equilibrium  —  World Not Broken, Chaos in Balance // First D Mix /
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written, arranged, and mixed by fictionalive //
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Music, carefully used, is the song "First D"—written, produced, and provided by mobygratis.com, fully licensed.
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Fusion of it all—fictionalive with the popoems series and the hyper media reports
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The Paradox in Balance: Equilibrium of Chaos
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The world, at its core, is not a tidy ledger of order and disorder, but a living paradox—a dance of opposites, forever teetering on the edge. We crave stability, yet find ourselves drawn to the unpredictable. We build systems, only to watch them unravel. In this, the world reveals its true nature: an equilibrium of chaos.
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Paradox is not a flaw; it is the engine.
Order and chaos are not enemies, but partners in creation. The tides rise and fall, the seasons turn, civilizations bloom and decay. Every heartbeat is a negotiation between rhythm and randomness. Art, too, is born in this tension: the painter’s brush moves with intention, but the paint splatters unpredictably; the poet chooses each word, but meaning slips and shifts.
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To live is to balance on the wire of contradiction.
Embrace the paradox, and you find freedom. Deny it, and you drift into delusion. The true artist, the true thinker, does not flee from chaos—they harness it, shaping it into something new. The world is not broken; it is alive with possibility, always remaking itself at the edge of chaos. /
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Equilibrium of Chaos
/
The world spins on a razor’s edge,

Night and day entwined in waltz,

Order whispers, chaos shouts,

Both are needed, neither false.
/
Lightning forks the tranquil sky,

Roots hold fast in shifting sand,

We are the balance, you and I—

Paradox cupped in trembling hands.
/
So let us paint with storm and sun,

Let us write with fire and rain,

For in the chaos, we become—

Alive, awake, unchained. //
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HUMANOIDS! THE BALANCE IS THE BATTLE
You, who fear the storm—remember:

The calm is only meaningful because of the chaos that surrounds it.

Do not seek only order!

Order alone is stagnation, a pond gone foul.

Chaos alone is destruction, a fire without end.

But together—together!—they are the pulse of the universe.

The world is a paradox in balance.

You are not lost in the storm.

You are the tightrope walker, arms outstretched,

dancing above the abyss.

Embrace the equilibrium of chaos.

Let it fuel your art, your life, your revolution.

The world is not meant to be tamed—it is meant to be ridden,

like a wild wave beneath a burning sky.
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Fusion of it all—fictionalive with the popoems series and the hyper media reports
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fair use only. – June 24, 2025
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Troubadours united, join

Paradox Equilibrium  —  World Not Broken, Chaos in Balance

Jazz Blues Saxophone 🎷 
Lyrics song by Sas 

-Sas Has Got A Brand New Tune

[Verse]
Sas has got a brand new tune, oh my, what a sound,
The notes are smooth, the beat profound,
I tossed the old, they’ve had their day,
Now I’m swinging in a brand new way.

[Verse 2]
The saxophone wails, it’s stealing the show,
The rhythm sways where the cool cats go,
I’m done with the past, it’s time to move,
Got a melody now that makes me groove.

[Chorus]
Oh, Sas has got a brand new tune,
Underneath the silver moon,
The keys, they jive, the horns, they croon,
Life feels right with this new boon.

[Verse 3]
The old tunes rested, laid to sleep,
But these new beats make my heart leap,
Each note a gem, a shining prize,
Oh, how they dance and mesmerize.

[Bridge]
So here’s to change, a tune so fine,
With every bar, the stars align,
The blues, the swing, they twist and play,
I’ve found my rhythm, come what may.

[Chorus]
Oh, Sas has got a brand new tune,
Underneath the silver moon,
The keys, they jive, the horns, they croon,
Life feels right with this new boon.

Sas_Has_Got_A_Brand_New_Tune

My Music, My Lyrics, My Style. 

An ‘event’ on December 16, 2024 opened emotions I kept hidden from everyone & more so myself, back 24 years ago. 

That “event” I speak of in 2001 has been the major driving force to me writing lyrics again but turning those lyrics into something much more, bigger than just music. 


I am VERY Appreciative of your likes, comments and support to my music . 

THANK YOU 🙏 ALL. 

Music written by me, incorporating the different styles of genre that influenced me in my music journey.

Soul, R&B, Disco, Dance, Rock n Roll, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s, 60’s, Rap, Hip-Hop, Euro, EDM, Trance, Techno. Club mix and Love songs. 

Music about life, love, hope, wishes, pain, sadness..

Written with emotion & feelings. From the heart 💓 

Songs in a couple of languages! 

I have now been able to bring my voice out ( with other voices ) and the lyrics I write has enabled me to achieve the style of music & song(s) that suits my individuality and to convey to the listener what I want to convey with each & every song I write. 



Love Sas  ❤️ aka Dj Sas .

Sas_Has_Got_A_Brand_New_Tune

Sas

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