i wish i could turn this up louder 😭😭😭

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

did u get the red flowers beside ur wardrobe?

ghost town w/ brecken

lyrics

walk me down
twist my heart around while im still holding on
cuz im still love-bound
nodding off been falling asleep with all my clothing on
lately ive been coping wrong
writing lonely songs
call me just to pass time
cuz i kno time gets long
just kno ill feel the same for u when all ur feelings lost
so if u can conserve me then put me in a box

life has a way of spitting u out in the dirt
now im crying with the germs n the worms
n im tweaking cuz i dont kno my own worth
im making music just to let u kno im hurt
the wise man lies
scares me so i close my eyes
n i see my whole life fly by
walking by
i kno its not the same for u
ive given up my whole brain for u
so i cant even think unless u want me to
i think i need a drink to get me in the mood
cuz i dont have no moods
can i see u
i kno that its poison i put myself thru
girl i kno u want the best for me
ill feel the best eventually

walk me down
twist my heart around while im still holding on
cuz im still love-bound
nodding off been falling asleep with all my clothing on
lately ive been coping wrong
writing lonely songs
call me just to pass time
cuz i kno time gets long
just kno ill feel the same for u when all ur feelings lost
so if u can conserve me then put me in a box

box (jacob vallen)

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown x splashgvng]

hope you have a good day :D
lyrics - 


- heartavenue
catch me close 
watchingfog roll down my window
see the towns lights shudder in a dim glow
was too dark couldnt 
see you in the violets
dont wanna talk
but you know i hate the silence

leaves form around
the cold came again
my eyes too low
smoke in the rain i guess
whats the point of love 
without the pain
it is
another one of ur statements

im blowing smoke its like 3pm
and these grey skys
i tried my best
morning mist
i havent slept
im too paper thin
love was lost 
cant be found again
rolling blunts
just inside my bed



-somebody
this is where i draw the line
taking pictures faded lives
told me im not worth her time

take some time to myself now
year to learn but im finally myself now
im finally myself now
i can fucking leave now

I miss watching the leaves fall. w/Haurient (arcane x jang0)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

my stress (prod. greyrock, akkiru1, jooso)

lyrics ⬇️ 

i only saw a light but a lack of love
tap me on the back but I’ve had enough
so jus tell me where the night goes
will it be a good one or will it be rough
yea
before I start all the rest now 
let me tell you how Ive been feeling really stuck 
stuck on all the stuff we did
yea honestly it got me really messed up

new town I don’t know how to feel about 
a messy house and I hope that they don’t know about it
i run around hoping somebody will think I’m funny
but if I’m being honest I’m just acting like a dummy
no they don’t think I’m cunning
no they don’t think I’m smart
they all jus say I’m lucky
say I’m not going far
yea but I know I can’t lose my focus 
one chance in my life I can’t  throw it

she said shoulda known this
he took me out to eat an that boy got the boneless
oh my god he livin cheap
what is life expected to give somebody else a silly notion

i never wanted this
it’s clever what you did to me
never got a moment
To show you how I live
and maybe if I did
me and you would still be woven

but ill never get em back
all the times you told me that you wanted me so bad
so clearly i could tell you just wanted my bag
so ima take you somewhere inexpensive so you can’t steal my money
yea you can laugh behind my back but just know that one day we couldve really been something
now its all gone black
cuz every single second you been running

but im hoping its not hopeless 
one night stand 
and ik that you dont know this
but i still really plan to see you cuz ur gorgeous 
you know i cant stand to live i need forgiveness

woven

Why'd you make me wanna disappear?

produced by ushanka boy
featuring NAVYXOWER (@navyxower)
mixed by navy & epitome
mastered by teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)

lyrics

well…
i don’t know why but it feels like
i’ve been here forever 
been seeing star signs layered through the sky
that lead me back to december

those cold lonely nights
drove me to insanity 
i didn’t put up a fight
for you and that drives me crazy 

what the hell was every supposed to do
i didn’t have a clue
this shit left us confused
but that’s okay we’ll work it out
there’s no need to cry now
wipe your tears, i love the sound
of your voice there’s nothing that

could replace you
you’ve always been the one i choose
there’s nothing left for me to lose
so you have to know these feelings are true

NAVY

baby i could do it better yeah i swear to beup at night i see you walking past my house theres plentyplenty times where i need you in my bed with mewhy is life never really even fair to mebring me back to another timeanother era another life  where i can say i feel alirghttime goes by really fast in the nightand when your with the ones you love the most, time just really flysfly carefullyi pray to god ill see you eventaullyi miss everything you said to mei hate goodbyes theyre not meant for me



well, i don’t know why but it feels like
i’ve been here forever 
been seeing star signs layered through the sky
that lead me back to december

i have someone now w/ NAVYXOWER (ushanka boy)

Sad chill - https://youtu.be/D5nlv64abY0?si=AyfLKLpZt0bGqaF2

lyrics ⬇️

crashin in a whole nother land
maybe this was not part of the plan
baby i just wanna hold your hand
way too long for me to even wanna let go

oh i wish you could understand 
but nothing that i do could make you really understand how

every person after you is worse off
and they wish they never met me in the first place

knock down
everysingle picture frame that im in
what about
all of those big diamonds and the necklaces
time out
cant you look at all those messages?
shy now
how could you become my nemesis 

no dont go
blue flowers remind me of you
yea i wish now days you didnt think i was rude

yea well ever since i left you, you dont want anything to do
with me
never got to even really see
our full potential could be
nothing cuz you had to leave me

why you always up in my mind
so long i bet you don’t recognize 
who i became when you had left
im barley the same but you wont check

Long nights i was locked up in my room
Like prom night, thought i had nothing i could lose
then i lost it all the second that you walked away
so now i hold my breath every songle other day

i wish that we got to go to the beach
let down never got to see the sea
never rest now
our love is lost like a receit
youre not nothing to me
but i hope one day we could work out

Why'd you make me wanna disappear?

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