awesome loud music

soundcloud equivalent of my spotify playlist https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1pkhxvXMRgE0Ace1y9kpW3/

stoneagewiggercore

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

she lives in my head

straight from my hard drive

nyaata speed paws

Feeling Down - Belowground Reupload

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

break your speed

digipak re-release of 2009 album with extra tracks

same old chiyo shit

digipak re-release of 'tomboyish love for daughter' and 'where is soda pop and apple sweets?'. includes goreshit tracks from the split with DJ Ninja Love Mistake. all original releases from 2008.

strawberry cheesecake

my brain don't work so good
my brain don't work like it should
people say i'm real thick
things they say just never click

i went to special class
somehow i still couldn't pass
all the teachers in the land
couldn't make me understand that i'm

low iq
i can't tie my shoes
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
my earholes go right through
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

they tell me i'm deep in debt
confiscate all my assets
i feel like i'm being oppressed
i don't understand compound interest

truth is i'm just really dumb
pick my nose and suck my thumb
guess i'll always be alone
cuz no one wants a guy with a head full of stones

low iq
put me in a zoo
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
you know that i'll be true
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

me, well, i'm dumb as rocks
this ol' brain is about as good as penny stocks

if i'm the dumbest in the land
does that mean that no one will ever 
hold 
my 
hand?

low iq
if only you knew
i'm low iq
just how much i wanna be with you

low iq
i need loving too
i'm low iq
dumb enough to fall in love with you

low iq
how badly i want to
low iq
fix this useless brain and start anew

low IQ

FUGYU @ 2006

tl;dr music makes me want to pierce a bullet through my skull point blank and i'm not coming back at least under this name

i have lost a lot of passion for making music, which is hard to believe considering it was once my dream to create this kind of stuff. i'm quitting to focus on what makes me truly happy. if i return, i will not be coming back under this pseudonym.

maybe i'll see you when i lack a proper life again.

break your speed

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