Morgan+Page+-+No+Ordinary+Life+(Crav3+Remix).mp3

I wanted to share this track because one day if I pass away. I want this track and the original track to play at my funeral. Linkin Park was my first favorite rock band before I started to listen to Breakbeat. So everyone knows that what I been thru alot and their was a fb private group I post a video of me talking about my depression. To my Breakbeat family and friends theirs something else i didn't tell you because i was to scared what every one was going to say after ya done watching the video. 

When I was little kid and i remember i was fat. I got bully and pick on every day I told the teachers that i was getting pick on . So after school 3 kids came at me start beating me up and after that they spit and pee at me. they call me stupid fat chinese kid. (Not chinese, I'm Lao)It was the hardest  shit i went thru because i was scared of them. Went to school next day I started getting name called and people be judging me and shit. when i start growing up, i didn't have any friends i did but we went to separate schools.  When start being a teennager and people still judging me how i look. i just don't understand why ? I look at my self every day and i hate my self because people be judging me and theirs a evil of me inside my head saying negative stuff i stated to feel upset, angry and sad the most part. When meet a girl I'm scared that she going to judge me but i was right. saying that i was ugly and fat. she was cool and nice girl but until i heard it and she told her friends they laugh.  I started getting angry at my self no one taught me how to control my emotions and let it go. I know some of you guys know me and some of you guys don't know me. I am a very nice guy and funny. I have so much trouble with people not being honest with me  i dont know what I said or did they just ignore me, i asked them but they just walk away from me. even when i say "hi" they just give me that dirty look and act like they don't know me. I really do hate my self so much and I'm scared how everyone be judging of me every day when i go see some old friends or new friends. I started to do drugs and then i cut my self. sometimes i do think about suicide but I'm not going to do that. but i know one day it might or might not happen depend if I don't get better. 

The people who i hur.  i hope you guys read this and understand i went thru. I am deeply sorry about what i said or did to ya. because I'm scared you guys be judging me, playing my emotions and ghost me.  no one taught how to control my feelings and to let everything go.. but i had no help but i went to 5 different therapies and taking meds. still not working. I rather be alone right now because that's how I lose friend when i take my anger out. i shouldn't have so i blame everything on me and i feel ashamed to my self i can never love my self either. my past still haunting me 24/7 that's why i'm so quiet and i don't talk to much. when people said thatI'm annoying. I'm sorry if i am. thats  why i hate my self so much. because of me. 

Thank you for my supporting my music and trying to understand me.

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Mr. Game Over

found this old file and the more i messed with it the more it came to life! short little remix!

Morgan+Page+-+No+Ordinary+Life+(Crav3+Remix).mp3

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