I’ll probably always be mad addicted to this shit🤷‍♂️

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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gDlJSccheGg

i cant handle bein sober...

share this w/ your friends so I can keep making music <3
IG: https://www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/alecneversad
Guitar/Vocals/Bass/Drums/Mix/Master: Alec Jackson

LYRICS:

I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
If I'm being honest, I miss you.
I'm lost without you

Every single day I've been goin' out my way 
Tryna find a way to say everything that we been thinking
Shoulda never left,
Had to clear my head,
Day that I departed, I was so retarded
Now I'm broken-hearted, finish what we started
Tell me what you see at night,
When the feeling's right & you're all alone in bed, and the moon is shining bright

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

About A Girl EP

Sober

listen on Spotify<3

SOBER

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OaDzIt_QP8

prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

slit my wrists and smash my phone
don't want anyone to text me 
let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
turn the basement to a boneyard
like the Paris catacombs

I keep on staying hidden like a stowaway
I think my life was probably the most useless thing I've thrown away
once aspired to make music that left people blown away
now I'm dropping all these mediocre tracks that no one plays
and everybody's throwing shade
wondering if anyone will miss me when I go away
my demise came through with no delay
you live like there's no tomorrow, I'll die like there's no today

slit my wrists and smash my phone
don't want anyone to text me 
let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
turn the basement to a boneyard
like the Paris catacombs

embarrassed by the self-destructive shit that I've indulged in
when I say I'm cutting, it's not coming after bulking
posted up in my room where you'll find me sulking 
home alone making trap shit like a young Macaulay Culkin
it's been forever since I lost my way
somebody tell all these British people that I'm not okay 
every single good thing that I ever had got tossed away
they said one day things would be better, I guess it's not today

all these haunting thoughts that slither through my mind
leave me feeling broken and send shivers down my spine
and if I think back, I can remember a time
when I felt semi-hopeful but now I'm left for dead with no more lifelines

slit my wrists and smash my phone
don't want anyone to call me
let me suffer all alone
I'll board up the doors of my home
turn the basement to a boneyard
like the Paris catacombs

Stream on Spotify

smash my phone (visuals in description)

if you fuck with this or any of my other songs please repost. thank you all sm for your support ✨

R A V E N (Prod. Dee B)

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

Track 1 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-&pbjreload=10

Shrimp (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/okayshrimp
https://soundcloud.com/fuckshrimp

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Shrimp - Live4tomorrow

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

lyrics:

suicide till i wake on the weekends
back biters, yeah i know that they creepin
toxic in my lungs i'm not breathing 
can't hear but i keep fucking screaming 
why you act like living is easy?
blue flames spread all over the ceiling
fall down and i don't have a reason
couple years & my wrists'll be freezing

late nights with you could've been better
i got puke on ur favorite sweater 
stumbling, yeah i should've just left her 
on the street for nobody to get her

if i die, u can read all the letters
if i cry, you don't make me feel better
i won't change if i don't learn the lesson
i like the way that i hurt u for pleasure

u all keep falling
u all keep falling
u all keep falling in love
u all keep trying to put me together
but i keep falling apart
please fuck off
i've had enough
with all u fucks
u had me once
now i'm gone
i didn't like u much for long
ooooooooo

creepin

blaming you ft. Coldhart, Rawska, 6obby (prod. ZWALL)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsOizVRjWA

ft. @ihateshinigami & @93feetofsmoke
prod. @ghostrage & @jakkyboi
mix/master @youngburial

old me w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod ghostrage & jakkyboí)

beat by nejdos: 
https://soundcloud.com/nejdos
https://www.youtube.com/user/Yougurtowy666
mixed and recorded by bear.

special thanks to dylan houghton for pushing me to make the best music i can

LYRICS <3

i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me
i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me

what u wanna say
say it to my face baby
ima move away
ima see u in LA
today is a new day
wanna see u when my eyes closed
shawty act cold
but i know
its just her fur coat

what u wanna say
shawty ur my rose gold
wear u on my waist baby
put u on display
today is a new day
wanna see u when my life goes
shawtys rose gold
but i know
it’s cus my wrist froze

ten toes down i don’t do much talking
why everybody gotta talk shit often
i won’t rest til i’m laid in my coffin
ima keep ballin for u until we’re rotten

i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me
i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me

what u wanna say
say it to my face baby
ima move away
ima see u in LA
today is a new day
wanna see u when my eyes closed
shawty act cold
but i know
its just her fur coat

what u wanna say
shawty ur my rose gold
wear u on my waist baby
put u on display
today is a new day
wanna see u when my life goes
shawtys rose gold
but i know
it’s cus my wrist froze

ten toes down i don’t do much talking
why everybody gotta talk shit often
i won’t rest til i’m laid in my coffin
ima keep ballin for u until we’re rotten

i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me
i do this myself
i don’t need no company
used to hate my shit
now i know u check for me
now i live like this
and u just look at my ig
i been makin hits
fuck else do u want from me

Online!-@HEARTCYT(prod. rinne)(!_!)

HEARTCYT

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