This is really good damn! I really like it.

Hella Sketchy - Disco (prod. hella sketchy)

I don't wanna fucking find you a reason
silhouette in your sight yeah its creeping 
watch you throw it all away you don't mean it
I don't wanna feel the same and I'm tweaking
see you polish shining through reflections
and I thought I fell in but I accept it
yeah you put your hands on my necklace
watch the kisses seepen into my skin

you didn't know it
I been looking far and I can see the vision
know it from the start yeah this plan isn't holding
all in my heart I dont wanna continue
yeah you disregard all the things that I'm into
yeah things that I preview

I don't wanna fucking find you a reason
silhouette in your sight yeah its creeping 
watch you throw it all away you don't mean it
I don't wanna feel the same and I'm tweaking
see you polish shining through reflections
and I thought I fell in but I accept it
yeah you put your hands on my necklace
watch the kisses seepen into my skin

Endeavor (pr37)

king kong w/grymthamyth (prod luostsol)

(credit: prod. everestdidthis)
everest saved my life.

SECOND DUO SONG!!!!! ;ooooo

BETTER OFF DEAD

Made for a fine female so u know i hadda do sum nice 

lvl 10 Mental (Prod. ilyswitch x chrismarek x slayingibis)

bandcamp: https://benzoamore.bandcamp.com/track/designer-drugs

prod by @skrittzy

[LYRICS]


(chorus)
I don’t want be nobody else just wanna be myself
putting pills up on the shelf 
 with names i cant pronounce
carrying burdens that’ll  cause my life a living hell
i don't need nobody else ill do it by myself 

(verse 1 )  
keep your fancy cars and sluts
I have friends that won’t switch up

ginseng girls designer drugs 

shotty whats you name
came up from the slums
cul-de-sac life I’m just having fun 


I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.
diamonds rings nothing else but another thing

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.
diamonds rings nothing else but another thing

(verse2)
time again i know you ain't worth it
wanna stop but I know it could be certain 
I’m in a pause  think I’m hurting 
I’m still growing  guess I’m still learning

drowning in the feels of my past life
sick of being hurt for the last time
riding solo now its my last night
fuck being hurt for the last time 

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

kinds of things that’ll make depression bring 

I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

kinds of things that’ll make depression bring

designer drugs

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gDlJSccheGg

i cant handle bein sober...

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Guitar/Vocals/Bass/Drums/Mix/Master: Alec Jackson

LYRICS:

I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
If I'm being honest, I miss you.
I'm lost without you

Every single day I've been goin' out my way 
Tryna find a way to say everything that we been thinking
Shoulda never left,
Had to clear my head,
Day that I departed, I was so retarded
Now I'm broken-hearted, finish what we started
Tell me what you see at night,
When the feeling's right & you're all alone in bed, and the moon is shining bright

I can't breathe, without you next to me, & textin' me have sex with me, connect with me, yeah
I can't handle being sober
I never thought it be like this but now that it's over
I can't believe you trust me every time that I told you
I'm never gonna leave 'cuz I was already goin
I'm a waste of time, yeah
You're a waste of mine, yeah
But I cant deny that I'm feeling kinda right, yeah
We can say we ain't the same, but we never change

About A Girl EP

Sober

listen on Spotify<3

SOBER

Thought It Was You ft. Coldhart (prod. nyck)

Ark-A - graceful [prod. idealism]

you say its okay to cry
then can u tell me whats wrong w my pain
youre scared im not scared to die 
baby i think somethings wrong w my brain
you dont like that i dont look u in the eyes
im sorry if im a lil bit cautionary
plz dont leave me tonight
cuz my pain isnt temporary

waking up from the cold sweats
dont get much sleep anymore
haunted by the ghosts of my regrets
aint much i can do anymore
your memories catch my dreams
making me long for the make believe 
i guess fuck sleep
that shit can be yours to keep
so imma keep on doin whatever i do
every new piece of me is thanks to you
the pain may be gone but the changes stayed
i gave up love and put chaos in its place
you arent here but i still see your face
in every single new decision i make

you say its okay to cry
then can u tell me whats wrong w my pain
youre scared im not scared to die 
baby i think somethings wrong w my brain
you dont like that i dont look u in the eyes
im sorry if im a lil bit cautionary
plz dont leave me tonight
cuz my pain isnt temporary

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pain isn't temporary (prod. dead spyro)

prod. BennyKaay; www.youtube.com/channel/UCcgtmLoNNa3IIw_mI14nscg
m&m @deviantraps

[lyrics]
With the day I've had I didn't need the fighting 
Funny that I always try to do the right thing 
But it always seems to turn around and bite me 
Tell me why is self destruction so inviting?

You don't reciprocate respect 
You broke me down in many ways 
I got these tattoos on my neck 
Because you'd judge me anyway 
I tried so hard to be accepted
But all my efforts were in vain 
And now i feel so disconnected 
But I've grown fond of all the pain 
I don't need your validation 
Or your empty fucking gestures 
I won't succumb to all this pressure 
Coz every day I'm getting better 
I'll never let you hold a piece of
Real estate inside my mind 
What a waste of fucking time
I'm done wasting all my time 

Put me under will you be my anesthetic? 
Maybe then at least I won't feel so pathetic

With the day I've had I didn't need the fighting 
Funny that I always try to do the right thing 
But it always seems to turn around and bite me 
Tell me why is self destruction so inviting?

Put me under will you be my anesthetic? 
Maybe then at least I won't feel so pathetic

anaesthetic (Prod. Bennykaay)

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