thank you all so much for listening <3<3<3

who is he too dumb
to miss out on fun
1, 2, 26, 50, 81
when is it now, where is the yellow grass

now that here here he rest 
all squeeze out
me who left
with my doubt

give a wave from up there to the petals in  the crowd

hey hi how can i take the damage off
this is
heavier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

until i take the damage off
this is
happier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

eclipse

"We are all prisoners of the dusk, dreaming of a dawn that never comes. For in the abyss of night, even stars are but dying embers—fleeting and frail. And when the wind howls its lonely hymn, remember: darkness is the mirror where lost souls recognize themselves. Here, in the silence of eternal shadows, the heart becomes a desert… and the light, a distant rumor."

Sally

Fly (prod. rai4real)

How many times do I have to pass you by?
Tryna pretend that I’m ok 
Yeah, I’m just fine 

Wish you would stay awake
Not stay away 
Not stay away
Wish you would stay awake
Not stay away 
Not stay away

'Cause I’m too tired of hanging around
(Hanging around)
You left me 
Bleeding out all over the ground

I’m lost, You’re found
You’re lost, I’m found (x4) 

I walk through the town
Why’s it so loud?
(Why's it so loud, uh oh)
I think that my world’s been 
Turned upside down
(Turned upside down, uh oh) 

You’re a million miles away
But you’re still stuck in my head
(Still stuck in my head, You're still stuck in my head) 
I’m a million miles away
And I’m still stuck in my bed
(Still stuck in my bed, I'm still stuck in my bed) 

Cuz I’m too tired of hanging around
(Hanging around)
You left me bleeding out all over the ground

I’m lost, You’re found
You’re lost, I’m found (x4) 

Look what you've done
Thought this would just be fun
Look what you've done
Think I'm through just hanging around
Think I'm through just hanging around
Think I'm through just hanging around
Think I'm through just hanging around

~~~

Released by ikki recordings on September 5, 2025
Recorded at EMA Studios - Los Angeles, CA
Written by Sab Mai
Produced by Melina Duterte
Engineered by Melina Duterte
Mix, Master, Atmos by Nathan Boddy
Mix Engineered by Lilian Nuthall
Art Direction, Photo, and Graphic Design by Sab Mai, Sab Studio

Performances by
Sab Mai - Vocals, Guitars, Synths
Melina Duterte - Backing Vocals, Guitars, Synths, Bass, Drums

sab-star.com

How Many Miles Is Too Far?

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

stranded

No more weight from all the violence

someway in this harsh life I'll still fight.

someway (i'll still fight!)

This is the remastered version of "Two of us" album. A soft, indie pop-rock album that perfectly captures cozy, relaxed autumn vibes. It’s a melancholic yet intimate collection of songs, painting a soundscape of quiet rooms, falling rain, and hazy light—ideal for reflective evenings.

Cold Hands (Remastered)

From 'Nights', debut EP from Pale via Spirit Goth Records

Bandcamp

Dreaming

This is my third project I'm calling Hardened...Beyond...Belief. This took me a long time to complete. Some of these songs I've been working on lyrically and musically for years so I'm very excited to release it. I had planned to release more songs in this album but they simply were not ready and I'm finding any excuse to procrastinate, so here goes! I just tried to infuse my songs with my experience in this life and I hope someone, somewhere out there can relate to my songs. Not much else to say but enjoy!

stay in bed

Lyrics :D

Ik leg mijn kleren voor de volgende dag altijd neer
in de vorm van een mannetje.
Niet alleen voor mijn eigen plezier 
maar ook voor die van hem.

Maar als ik het lastig heb,
met school, stress en verdriet.
Dan ligt het Mannetje er niet.

Iedereen heeft zo z’n eigen gekke dingen,
Maar houd nu je bek want ik ben nu aan het zingen

Mannetje,
oh Mannetje,
oh Mannetje
Ik wil je heel graag ook weer zien
oh Mannetje,
oh Mannetje
oh Mannetje
Want dat heb je wel verdiend
(oeh-oeh-oeh)

oooohhhh Mannetje
oooohhhh Mannetjeeeeee

Mannetje

Formerly known as the great DJ Fezzerd, I have since moved on from that aspect of this hobby.

Genres: Indie, rock, folk and alternative. (Some shitposts from time to time)

Goals: undecided. 

Age: 17 years old

Nationality: Dutch

Hobbies: music and drawing

Favourite artists: lemon demon, tally hall, mother mother, ursus factory, Rainbow kitten surprise, arctic monkeys, cage the elephant, Wet Leg.

Total streams: Enough for me to brag about it

Likes: the internet 

Dislikes: the internet

Mannetje

Fez Mik Maat

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