Greed


Every day I wake up, same thoughts, same streets
Acting like I’m fine but I’m trapped on repeat
People see the smile, never see what I bleed
They don’t know the price of the air that I breathe
I got battles in my mind I don’t talk about
Drowning in the silence when the lights go out
I don’t wanna fake it, but I never feel allowed
So I swallow every fear, just to make my parents proud

And I’m tired of pretending I’m okay
I’m so close to giving up some days
But somewhere in the dark there’s a flame
And it’s calling my name…

I’m stuck in a loop, but I keep holding on
Even when it hurts and the nights feel long
Yeah I fall, I break, but I still stay strong
I’m fighting my pain ‘til the pain is gone
I’m stuck in a loop, but I won’t give in
One more breath, I’ll rise again
I’m lost, I’m scarred, but I’ll still win
I’m stuck in a loop…
But I’m learning to live

I don’t show tears, I don’t want the concern
But I crash when I’m alone and the memories burn
Life teaches lessons that I never asked to learn
I’m okay outside, but inside I twist and turn
Sometimes I wonder if I matter at all
If I disappeared, would anyone call?
But I shake off the doubt, stand up when I fall
‘Cause I promised myself I’d break every wall

Yeah I’m tired of pretending I’m okay
But I’m stronger than the demons in my brain
And even when I’m lost in the grey
I will find my way…

I’m stuck in a loop, but I keep holding on
Even when it hurts and the nights feel long
Yeah I fall, I break, but I still stay strong
I’m fighting my pain ‘til the pain is gone
I’m stuck in a loop, but I won’t give in
One more breath, I’ll rise again
I’m lost, I’m scarred, but I’ll still win
I’m stuck in a loop…
But I’m learning to live

These wounds take time…
But I’ll survive…
I’m not done with life…
Not tonight…

I’m stuck in a loop, but I keep holding on
I’ve come too far to just come undone
I’m stuck in a loop…
But I’m still holding on


Loop

S/o to my trap FT. Crunchtime Leel (Prod. Young Wavy)

UNOTHEACTIVIST X ZUSE - DONT PLAY (prod Dj Flippp & Red Drum)

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