soulforge

save me

Promises - FindMyName, SLXPING TOKYO

Spotify

bleach

killanoia, UMBASA  — catwalk

Should i release + redo mix?
(old mix so its bad)

NIGHT RAID II (Unreleased)

demo 2021

Bass Can U Hear Me? out now on all platforms

Bass Can U Hear Me?

fadewish# (Slowed)

your eyez

"Amor Fidelis" is a sonic exploration of the raw, visceral reality of anxious attachment—where devotion borders on survival, and love becomes a somatic, hyper-vigilant experience.

The Story & The Shadow:
Society often reduces the anxiously attached to damaging caricatures: the "stalker," the "harasser," the "crazy one." This track strips away that stigma to expose the bleeding heart underneath. It is the authentic confession of the "fixer"—the one who stays, who waits, and who tries to heal the unhealable.

Written in the wake of a deeply profound, rocking, and ultimately painful dynamic with a fearful avoidant partner, "Amor Fidelis" is a monument to survival. Through years of deep therapeutic work and shadow integration, this track represents the breakthrough: the moment the trauma is finally placed in a container where it can no longer cause harm. Lyrically, lines like "I count the seconds in between the beats" articulate the exhausting physical weight of waiting, while confessing to having "love under my skin" captures the inescapable reality of an activated nervous system.

The Sound:
Musically, the psychological grit of the lyrics is anchored by the collision of Delta Blues emotion and sophisticated Deep Afro House.

The Groove: Built on lush, forward-moving tribal percussion, the interplay of congas and shakers creates a jazzy, improvisational fluidity that mirrors a racing pulse.

The Textures: Earthy, acoustic string plucking adds a swampy, organic warmth, providing a grounding contrast to the heavy, resonant low-end of the club kick.

The Delivery: The raspy, soulful vocal cuts through the mix with authentic blues weight, channeling the sheer exhaustion and longing of the anxious loop.

Closing with a whispered "Ashé," this track is more than a dance anthem—it is an exhalation. It is the sound of putting the pain in its rightful place and finding your rhythm again.

Produced by NZØ ÁȘÉ, Written by Cristiam Wilhelmy 

Amor Fidelis

save me

DJ LA BEAT