"Everybody's dead!"

Girls and boys—but secretly, you’d love to know what it’s like, wouldn’t you?

out of my head (feat. 65finally)

adhd (feat. tobre)

out of my head (feat. tracey brakes)

Mara, romanticizing the girl-next-door S*nny’s rough upbringing, breaks into S*nny’s house and pretends to be her.

You don't even know who I am

Lyrics:

Blood on my wrist it stings
I don't wanna make a scene but I
I gave you everything
Now there's nothing left for me
x2

It gets so cold out here
This bloody box is all that I have left
I should just disappear
But then I couldn't see you beg

Oh blood
Leaks from the seams
Forcing me to see
All of my fucking misery
I'm falling
Down to my knees
Burst veins of alkaline
I will make you see
This heart of mine bleed

Blood Box (feat. tracey brakes)

something isn't right

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream
@wishlane

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@dossyx
@draf2k
@bhproducer

bleed / lipstick 405

lipstick 405

cover art by my older sibling, @squid_express on tiktok, instagram, and twitter

lyrics:

throw down the keys on the table
playing it down's getting played out
put on a new shirt when i'm able 
with a year's old stain, still looks the same

human condition loops endlessly; it sticks to my skin
is that all you got
patterns in my arms
you're totally full of it

i'll grow a new lung when i'm able 
an endless refrain: back to square one
if i'm nothing but lazy and stable 
why does my old pain still ache the same

stare out the window
losing my purpose, i stand there for hours 
show me what you got
circles 'round my eyes
yeah i must be full of it 

my headache's eating all my words again
you got a problem it must be my fault
sorry for being vain, you need your space
there's ringing in my ears and screeches in the dark
she lets her cassette record everything
so she can record her mistakes and play her part 
but all she hears is every mess she's made
and again she marks the progress on her arm

my feet are swollen and my arms are sore 
stare at the razor i left sitting on the floor
i bite my tongue and fight the art again
whatever i wanted just wasn't in the cards
she watches all her work coagulate 
the hollow noises eating at her start to fade
rewinds her cassette and restarts the tape
the cycle looping over and over again

her hollowed heart promises to refill again

the cycle looping over and over again

behave, hollow automaton

lyrics:

and you got folded in the cards again
she says 'it's not a bet worth taking at best'
'oh'
'why don't you go and talk to all of your friends
tell you what, give it a year you'll stay a boy in the end'

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

and you got stuck on the internet again
he said 'you'll never be that angel you dreamt'
'oh'
'you perverted little molehill of flesh'
his words are feedbacking endlessly in my head

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

once wore mascara to school
'almost just blew my cover'
'let's see those eyes one last time, how come you seem so afraid'
those girls told me what to do
pet project like no other
'we've been living like this our whole lives, you don't know a thing'

ten years wearing death on a vest
'jig is up'
got on the drugs that sink veins into the rest
time is what's
still got that longing feeling stuck to your chest
so buck up
you've come so far being scared of what's next

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

'do me a favor and sink into your chest
while i do my best to forget your mess'
i'm always looping back like i'm on cassette
drifting the tenor of the ways i digress

carbonhead

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out of my head (feat. 65finally)

DJ Re:Code