LYRICS:
I see depression in your eyes
I feel the pressure bout to rise
I feel dyslexic when I write
Letters numbers in my mind
Shutter island am I living someone else's fucking life
Edward Daniels when the sun is bright 
Ladus when alone at night
I'm prone to summon poltergeists 
Not feeling like myself tonight
Telling me there's more to life
I'm borderline mortified 
Scared what's on the other side
Don't even have a sword to fight 
The source of thoughts personified
I pick my brain Lobotomize 
Then scorch the wound and cauterize 
I'll slice and dice your prices
You don't have a business license 
I won't sell my soul it's priceless
Demons fighting but I'm striking back
A titan with a mic attached 
Flames I'm on a pyro path
Throwing shade I'll throw it back
A prodigy I'm pro at that
20 years been holding back
5 of those been writing raps
Poems that I hold intact
Murder beats a psycho path
Who you know as cold as this
1 life so make the most of it
Swing at all this racket so I'm serving it like Jocavich 
Swerving got you motion sick
Lately been emotionless 
Gotta work with what I got even though I know I'm broke as shit
Got money but my will is broken
No directions path is chosen 
Past perception out of focus
Eyes are closed but one is open
Put in forth my plan in motion
Mind is gone I'm planet coasting 
Put together what is broken 
Ain't living a life sedated 
You've been living a lie your faking
Been killing the time you've wasted 
In the middle of quitting and making it
Wrapped in my sorrow in cased in
Driving on an eight lane highway
I don't even know which lane to pick 
I don't even know who's pain this is 
Am I really living
Dammit I've been sinning
I've been painting but I'm blinded to the image
I don't hear them talking I don't really listen 
I don't pay attention
Pay me no mind
Pray for forgiveness 
And pray and I survive
Were living a life with limited time with unlimited ways to live
So I don't get why I'm thinking like this
Floating in water I think i might  drift
Phantom at night do I even exist 
Damn it I know what I'm doing but shit 
Tryna recover from all of my sins
Tryna bring color to what I can sense
Fuck It I know that it's all in my head
Mental apocalypse 
Nobody is stopping it
Trapped in a bubble and nobody is popping it
Lucifer's thinking he's got an accomplishment 
Feeling real low but I'm higher than most
Igniting the fire inhaling the smoke
I was enlightened the second I woke
I fell asleep again and then I choked 
Mother fucker let go of my throat
Only i control what the Fuck I do
Only i control how the Fuck I feel
Only I control what the Fuck I see
I don't listen to you bitch you listen to me
I kill them with kindness you kill them with greed
Moving in silence I don't ever speak
They eating my conscious like bonapatite 
But I'm hunting them down like I'm having a feast
Grabbing their neck and not letting them breath
Holding a grip till I know they're deceased 
Now I know my worth 
I know exactly how this works
They try to keep you down then hit exactly where it hurts 
Combat with passion in this verse 
Speak the truth within your words
Then the truth will come to you 
Spewing trash I'm not amused 
Control your thoughts or get abused
Couple demons seen a few
I know they wanna see me lose 
Bitch I'm winning I'm not finished 
You'll never see this light diminish 
Shining bright I'll blur your vision 
You can hate that's your decision 
I can sense your disposition 
either be killed or make a killing
Lately I could spot the villain
And the villain is me
Took 20 fucking years for me to finally see between

I'm The Villain ( prod. by Cecil )

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I'm The Villain ( prod. by Cecil )

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