guitar by yunny goldz

lyrics:
i feel too much
and i think too much
i'm looking at myself
what the hell have i become?
no you don't wish me well
you wish that i was gone
you tell me you're okay
but then you grab your gun

i'm trying all the time
now i'm looking at sky
i wonder all the time
why do i even try?

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

this anxiety is killing me
i'm out of breath and i cannot breath
i hate the way that you look at me
when i ask for help there's nobody here

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

alive

original song: https://soundcloud.com/user-197426548/racks-all-around-me-feat
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

Things With Wings

ericdoa - Racks All Around Me (solo)

original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuxVvQ2MyLs
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH(kermit)

ericdoa - Jealousy (solo) **RARE**

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semtex (frost'd)

original song: https://open.spotify.com/track/7i42W7Ja5QEErDTLpWNjjs?si=a25910cc4612423f

ericdoa - Gucci Sweater (solo)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/sheawrldsoulja/3cypher

ericdoa - 3C CYPHER (solo)

ericdoa - boys dont cry (slowed)

I find it really hard just to talk to you But it's okay, I love a challenge, that's why
I'm gon' fuck with you I know I tried to push you away, I think I
pushed you aside Now I see that I fucked up, I didn't think it would be this hard

Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
I didn't mean to break it off, no, no, no, no, no, no, no not at all

I'm a different person on Adderall, if I don't take them then I'll be alarmed
Just tell me is it okay if I'm a zombie throughout the day
she told me I piqued her interest, but I, I feel malicious
I have issues with my pride, but I'd rather have that than sigh
A different side, I realize I have lost my own damn mind

Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time

I was paranoid, I'm sorry for not thinking of us
I was thinking of love and how I was fucking up
I was thinking about cutting off all my friends
Then I worry about all my future plans
Oh God, I'm in my head again
The crazy part is, it's just the first round, my head not done

Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time

I didn't mean to break it off, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, not at all
I'm a different person on Adderall, if I don't take him then I'll be alarmed
Just tell me is it okay if I'm a zombie throughout the day
She told me I piqued her interest, but I, I feel malicious

ericdoa - 3C CYPHER (solo)

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