5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0JkJpCWtFVHremEVPyd1YA?si=077ce17ca02c434f


guitar and prod by me :^)
inspired by https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
end part inspired by https://soundcloud.com/heylog
a lil vent song

my bleeding heart goes out to you
and everything you do
and maybe someday you’ll come through
and i won’t have to choose

what i’ll do for my sorry days
i’ll sit there empty faced
until the end of time
you were out of line

i think i
will find a way to help myself in time
i’m sorry about all those times i lied
i hate the way it makes me feel inside
i know i always fuck up, it’s not fine

was it something that i said
sorry i left you on read
i just have to clear my head
preoccupied with myself instead 

i want to leave it all behind
and i find 
that i don’t mind if i can’t
fake it any longer 
i’m not much stronger

than you

i miss this feeling

original song: https://open.spotify.com/track/6RWlGoVKxT5wxktOuHKirm?si=6ce548e62ea4480d

ericdoa - Choosing! (solo)

saw you in a dream by the japanese house. brakence cover

BRAKENCE cover The Japanese House Saw You In A Dream

1 in the morning
Shutting my phone off
Don’t feel important 
She doesn’t care at all
Love becomes foreign
Memories all lost
Physically harmless
Mentally fucked up
Sometimes I feel like I’m the victim
Whenever I think about the shit that you did to me
You said you’d never let it happen
Now everything’s put in the past tense
Why’d you walk away
I mean honestly 
You meant everything to me
I hope that one day
We can find a way
Cuz our love was meant to be
You made a list just to compare us
It hurt so bad and to this day it’s something I’m scared of
You almost left me in the middle of my haircut
I hope you know that I’m a wreck this shit ain’t fair bruh
Don’t you know that I’m a human too
We both got red blood it’s dripping down my wrist for you
You got me fucked up in the head but Ima play it cool
I trusted all the shit you said but you ain’t follow through
1 in the morning
Shutting my phone off
Don’t feel important 
She doesn’t care at all
Love becomes foreign
Memories all lost
Physically harmless
Mentally fucked up
Sometimes I feel like I’m the victim
Whenever I think about the shit that you did to me
You said you’d never let it happen
Now everything’s put in the past tense
Why’d you walk away
I mean honestly 
You meant everything to me
I hope that one day
We can find a way
Cuz our love was meant to be

Way Out (lithe)

Lalalala :)

go along like everything is just fine
we're not showing any signs
u can never tell if somethings wrong
go wide im a player penalized
running on the wrong side
breaking all the rules to top it off

fought the one time and now we dont talk at all
its on my mind but dont think that im missing yuh
someday or another i'll let chu know
if im close enough to let u know

and while im at it ima tell u by the way
u cant make it up after its too late
so u only do the minimum and say ur gonna change
why does it always fall through
wont take that
if u bark im gonna bite
its a lot of back and forth
but it only makes me want it more
although its nobody's fault
its so sad that we dont talk at all
not at all
and we built it up just to fall if the breeze had caught wind
didnt go how we thought
and now we dont talk at all
i push it back to the safe where the memories locked
try to forget who u are
cus now we dont talk at all

Talkatall =[

[LYRICS]
oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in 

oh baby i’ve been all alone 
you hate me, no you don’t 
the smoke in this party are ghost 
they love me and hate me the most 
all the drugs that i take at the function awake 
i don’t wanna think about it but i know that you’ve changed
now you’re dancing with somebody putting drugs in your face
i should’ve known a little better i should’ve known my place 
you call me delusional i think that you’re right 
i’m not looking for answers i’m afraid what i’ll find

oh baby how come you’re all alone these days 
oh there’s a billion other people that could take my place 
yeah we can talk about it later when i feel okay
right now i’m tryna figure out how to make my play 
i’m gonna get out of here i’m gonna disappear 
oh no i’m not on the same shit i was last year 
i’m just another fucking loser with a lot of friends 
oh i tried real hard but i don’t fit in

stay wild <3

LATER

LATER [dskeep + greyrock]

all these songs are produced by  Glasear, 1chai, Will Catucci, & Zetra, Fortuneswan, Mochila, Ericdoa and most likely other people too.

I made this cause one of my followers asked me to drop a demo so here I am dropping a bunch of them so shout out to rankavo for this. Also shoutout to DOA Leaks on youtube for having some of these demos, shoutout to augusts collapse on youtube for having some of these demos, shoutout to hmm. on youtube for having the OCD demo, and shoutout to mez on youtube for the rest of the other ones.

These might be taken down for obvious reasons and yea, but if eric wants me to take em down then please message me and I'll happily do so.

Hope you guys enjoy it

ericdoa - mercy (rare snippet) *mainstreampickle bonus*

context:
my friend is returning back to china because her visa is running out and she is graduating soon. she's one of my best friends and it sucks because i will probably never see her again. we've been through quite a bit and this song is a goodbye song for her. 

sped up by 8.17%, i met her on 8/17

lyrics

girl i remember your face
in nutrition class
you were nervous as hell
i was taken aback
what to say?
girl i didn't know how
i could make you not doubt
that i'd be around
yeah i tried
took you out for a meal
now you pay for me what a steal
all i want is to show you that you're loved

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl just take care of yourself and your mental health

girl i couldn't see your face
when you cried on the phone
for/four hours you know
yeah you said you're alone
yeah i liked
that you trusted in me
told me everything
and i listened and thought for weeks
for weeks i wept and worried
for weeks

yeah who knew
that time flew
we both grew

so if i dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for
what you're looking for 

girl i don't know what i'd do 
when i walk out that station
and i see you're not there
don't know how to feel 
don't know how to act
don't know if i'd crash
don't know what i'd have
girl every night i prayed that you'd be fine 

girl i hope i see your face
when you've settled down
got that family that you've been talking about
and maybe you haven't figured wit out but
you're on the way there 
just don't forget us
don't forget when we met at first
from your laughter at hangouts to when you were at your worst

so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for

[so if we dont see you anymore
you anymore
girl i hope you find
what you're looking for]

if i don't see you anymore (8/17 Version)

that move was typical as fuck
get pockets bigger than a truck
you aint on the shit im on
barely on the shit i was
you want me to give my best
you wanna give the shit you want
i could ace it like a test
this a race? then shit i won
that move was typical as fuck
get pockets bigger than a truck
you aint on the shit im on
barely on the shit i was
you want me to give my best
you wanna give the shit you want
i could ace it like a test
this a race? then shit i won

you got snaked
sanjay and craig
tryna get my pockets fat, well fed
its a couple things in the back of the head
prolly gon ignore it, but damn well said

that move was typical as fuck
get pockets bigger than a truck
you aint on the shit im on
barely on the shit i was
you want me to give my best
you wanna give the shit you want
i could ace it like a test
this a race? then shit i won
that move was typical as fuck
get pockets bigger than a truck
you aint on the shit im on
barely on the shit i was
you want me to give my best
you wanna give the shit you want
i could ace it like a test
this a race? then shit i won

ericdoa - Choosing! (solo)

cheese