takewhatyouneededfromme (prod. noahmadethiss x yeezo)

guitar by yunny goldz

lyrics:
i feel too much
and i think too much
i'm looking at myself
what the hell have i become?
no you don't wish me well
you wish that i was gone
you tell me you're okay
but then you grab your gun

i'm trying all the time
now i'm looking at sky
i wonder all the time
why do i even try?

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

this anxiety is killing me
i'm out of breath and i cannot breath
i hate the way that you look at me
when i ask for help there's nobody here

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

alive

https://soundcloud.com/sylenexolovezu

i need u
u need me
bleed 4 me
as u c me

times flying
mortifying
i trusted u
dignifying

I cant take u 
i feel restless again 
I’ll be here 2 
tell me u want it all 
ill call u everyday

need u + sylene xo (bbjaxx)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/pradagmusic/di3tonight-feat-ericdoa

Things With Wings

ericdoa - Di3tonight (solo)

featured artists @fijimar & @x_fujioka
prod by @brknglss & @kojowav

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for the first time fijimar + xfujioka (brknglss kojo)

Stay Mad (ethxnvi)

https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy
https://soundcloud.com/yungkrypto
https://soundcloud.com/ilyaxhes

FRIDVY - ANGELS ROUND ME W/ YUNG KRYPTO + ILYAXHES [+TOAD]

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I got my friends so worried
They're coming back, coming 'round town
I'll see you out at night, looking back as I frown
Don't you worry, baby
If I can call you baby
I'll be okay once I acquire fix, it's definite, a sanctuary

Clouds in the sky and my heart, it aches when I sigh
And I think back, why did you lie?
I keep going back and forth, why do I cry?
*and, still*
I want you to be mine

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I could never sleep
Doing all these drugs while I weep
It's not fun
Pour another bottle till the sun is coming up
Wait a couple hours, couple days for you to come
I don't know if you got attitude or love for me at all

I guess it's how it be
Guys are all the same, we only want a damn thing
When we're alone and we find someone who appears to be
A loving soul without a lover on my phone screen

dph (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick)

feat + guitar by @diacetyl
m&m + produced by @markuwho

(marku)
when i'm gone i get lost
the disappointment on your face 
is always what it costs
i think i need a cause
a reason to be here
you got a quick fix & i'm drawn
it's always been this way since i was young
shawty hate me it's for the benefit 
we were never fit
old friends hit my line
but it feels so menacing yeah
i can't reminisce oh
i don't want a vessel 
i don't want an S.O.S
if i bleed out then it's my fault

i'm painted as a villain even if i die heroic
i spent most my life forced to try and be so stoic
but the bottle's filled, i just wanna feel
but my body's learnt to hide it all
adapted to conceal
my emotions
i feel out of place some times 'cause it hits me when i'm out of focus 
i'm always so loaded

all the time
the only one that gets me is me so i just talk in my mind
and i act like it's cool and it's sweet
when i'm walking read between lines
i'm sorry i'm cold and i'm stone and i give the wrong tone i know 
it's so easy for me to just leave and hope it sorts out on it's own

(diacetyl)
read between the lines
i know i can’t 
try to find a way out of my head
the seams are stuck 
for weeks on end 
i told myself ‘this isn’t living’
no, this just can’t be my life 
the reaper’s stuck 
right on my shoulder
hell contrived

so, somebody talk to me 
somebody talk 
give me reason to leave
‘cause i know 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
i sold my soul for better days 
reap what i sow in a bitter way
brittle bones
and a broken wrist
i’m weaker now
than i’ve ever been

and i don't really talk about the shit that i'm uncomfortable with
i'll be such a cunt, such a prick
i tell them that i'm sad but i'm not selling it
i'll blow another back and say i'm celibate 
i'm out here geeking on my own
no wonder these motherfuckers don't pick up the phone
like i see you in my contacts but you never hit back
while you never hit me back

SPOTIFY

read between the lines

I just wanna be alone 
Dumb bitch on my phone 
I’ve been smoking on a stoge
I’ve been smoking on some dope 

Yea I’m too high think I might cry
Got smoke up in my eyes 
While I’m grippin onna knife 
Do you think it’s suicide 
Do you think that I’ll survive

Oh why do I try 
I said it all before 
But no one seems to mind 
They never bat an eye 
They don’t care if I die 
They don’t wanna see me fight 
They don’t wanna see me at my best 
Cuz they know I’m better than the rest 
They never wanna see me stacking bands 
They never wanna see me win 
I fight so hard just to fall in love 
When will I ever be enough
I know I’m a fuck up

i jus wanna be alone #EMOGLO

prod @makemeapromise & @prod_dxvi
mix & master by me

lyrics:
[hook] -->
idk where to go
ive been lost for so long
my seams have come unsewn
gotta find my star to wish upon
breathin in air thru my black lungs
shoot the songbird, this war's done
i cant keep it up, im not strong
goin thru the motions, im a lost one <--

(tell me, tell me)
(tell me what i gotta do)
im so sick of tryna keep it all in
(i dont wna lose myself)
im so sick of giving my all and
losing myself in the process
i dont wna fake it for the masses
i just wna be me regardless of
all thats been done to target us

[hook]

ericdoa - Di3tonight (solo)

cheese