i'm scared
i'm scared
i'm scared
oh i'm scared
you left me in the dark and now i'm lost
i thought you were the answer, i was wrong
cause everytime i see you my heart grows numb
it's not fair that i can't feel your fucking love
it's a shame cause you're gone in a couple months
wish i could say that the news really fucked me up
but i'm sat here with my hands in pockets
i don't know where i lost it
i don't like thinking cause my thinking makes me nauseous
so i'm sorry
i'm sorry

sorry

original song: https://open.spotify.com/track/43BtnHxc7EuIlRN23waGID?si=dd2996dd1ec54446
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

ericdoa - Want You (solo)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa/grindingmyteeth

ericdoa - Grinding My Teeth (solo)

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Just made this cause I thought it was fun and cool.

MOA is Money On Arrival

Hope you guys enjoyed it and credits to ericdoa of course

Also the guys who produced these songs are 1Venny, Vvspipes, Ninetyniiine, rottendowntime and if there are others sorry for not crediting.

I mainly made this for fun so yea

ericdoa - PULLUPINTHAT  *mainstreampickle version*

@ericdoa drop "a song for when the bar closes"

ericdoa - do ya (joyl1fe_ Remix)

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lyrah gray - runaway

feat + mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative

out on all platforms nov 20: https://unitedmasters.com/m/rubies-v2 

I don’t why I lose all these fights
At the end of the night
Still gon’ fuck up my life
rubies shine in the light
 
Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining
Gone
Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining
Gone

Stop!
Lets think about our fate
Youre too quick to hate
You get me too nervous
Just eat whats on your plate
Keep tryna act different
dont take no other way

laugh to the bank, give a fuck if its funny or not
he get chance after chance, and keep fucking them off
i dont like to talk, but the way that im talking my shit, 
you would think that im talking alot
lil buddy froggy, he hopping alot
it aint no question to when ill be dropping that shit, 
cause damn i be dropping alot

ALL I WANT IS HONESTYYY

and the green of course
want the pockets to grow like a chia pet
fell in love with the music, ay mi amor
time goes on, and i need you less
but ive been thinking more
its some shit never thought i would live without
i dont even keep no more

couldn’t find love
When I hated myself
I was too blind
You were somebody else
Ive been gone
Ive been wanting
Some silence 
And you just hate me coz my rubies keep on

Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining
Gone

Shining Shining 
Shining Shining
Shining Shining
Shining
Gone

rubies v2 w/ imnotvrycreative

say my graces (pd moy)

Trenches (2023)

@heroinsick @midwxst @3dssucks @torenberios

lyrics:
don't understand what you want from me
its toxic but i'm in love with the company
make it make sense
heart on the defense
fine, ok. leave then
tell me that i'm the reason
crash the whip like bandicoot
i got a band or two
and he think that he funny i'll show him just what this hammer do
ctrl z can't undo
oxy change the mood
i don't give a fuck just like i'm prude
think i'm losing some screws
take his face right off the earth
glock over-exert
mode switch to triple burst
i'm doing my worst
he keep talking leave some blood up on his shirt
make it hurt, face down, in the durt
she say i'm a burden
cant get a word in
my body purging, hit the gas shit i'm swervin
these ain't drugs sweats, i'm just nervous
hear he chirpin, bullets got a purpose

don't understand what you want from me
its toxic but i'm in love with the company
couple rounds up in his body now he done
fell in love, sweatshirt, messy bun

heroinsick:
put a hundred round right in his body now he done
put him in the sky, we gon send him to the sun
yea you know i'm from the south so ima keep that fucking gun
yea this bitch keep playing all my songs like shawty you the one
i'm like sike, i don't give a fuck about no bitch
yea i'm taking hella meds cause i'm feeling hella sick
bitch you know i'm posted up right with my team right with my clique
and you know we stay strapped up
with a massive fucking glick
posted up with trev, and we pouring activist all in our bev
he wanna fight, hit him with a right, hit him with a left
look like he got a vest
bitch we pull up put that shit right to the test
come and drop your fucking addy my shooters gon do the rest

don't understand what you want from me
its toxic but i'm in love with the company
make it make sense
heart on the defense
fine, ok. leave then
tell me that i'm the reason

midwxst:

medics checked his pulse and they saying he not breathing
you telling me your lies, why the fuck would i believe em
when i hop up on the mic i speak them fact like a preacher
and he a student he aint learn his lesson ima teach him

i walk a long road you know i walk that shit by myself
i tuck away all my emotions put them up on a shelf
i don't want talk about it cause when i do it never helps
never talk about the moves i'm making keep to myself

go outside i never do it
oh you down bad well you'll get through it
you talk shit bout me then we shooting
half the time don't know what i'm doing
well you gon talk but never prove it
pls edgar let me know what you said here
i told myself that i'd get through it
but idk if i'll even do it

ericdoa - Want You (solo)

cheese