feat. @kaixan 
produced by @prodbytoshi & @prodsoulsss

lyrics:
take advantage of me you know i like that 
in the end im going ghost like snapchat 
too much pressure on my chest i cant take it 
pull up to the party you aint get an invitation 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse 

(kaixan)
yeah these pills got me hanging on a tightrope 
leaking body red up on the screen just like a typo
all my money blue its like im texting off an iphone
posted with ur bitch im not just kaixan imma chiro-practor
and that money coming im the factor
spin that fucking building imma turn into disaster
and u can come meet me after 
what i would do for some laughter

to be honest i still wish you the best but
right now im feeling so much better 
thankful for the things that i would do when i would let her 
every time u hit my phone i just ignore it 
every time i see a pill i want to snort it 
baby ur the reason why im sticking to myself 
ive been steady smoking cigarettes im fucking up my health
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse
i pretend it doesnt matter 
fucking with your feelings now ur prolly feeling shattered 
she said im “mysterious” but really its anxiety 
i dont like commitment so im sticking to variety 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse

always w/ kaixan (toshi + souls1)

nvm.
prod me @assperrr & @claudesdiary
additional bg vox from @claudesdiary

inspos for song:
jane remover - search party
sewerperson - the harvest

[lyrics]

*intro*
last year was the start of the end
i couldn't be here without you
but the path split again
i've got so much to value
and more time to spend
but i've been treated like shit
how could you call me your friend?

*verse*
cuz I’ve been down bad
with a fake friend
I don’t have much to say when
I’ve been waiting
for you to get it
I’ve been here for so long
to just forget it
I said no 100 times
you couldn’t accept it
I’ve been way to scared to
read the message
the last one sent
makes you look obsessive
but ur the main character
want me by your side
and break my barriers
the more we talk it gets scarier
thought u were my friend
u felt superior
put yourself first not a thought here
if it doesn't work then its not fair
and u wanna say that I don't care
but I'm your longest friend who never got scared
pick the phone up shit is still the same
here's the dial tone shit will never change

*bridge*

cuz i haven't felt this in a while
it's time to go switch up my style
I never could buy I'm on trial shit
I'm blocking the number like

*hook*
go!
they hit me back and all i said was
nvm
nvm
nvm
nvm
where did you
go! x4

*outro*
cuz I can't deal with all this back and forth
I can't commit to what ur asking for
I've tried to mend this more than once before
don't hit me up I went and locked the doors

you liked to make me your main focus
to manipulate me till I'm hopeless
you make me like shit like did you notice?
you didn't notice
you'll never notice.

spotify !

nvm. (jauntsen x asperr x claude)

sorry had to reupload bcz of an issue

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Spotify Stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/3skwifBT4mfn2nGPsWqJLL?si=d936c57465344c07

Lyrics below:

Fate leaves
As soon as you wake up
It may be
A little over by head cause
I'm far from the castle you built me into
And I'm just not the asshole
This time that's not true
I'll justify the means till the end
Lying to myself I might as well just pretend
Gonna start to listen to my heart and not my head
Cause I've been wrong too many times to start it all again

Some times I feel a tremble
Caught between the pages
Just see where it takes us
Look beneath the evergreen
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer

Tell me what's wrong man let's quit all this acting
I know it's been hard we can still make it happen
Our hope is not lost it's a shot in the dark
But since we're in a war we just can't be that passive
Trust me I won't fold
I'll run 'em off the road
I don't think they expect me
To be this good in the cold
I learned the things they told me
Won't let them ignore me
By the time I'm done with them
They begging me for mercy

Some times I feel a tremble
Caught between the pages
Just see where it takes us
Look beneath the evergreen
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer
I was running through the forest tryna get to my next high
You were in the city collecting all your dead guys
Tryna find a spell to help my self get my head right
Promised me you'd be my healer

the forest (prod. matthew may)

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

so fast forward to summer
i dont think back often
but it always made me me wonder
how ur doing now
it would be nice to figure out
it feels like when the sun goes down
theres always something playing on my mind

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

it feels like winter

original: https://soundcloud.com/trabint/password-vftshh

Brakence/Trabint - Password [extended]

original song: https://soundcloud.com/yurms2/what-else-ft-ericdoa?si=ccbdb2e3d44245d990a7fa2318d925d3&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

ericdoa - What Else (solo)

(p. neverforever)
if you fw it lmk and ill drop all platforms
sorry for not dropping music i just been in a weird spot in my life rn

lyrics-

yeah 
tell me that you love me
because lately we been stressin over nothing
i cut everyone off 4 u
because my mood depends on u 

yeah
i wanna make music for a living
so i dont have to see my family stress'
but even then its just because i wanna be the best
because when i first started 
everybody was making fun of me
behind my back

yeah
i put in countless hours 
fuckin tryna make it work out
almost been 5 years 
and now they changing up their words now
they like "omg jayne you changed"
but why tf would i ever wanna stay the same?

so i moved on 
made a new song
met a new bitch
how could she do wrong
well she used me
mental abused me
she did everything except for fucking choose me

im so stressed out
im so stressed out
im so stressed out
im so stressed out

ericdoa - What Else (solo)

cheese