My Girl

Anything Else

I woke up and you said to come over 
 Just gimme a sec 
I just can’t do it sober 
so I smoked a blunt and drove 
Straight to your apartment 
With yesterdays whisky 
And yesterdays garments

When I got there you still had prescription
Painkillers from the last time that you had surgery 
That might’ve been the only thing keepin myself from fucking mudering me

And then you asked how my trip was

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

I was always the problem child 
But I didn’t ask for these mental trials 
And it’s been a constant for more than a while 
I know I need help 
But you’re in denial 
And yeah I’ve been crazy 
Since fuckin birth 
It just doesn’t feel like my souls belongs on earth 
I can’t stand whenever I’m convinced that I’m cursed 
The first version of me was created with displaced hurt

and that’s why 

I was running from the conversation 
Cause I don’t wanna talk about vacation 
It should’ve been fun 
But then I got too wasted 
Now I’m pretty sure
My whole family hates me 
x2

running from the conversation

im stressed out

It Doesn’t Snow Here

pile of clothes

if u like this song ur a fkn loser (stab my heart and make me gay)

Its fucking ass
Lyrics 

Often times i sit around
I never know what im gonna do yet
Im only 20 years old 
But i wanna fucking let this go
There are days when i just wanna fucking die
Everyone tells me that im doing great in my life
But fuck you you dont know a godamn thing
You just see all that i show you
You just see the mask i put on
But deep down i wanna go
I onow how selfish it is to end my life
But what do i do when i just wanna feel alraight
There are days when i stare at the mirror
And just wonder why the fuck am i still trying
All these fucking drugs do no good 
I cant even feel them in my system not anymore
Omg i hate myself so much
I just wanna find a way to feel good
Maybe one day i will 
Maybe one day ill be happy to wake up and just be me
Oh wouldnt that be nice
But thinking about it i know it only a fantasy

I really fucking hate

i think she hexed my dream catcher

carpet

wish i was told that you were so awful.mp3

i think she hexed my dream catcher

doan

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