I cant help it when I snap it’s like I’m goin insane
Like u could never understand what’s goin on in my brain
It’s been a minute why the fuck I really thought that I changed
I thought that I was gettin better but I’m still just the same
x2

I don’t wanna be the same don’t wanna push u away
But I don’t blame u if u tell me that u don’t wanna stay
I got some issues even tho it’s no longer every day
But I convince myself that everyone just wanna betray me 
I don’t wanna hate me 
But I don’t like me lately 
Really think that I’m crazy
It’s like somethin takes me
And fucks with my psyche
And tells me no one around me really likes me

I cant help it when I snap it’s like I’m goin insane
Like u could never understand what’s goin on in my brain
It’s been a minute why the fuck I really thought that I changed
I thought that I was gettin better but I’m still just the same
x2

U could hate me
Try not to love me
U could never save me
I just need a hug please
Someone come wake me
From this fuckin nightmare
I don’t mean no harm
Yeah I only wanna play fair

I cant help it when I snap it’s like I’m goin insane
Like u could never understand what’s goin on in my brain
It’s been a minute why the fuck I really thought that I changed
I thought that I was gettin better but I’m still just the same
x2

thought i changed (prod. johnnyfriend)

Featuring @Sewerperson

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/for-what-its-worth-feat-sewerperson

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
i been feeling hollow 
She the typa girl to ask me for a follow 
Just cuz im up in my head right now 
dont mean that im really down that low
How you telling me Its all gonna be alright 
when u really dont know 
Damn girl you really got hope 
New whip on rain slick road 
To late momma gonna be so pissed that i aint home 
my bad i always drift back to the past when im on the road
And the future so i cursed i dont wanna see in the that coffin 
or in that hearse i dont wanna see you down that bad that hurt
My mind to fast it skirt 
My pain so old still hurt 
My face so numb ur blured 
All this pain so young what it worth 
My pops said id get the bag at birth
I come from middle class 
And im blessed have this worth 
And im blessed have this worth
And im blessed have this worth
Im not gonna be first to be rich in my family 
But Im be the first to give it back for whats it worth
I seen family spilt away like money was a curse 
But it only effects those with iller intentions that r worse

Sewerperson:
Waste my time cause I won’t need it
The clock strikes 9 and im still sleeping
For my whole life ive thought it worked this way
I was wrong but ill keep dreaming about it
The trees wreck homes as the storm rips thru
But its not so bad from the window in my room its calm
But in all due time itll hit me too
And what a peaceful death I will spend with u
We could talk all night of the same regrets
But with one night left I just dont want to
One night left until we all meet death
If its not about us then u could just hold ur breath
Just one night left
I Promise I won’t hold back
Ive spend way too long
With these words stuck in my chest

ALL PLATFORMS

For What Its Worth (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. KG)

lyrics:

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I am not able to move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

Ok ok
I have not eaten in four days
Fitting my fits too loosely
But None of my shit been bootleg
Woah
Pouring myself ace
Fuck it I pour this whole ace
Checking my phone she thirsty
She give me head like Olay
Said she dont fuck with artists
But she had ubered to me unwanted
She know I got a good night in my pocket
Everything I do she tell me shed pop it
Bitch u need to off it
Im here singing on beats for profit
U could easily be replaced
Right now im tryna be off of my face
Im blowing cookie and orange and purple.  until I am falling in deep space
Im tryna fuck u I fuck u and dip out this bitch and the convo get erased
Im going crazy and crazy and crazier I dont think I wanna drop pace
Im tryna push it till I couldn’t do it but lately I start to deteriorate 

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I cannot move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

blU (jabarionthebeat x david)

gone (ft. skele)

ｓｃａｔｔｅｒ　ｍｙ　ａｓｈ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｐｕｔ　ｆｌｏｗｅｒｓ　ｉｎ

keep going
love you guys.
ty all so so much for the support recently
check up on your friends, and in retrospect, more importantly yourself.
thank you so much for listening.
prod @cartermetro x @gavinhadley 🖤

(i barely feel at home right now)
(so i sedate through the drink and hope it all works out)

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

i ain't want screen time
they think i ain't worth shit when my light dies
but i'll brush it off and say, "fine, yeah."
just don't get back to me for hi's
'cause that was our last goodbye

(who am i?) (2x)

avoid coming 'cross me
i don't talk often
sugarcoated but without the chocolate
you got the message, so ignore the comments
but my heart is nauseous, that's the problem
i drink and repeat 'cause i love the peak
down with his men-tal, knights, now the king
stuck in this hell, into hell i will sink
if i died, would you grieve?
i'd like to believe
and i can't remember how i felt
the moment had seized me, it's really so evident
all that remains are reminders and remnants
i wish i told you how i felt.

wade through the rain
cherish the moment
difficulties only prove they're golden
full exhaust, eyes sewn wide open
regard me as dust
just a road with no bliss

foaming at the lips
if i'm human, i admit
i hold a heavy distaste for what you have to say
but i'll listen
i'll listen anyways

cauterize with the lime
press on the wound 'till i start feeling fine
why are the genuine so hard to find
but if i was counterfeit,
i would shatter on the ground when i fall
call; anyone but me at all
i'm out my element, don't be afraid though
i feel like porcelain
scatter my ash then put flowers in

porcelain [prod. cxrter x gavin hadley]

Sewerperson - I Will Follow You Into The Dark (Death Cab For Cutie Cover)

lyrics
look at how you all change
looking at me all strange
run your mouth some more and imma show you how my grip range
such a fucking damn shame
none your friends don't know your name
used to light the blunts inside the coupe but now you all lame
pussy on some damn games
memories you don't claim
hope y'all find my body laying cold beneath the doorframe
imma do it my way
beamer on the highway
smokey tint and velvet seats be swerving through the workday

ecstasy switchblades
all of this built rage
autumn on Tuesday
winter on Thursday
drinking the worst days
smoking the good days
thinking the worst ways
sleeping gone get paid

40 oz bottles in the backset
we don't need a taxi
residential. tatted on her ass cheek
fucking on a nasty
oxy on a backstreet
you aint fucking with me unless I got you in the bed sheets

spread sheet 
dead sheets
phasing through the floor
haven't heard a word from that fucker since 4
if you didn't wanna show then learn how to hit ignore
guess I'll pour 2 cups for myself and your whore

bitch made
bitch made you aint winning
this my
this my new beginning
my blood
my blood I've been thinning
2 days
2 night I've been spinning

lame (santana)

Chasing horizons we never could reach
Let's just be happy that we have each other to be
Fall, collapse on me
Hopefully you won't back at me

There is a serpent I met while at sea
"I'll always find a way in" is what he said to me
Sometimes he just needs to eat
Don't let him clap on a feet

When you lose hope
You still have a home
Right here with me

The path water flows
Despite what we know
You're perfect to me

And you land on your feet
Biting your teeth
Friends tend to leave
With the good memories
Keep you glued to the beat
Keep you glued to your seat

Seasons change with the leaf
Despite all the changes
Despite all the wheat
Despite what you see
You'll be perfect to me

I can repair you in time
Please, at least let me try
You're all I need
All I need

Lost in the night
Right by my side
Is the other part of me

thought i changed (prod. johnnyfriend)

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