Existential Crisis

You resistant to existence, malignant growth, no fulfilment, 
no ailment, just a hesitant resident, not accepting their residence, stuck on the fence, 
start to resent feeling spent, cards dealt mind bent, benched teeth clenched, tightened by the wrench of eternal existence
Not how it should be referenced, it’s reassurance, time to make amends 

Realize you are a part of it, every bit, perfect fit all of us on a list, yet crossed out, in a swift existence, filled with bliss, grab at nothing yet not miss, into the crypt of your mind, release it, all in time, become all, re-entwined, see what you find, it’s alright, time will fly, by while you soaring sky high 
Embrace all life 

Medicated and meditated, elevated, got so faded, existence all just for entertainment
All arrangements, meaning nothing, strange shit, yet feeling something, this feeling kept, intercept the inept, toss it out overhead, find your love, passionate, nothing to be fixed, just time to exist 
Realize that none of this means shit 
And fucking hell do I ever love it

You resistant to existence, malignant growth, no fulfilment, 
no ailment, just a hesitant resident, not accepting their residence, stuck on the fence, 
start to resent feeling spent, cards dealt mind bent, benched teeth clenched, tightened by the wrench of eternal existence
Not how it should be referenced, it’s reassurance, time to make amends 

All arrangements, meaning nothing, strange shit, yet feeling something, this feeling kept, intercept the inept, toss it out overhead, find your love, passionate, nothing to be fixed, just time to exist 
Realize that none of this means shit 
And fucking hell do I ever love it

Finally feeling awakened not forsaken, not in pain and not hid in shames shade, I’m knowing I’ll make it through this time not in fame, games played, death tamed, head hanged, mind maimed 
He’s not insane, just a man holding in, all his sins, releasing, accepting, relapsing, healing, collapsing, dreaming, it all seeming, like his life’s freezing, it’s all got no meaning 


He’s not insane, just a man holding in, all his sins, releasing, accepting, relapsing, healing, collapsing, dreaming, it all seeming, like his life’s freezing, it’s all got no meaning 
And it all feels so freeing

Exist(ential Crisis)

Dobby Bright